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why am i seeing no one talk about the beauty that could be girl!jamie tartt i feel like we need to speak about that

i deeply understand jamie tartt because i too have a narcissistic parent that sees me as an extension of themself 😂

i have a strong opinion that if joe macmillan watched the worst person in the world it would shatter his entire being

just finished halt and catch fire and i don’t think i’ve ever related more to a character ever than i have to joe macmillan. the only thing that i don’t relate to is the specific way he attempts to cover up his traumas with being a bit evil to people (specifically looking at season 1 joe) and his occasional need to physically destroy something in the way he does. everything else i relate to so deeply and it makes me so sick because i don’t think ive ever seen myself in a character so much before. joe macmillan you are so deeply special to me and i will never forget you.

“…and when i was—when i was fifteen, i made this vow that i would never have kids. all because of him. he was just….huge and…..imposing. he made me feel small. like i was….. less than nothing. and i never wanted to risk doing that to a child. uhh… and then he died. and—and i’m like, there at his funeral. and there’s hardly anyone else there…… and he felt like the small one all of a sudden. it made me realize that we are different people….. and um….. maybe i would have been better,” is one of the most gut wrenching monologues i have ever watched i feel so sick to my stomach. joe macmillan u make me sick and god lee pace’s performance is just insane in this show

where is the halt and catch fire fandom………. please……… i feel like im drowning over here i gotta talk to someone about this………..

i might just be crazy but i’m watching halt and catch fire for the first time and why does nobody just listen to joe 😭😭😭😭 nine times out of ten he says to do something and everyone else goes, “NO WE CANT ITLL RUIN EVERYTHING,” and then does ten million things to make the situation more difficult just to end up doing what joe said to do in the first place……………… maybe i have bias cause im watching it for lee pace but goodness can we just listen to joe 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

butchfemme barduil can anyone hear me rn……………