Love & Pain

There's a hole in my heart

So let‘s run away

And I look in the mirror and I see this reflection, it always smiles back but I know it‘s deception

Waiting for the end to come, wishing i had strength to stand, this is not what i had planned, it‘s out of control

I won‘t cry, it‘ll be fine, i‘ll take my last breath, push it out my chest till there‘s nothing left

But if I let myself care, all I feel is pain

Die Narben auf der Haut tun nicht weh aber dafür die die ihr alle nicht seht

I can‘t concentrate, searching for a message in the fear and pain, broken down and waiting for a chance to feel alive

What i wouldn‘t give to see that brocken child inside of me, tell him it‘s gonna be alright, the world is worth the fight

Well I know I should be moving on but I feel like I‘m already gone, now if somebody‘d hold me, save me from this broken record that‘s playing in my heart

Jedes einzelne Wort in meinem Kopf klingt nur noch nach traurigen Songs

Diese eine Liebe hat mich kaputt gemacht

I‘m dying and trying, but believe me I’m fine, but I‘m lying, I‘m so very far away from fine

And I can‘t stop any of these evil thoughts, and I never thought I would ever be so lost