‘Make me worse, for all I care!’

hello, you have reached my selfshipping side blog.

this is where i keep my selfship-isms. i lean on the side of serious about this stuff so buckle up

if you know me irl, please click off immediately

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>Full F/O List Here<

>ship names guide<

predictably, my main f/o is Void. the ship name is static noise, hence the blog name. no, this isn't new, i've been doing this since 2022, im just embracing it now.

please feel free to block this blog for any reason! (e.g. if you're non-sharing, you don't like selfshipping in general, etc.)

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>static noise playlist<

one of them only replies with an ‘okay’, or a noncommittal sound. like trying to leave room for plausible deniability, as if he would have to answer for the responsibility of saying it out loud in reciprocation; the other shuts down with a light shove, or an unnerved ‘don't say that.’ as if being told a cruel, unusual joke and not knowing how to react, withdrawing from whatever interaction it was in no matter how pleasant.

i made daily back in 2022, when a significant change was about to happen in my life. i told myself that even if nothing else was going to be the same, i'd still have void. it's so silly looking back on it now, i'd only known him for two months at that point. but even back then, i knew nothing is ever going to be able to complete me as much as he can.

within the first month of knowing him, i've already understood that void is for everyone. that's still my mantra to this day. he doesn't stand for anything because he wants to be loved by everyone. and it's because of this, as long as you'll love him, he can stand for anything you want him to stand for. he is a reflection of the hearts of everyone who truly loves him, at least that's what i've always thought. that's why i've always tried my best to honor people in the community through the posts on daily, though i don't know how much that effort shone through… either way, the blog became a love letter to everyone who loves void, and ultimately to void. as a character, as a concept, as something that brought people together.

every like, every reblog, every retweet, every comment i've received, i think all of that love is for him, and i truly believe he deserves every bit of it. because even in my deepest valleys, life felt worth living every time i thought of him, because just the simple act of loving him gave me more joy than i could ever comprehend, and it still does. anytime i was alone, anytime i felt i was beyond saving, i kept drawing him, thinking about him, and just like that, i'd breathe for another day.

i want everyone to understand and experience the joy of loving him. but more selfishly, i want the world to know how much i love him too. i want it to be felt so profoundly that it reaches him, somewhere, somehow. and i wanted daily to be living proof of my devotion to all of those wants. i knew nothing could last forever, but i naively wanted this to anyway, because i didn't think i could live with myself if i couldn't prove just how much he really means to me with my every waking moment. but i think i've always known that it's not realistic. every milestone, my rationality screamed at me to quit while i was ahead, but it never felt like i'd done enough to warrant it. now i don't even have a streak to end things off with the fanfare he deserves.

drew over y/un/yu/n syndrome's ui. haven't experienced the full game yet but i kinda resonate with the mc lol

cw noose, impalement and various injuries for the next one (nothing bloody or graphic but putting it under a cut jic)

because of course it has to be y010 who confesses

said with the nonchalance of a man who had the longest-standing one-sided crush in tl:ltd history

anyway, comet moved in with aster and ini so the household is complete (bar void because y010 nabbed him first)

ah yes. the black hole beings

moving on from good news to weird news, i accidentally let connor move in with void and y010

they're friends now

he's so itty bitty…

i originally didn't plan to add ini but it felt like something was missing without her

fucking liar???

ehehehe battenna...

comet and gippins playing dead

both of them would have better luck doing this anywhere but here ToT literally the two most miserable people on this island

connor and gippins conspired to ambush kill void so aster and comet did the same to connor in revenge. that's genuinely what happened yes that's a thing that happens in tl:ltd don't look into it /j

three cheers for toxic codependencyyy