sunny

the same captivating -almost- black color of your beautiful hair that i always got lost in

i did not mean to look at the sky.

on my walk to the gym i accidentally looked up into the sky and saw a dark deep blue

the same beautiful dark deep blue that would peak through your curtains and light your bedroom that exact color at 6 in the morning

i did not mean to look at the sky.

on my walk to work i accidentally looked up and saw the pouring rain coming down

the same rain we would get excited for when we knew we would spend the entire day wrapped in each others skin, feeling our warmth, breathing one another’s air, all while the rain drops tapped on your window so gently

i did not mean to look at the sky.

on my walk i looked up in hopes i would figure out where exactly i was going

it was then i realized my home does not feel like a home

wherever you were was exactly where my home was

now i am so very lost but im not sure if even you can find me anymore

i think to myself maybe something up there can guide me