Mel's diary

Stats ˚⊹ ᰔ To hold myself accountable

todays eats. 202kcal.

being 4n0rexic, neurodivergent and vegetarian is not a good combo, theres so little food i can eat

having ana-b/p is so humbling. I just want the restrictive type, I dont wanna keep binging on 10k calories and then sit on the bathroom floor throwing it up for hours.

todays (everyday) breakfast: antidepressants, benzo, more anxiety meds, adhd meds, thyroid meds, supplements + energy drink and a cigarette

44.4kg, I lost 0.8kg since yesterday :3

todays not so aesthetic eats ˎˊ˗ 437kcal

I want to be like the aesthetic pinterest girls, but ill forever be a mess of a girl covered in sc4rs

I used to be able to fast for a week straight, now I cant even do 24h, I miss my honeymoon phase.

I'm over 2 years SH free, at least a part of me is healed :)

When I want to lose weight tumblr is the only place that helps me, nothing else works anymore.