the archer

Im already insecure about my voice and my mom mimicking it does not help. But at least I have a voice and for that Im thankfull

For the first time I didn't feel any jealousy or anything. No rage no anger nothing. I think my prayers have definitely been working. I am also been more empathetic towards people! I am still I guess a little disappointed or confused on some stuff like,am I doing things wrong? What can i fix about me and a question I ask myself; "am I a bad person?" I also I think have convinced myself so many times that question has repeated in my head. Haha lol. Its okay GOD will fix me. I pray and pray and also Im doing my part obviously hehe.

You guys I think i might like girls, but I also have feelings for guys so I don't know. I feel like I have known for a while know. I MEAN I remember thinking in the forth grade " what if I liked girls instead of guys?" Like THAT should of been a wake up call or something, because now I'm just so confused!!.. I know GOD loves be either way because GOD is love and kind and just amazing! I have been praying reallyy hard for this to go away if I am not gay then just make me more straight so I forget about these whole feeling and ideas and such. But I just cant! So think I just need to accept it and give it all to GOD. He will know what to do.