dead dove: do not eat

i miss being high from fasting. i miss the constant empty feeling in my stomach. i miss seeing my rib and hip bones. i miss being disgusted by food. i miss not eating for multiple days. i miss being able to be around food without eating it. i miss feeling light and clean. i miss seeing progress daily. i miss seeing the number go down. i miss being dizzy. i miss feeling superior because i skipped another meal. i miss being uninterested in food. i miss being in control.

i need to get so much worse

i'm just going to be loved if i get skinny and pretty

I need a partner who supports my eating disorder. A partner that tells me that they love me now, but they'll love me even more when I'm thin. A partner who starves me on purpose but also takes care of me and counts my calories for me. I need a partner who will cut me every time I gain, and kiss me all over every time i lose.

that little voice in my head telling me to destroy myself

needs to get louder frrrr ughhh 😫😫

whoopsiee

kidnapper who puts me on a cum only diet and doesn’t let me cum until all my ribs show 🥰

girl dinner but it’s just him cumming in my mouth

“that was such a big big orgasm for such a little girl! good job baby!”

I don’t care if it’s a sick game I ♡ losing weight I love seeing the scale go down

i want to be UNDENIABLY skinny. not just skinny at the right angle, or skinny if i suck in, or skinny if the light hits my collarbones in the right way. i want to be skinny in every picture, in every outfit, from every angle, in every way. i want to be so skinny it's the first thing people see when they look at me