starvingofc

binging is never ever worth it

i lost 15 lbs since the start of march and that was all binge weight lol

no i decided i can’t do a metabolism week i’d feel way too guilty and uncomfortable i’m gonna wait till i reach my lw again

i literally feel fine on 500cal and i don’t want to eat more, but my metabolism is so messed up that i’m maintaining so often, i’m tired bcos i don’t sleep well, i can’t 💩, i’m on my period, idk whether to do a 3 day metabolism “week” on 1,500 max (starting tomorrow) and then fast just to hopefully boost my metabolism again? the 1 day “metabolism” days don’t work for me they just make me gain and maintain again :/

wtf she’s got more food i can’t make this shit up fml

wish my mum would stop bringing me food i don’t want it

5 day water fast starting from today 24/03/23

my heart is in so much pain i never ever wanna go near food again even looking at myself makes me wanna throw up

so much comfort in starving bcos even when everything else in life is messed up at least i know the numbers dropping

i wanna kms i cancelled on going out today bcos it involved eating a lot of food and my mum still brought me loads of food back 💔

my heart is hurting so bad

breaking my 3 day fast with mango kombucha & watermelon <333

why the more weight i lose the fatter i feel ? i’ve been water fasting since thursday and my fat feels more noticeable despite the number on the scale dropping :/