_Innocence_ Gojo x reader
Y/n comforting Satoru after he finds out about Suguru's betrayal. A tiiiiny bit of angst but we all love it through the tears. Hope you enjoy it. <3
Iāve been here before. At the terrace on top of the Jujutsu High building. With wind in my hair and the sunsetās orange beam shining in my eyes. The calmness of being alone with just your own thoughts. I grew to like this type of loneliness after having so many outgoing friends - I loved all of them but my social battery has its limits. I breath in smelling the wind and breathe out as if Iām meditating. Suddenly I hear a loud bang of the wooden doors that bring you here to the terrace. I presume itās just the wind but then I feel his energy. Hasnāt he got somewhere else to be? Why does he have to occupy your sacred space?
The blue eyed boy stands in front of the door. I can hear him breathing violently as if he ran up the stairs. It canāt be that though - Gojo Satoru doesnāt get tired as easily as a human.
I study his expression to figure out what is going on when suddenly he speaks āplease, donāt glare Y/nā. I tilt your head and reply āhow did you know it was me? Ahh right the six eyes! I forget youāre so weirdā
āIām not⦠Iām special, okay?āĀ
His lips are pursued. āYeah, thatās doesnāt sound any bit betterā I snort at my own remark. Then I see he isnāt smiling - and thatās weird cuz heās always smiling.
āOkay Toru, Whatās going on with you?ā Seriously?ā I ask since I feel that somethingās off.Ā
āIām okayā he barks back
āFor real?ā I again tilt my head and squint my eyes at him.
āFor real, realā he snarks.
āAlrighty thenā¦ā I go to lean on the railing and as I take a deep breath Satoru opens his mouth.Ā
āWhy did he do that?āĀ
āWho?ā I ask and he begins walking my way.Ā
āSuguru... he ki-killed humans, people. I just donāt understand whyā¦ā His lips tremble as he mentions Geto.
Ohh right. Amidst enjoying my āpeaceā I forgot why I came up here anyway. All the bad talk about my friend made me need it. It was so sudden I couldnāt have seen it coming - his depression and his absence although did I really see him or did I just wite it off as his personality. Could I do something to stop him? Could Satoru do something to stop him?Ā
āI donāt know why. I asked my self like ten times today and I still have no clue.ā I breathe out the words as if itās my confession.
āOhā Satoru hums back.
āIām sorry Toru.ā His snaps his head from the view at the sunset back to me.
āWhat? Why are you sorry?ā He asks, one of his brows spikes up.
āHe was your friend after all, your best friend. It must really hurt. You were so close.ā Suddenly when he hears this I swear I see a tear fall from one of his eyes.
āI- Iām okayā¦ā He stops looking at me and looks back at the sunset.
āYouāre not Toru. You canāt be okay in this situation. But you have to remember that even if you could see it happen you wouldnāt be able to stop it, stop him. He wrote his own fate. It wasāt just the Riiko situation. It couldnāt have started it. These thoughts about humans about curses they had to be in his head before. They just āgrewā after.ā I keep looking at him and I grab his hand to grab his attention.Ā
āItās not your fault, Toru.ā These last words make him grab me and hug me, a hug that feels full of gratitude and kindness. One of his hands grabs my hair, and I can almost feel him trembling.Ā
āItās not my faultā His words sound almost like his asking so I just shake my head while weāre still embracing.
I grab his face to make him looking into my eyes and he does with his big cerulean eyes that seem like theyāre almost glowing with the final lights of the sun before it completely sets. They are so big, but he looks so small in this moment. He shifts one of his hands to touch my cheek. This touch is so comforting, it makes me forget that weāve been up here for like an hour or longer.Ā
āYouāre so prettyā¦ā Itās like a whisper but I hear it.
āToruā¦ā My cheeks get pink from his compliment but I canāt help but think that he is just sad, and trying to find comfort in someone else. So I try to push him lightly away from my body. He grabs my arm, not hard but just enough to stop my actions. āWhat?ā He looks genuinely concerned.Ā
āClearly youāre sad and I donāt want to be just a one night comfort for you.ā I look at him furrowing my brows lightly.Ā
āYou think of me so lowly?ā His face is full of emotions which isnāt common. āYou could never be a one night thing for me, never.ā
His face is so close to me. If I moved just an inch, our noses would be sticking. But I want to move, because itās like heās intoxicating me. I can smell his perfume and itās intoxicating me too. We are just looking at each other but one of his hands is behind my neck and the other is still grabbing my arm. As weāre standing and just looking at each other I hear the similar sound again - the wooden creak of the doors.Ā
āHere you too are. Iāve been looking literally everywhere. You wanna grab some food. Nanami bailed and I donāt wanna go aloneā I hear Shoko as I quickly step out of the captivating feel of Satoruās body in front of mine, so close.Ā
āDid you ever heard of knocking?ā Satoru asks with an annoyed look. āKnocking? On the doors to the rooftop?⦠What the hell were you two about to do?!ā She replies.
āNothing, Shoko. Absolutely nothing. Now letās go grab some food. Come on Toru. Come with usā I try to change the topic and quickly move to the door where Shoko is standing.
āIām not hungry, thanksā He replies looking into my eyes.Ā
āNonsense, you have to eat something or else you wonāt be the strongest anymore.ā I go grab his arm and drag him to the door as we make our way to get some take out.
I canāt stop thinking about the last thing he said to me. Maybe he is telling the truth?Ā