I think I’ve reached a point where I hate who I am in my relationship. I’m so hardened. By unhappiness, by dissatisfaction. I’m a fucking resentful bitch because I am unable to change things that I wish were different and because I am unable to communicate what I need. I can only stand myself when I’m alone, when I’m on the train, when I’m walking around amongst strangers. I’m not sure how much longer I can sustain this.












