rust & stardust

They are so hard. 

I think they say the only other harder thing is being single 

It’s hard learning to love flaws. When they drive you absolutely insane some days. It’s hard learning to be better. When some ways are the only thing you’ve ever known. It’s hard not trying to measure compromises and feeling like what you do is more. 

I love Kevin. I do. Some days just feel incredibly harder than others. 

Like days when I’d like him to venture out and Google a goddamn breakfast recipe and execute it. Anything besides fucking pancakes and pasta.

Effort. Is that so much to ask for? Effort into making breakfast. Effort into making us a nice dinner. Effort. It makes me wonder if I’m just not the one. Not the one because I’m not worth the effort. You can’t call me crazy in thinking that way.