As a child i grew up in a very VERY abusive household. Imagine any kind of abuse a young girl could endure and I went trhough it. Well when I was 4, I "made" this dragon friend. She was a little older than me but not by much. And as I grew up so did she. When things would get really bad i would dissociate, and she'd I guess take over? There was alot of times that i just blacked out and didnt register anyof it and i knew it was her. But there was one really bad time when i was a teenager where i blacked out and beat my stepfather with a baseball bat until he was on the ground and then just hovered over him with it till the cops showed. Now that im out of that situation, if theres ever a point where i do feel likebim in danger, its like shes there behind me, like its her and i against everything. And im not sure if this is a Dragon guide, or just an extreme case of dissociation. I was hoping if i got into draconic witchcraft that maybe i could find out?
Perhaps!
I have heard of times where dragons age with their charge/friend/companion and would protect their person in times when their person couldn’t. But I have also heard of times when Dissociation can mimic it.
I have also heard of times when a dragon is actually another spirit that dwells in the same body and the spirits are living together with one usually in control at a time. (A ‘system’ is a term among the Otherkin and Therian communities refers to a person that has many souls and one or more may identify as non-human. If not a Guide or Dissociating, your friend may be another spirit living with you.)
The only way to find out is to look into the options and weigh with your heart what feels is the closest to what you are.
You may not find an exact answer or it may take you a long time to pin it down exactly.
And that’s totally normal!
Just enjoy the search and be glad that you have a friend that has been helpful, regardless of how she came to you. ❤️
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Witchy suggestion:
I’d start with meditation. Just relaxing meditation at first, just to get used to it and to feel your own energies and possibly that of your friend’s.
Once you are comfortable with that, you can start looking into divination options or guided meditations to learn more about your friend and your connection with them. Or if you can easily talk to them, feel free to ask them questions. And if they aren’t sure either, the two of you can look into it through the other methods together. ❤️
Maybe keep a journal too of what you learn. Then you can look back and piece together the tidbits to help find what rings true. 😄












