some days are really hard and it can be difficult to understand why. but usually its probably because my blood is haunted

hey sorry it's just that i don't think i'm very good at being a person. thanks for letting me try with you, anyway.

*stumbles out of a building covered in blood* i failed a social interaction .

all kawaii on the western front

just received an "i looked over your thesis when can you come in for office hours" email from my mentor oh god oh god oh god i'm gonna throw up

okay we don't have time to see eachother this week but she said she will leave the corrected thing for me to pick up and said i should start working on the summaries by next week bcs she hopes i'll be able to finish everytging soon which !!! i think this means the main thing is fine thats such a relief omg

picked it up today! only had time to skim it but it seems she had the most issues w my intro and conclusion bcs i got so into writing i practically ignored the topic i put forward in my title so - very valid T-T was very jarring to see half of my intro crossed out... but not that many correctures inside the work which is pretty good! some minor spelling mistakes bcs i didnt really reread it well... and notes on a few sentences i might just throw out completely. the only thing i'm confused about is the few times she asked for a citation but the citation is literally 5 words later girl please i would Never not cite something thats my whole thing!!!

truly so stressed about this but its almost done its almost done its almost done

just received an "i looked over your thesis when can you come in for office hours" email from my mentor oh god oh god oh god i'm gonna throw up

okay we don't have time to see eachother this week but she said she will leave the corrected thing for me to pick up and said i should start working on the summaries by next week bcs she hopes i'll be able to finish everytging soon which !!! i think this means the main thing is fine thats such a relief omg

picked it up today! only had time to skim it but it seems she had the most issues w my intro and conclusion bcs i got so into writing i practically ignored the topic i put forward in my title so - very valid T-T was very jarring to see half of my intro crossed out... but not that many correctures inside the work which is pretty good! some minor spelling mistakes bcs i didnt really reread it well... and notes on a few sentences i might just throw out completely. the only thing i'm confused about is the few times she asked for a citation but the citation is literally 5 words later girl please i would Never not cite something thats my whole thing!!!

I could really do with a reward or incentive

standing up and leaving a crime scene behind me

who would've thought This to be the reason i've been feeling awful for the past week? definitely not me i thought the cramps meant i was dying