The biggest bully
He who sits on the thrones above heaven is the biggest bully in my life. One who doesn’t care. He only cares if you pray to him and seek his help. His biasedness' is just disgusting in my view. Why can’t we just live our life as it is? why cant we earn our own stripes or work towards a goal with no problems at all?
WHY pray towards him? to test our patience and closeness towards him? Why? is that how religion works? then where is the faith when everything goes to shit? where is he?
Never there. that's the bloody truth. Each time, trying to get him closer to him pushes me further. even families become enemies at ends. His miracles? I have doubts. Cause to me, science begs the answer to many things. Or leave it to humans to think to solve problems for this world. Time and time again. My heart breaks, gets broken. I get nothing. I get cheated of my faith in everything and anything. He is the biggest bully and indeed the most cruel. I set this as a reminder to myself, why pray when we get nothing but problems.
