Stay Queer ✌🏻️

But right now, I'm in the car with my girl belting out paramore at the top of our lungs hurtling towards home - I am so god damn happy. My life is finally going right.

Why is it since meeting a second soulmate I yearn for the first.. not in a longing sense but just to talk about who we are now and how things have changed, I want to tell you that I'm an adult now too.. I want to tell you that I grew up and left school and got a job and made something of myself. I don't know why so much of me still wants to make you proud.. you can't fake that importance. There's so many things I wish I could say to you.. but I'll just say this; I wish you well. I'm happy you're happy with her, you two are a much better match I was the ugly step sister to her Cinderella in personalities. We haven't spoken properly in years but last year you called me beautiful and I still think of that sometimes. You'll always have a place in my heart, so much of what I experienced with you makes up my personality to this day, I carry a piece of you with me in who I am. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being in my life, even briefly. You are important.

Why does it kill you? I'm coming back on another account, message me if you want to know what it is. Why can't you come off anon? If you a connection to me just reach out to me? Tell me who you are so I can reach out to you?

I just have more of a life outside of tumblr now, sort of grown out of it a bit

Who is this? Come off anon?