okay def donât see this gaining traction but iâm a college student going on break and itâs the perfect opportunity to maybe pad up some more sooooo for some encouragement:
abdl notes challenge!
stops counting dec 16th and all goals met last through jan 12th
(edit: meanie pants dom made me add more goals to help with my âunpotty trainingâ đł)
every 5 notes - day in diapers
every 10 notes - mandatory hypnosis before bed
20 notes - mandatory diaper checks to anyone via asks or dm
30 notes - can only cum in diapers
50 notes - paci in constantly when alone
75 notes - no longer allowed to hold my bladder when in a diaper
100 notes - do an enema in a diaper and post proof
125 notes - drink extra water before bed (essentially insuring i wet the bed đ)
150 notes - just wet my diaper on command for anyone via asks
175 notes - post a video in a wet diaper
200 notes - only allowed to wear nighttime thickness or abdl diapers
300 notes - no more touching! only allowed to cum from a vibe or humping
400 notes - thumb in mouth whenever i get off
500 notes - have to wear childish clothes or a onesie everyday
600 notes - no more adult shows, only kids shows
700 notes - upload custom voted upon diaper video
800 notes - must mess my diaper on command for anyone via asks
900 notes - no longer allowed to hold my poopies when diapered
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okay def donât see this gaining traction but iâm a college student going on break and itâs the perfect opportunity to maybe pad up some more sooooo for some encouragement:
abdl notes challenge!
stops counting dec 16th and all goals met last through jan 12th
(edit: meanie pants dom made me add more goals to help with my âunpotty trainingâ đł)
every 5 notes - day in diapers
every 10 notes - mandatory hypnosis before bed
20 notes - mandatory diaper checks to anyone via asks or dm
30 notes - can only cum in diapers
50 notes - paci in constantly when alone
75 notes - no longer allowed to hold my bladder when in a diaper
100 notes - do an enema in a diaper and post proof
125 notes - drink extra water before bed (essentially insuring i wet the bed đ)
150 notes - just wet my diaper on command for anyone via asks
175 notes - post a video in a wet diaper
200 notes - only allowed to wear nighttime thickness or abdl diapers
300 notes - no more touching! only allowed to cum from a vibe or humping
400 notes - thumb in mouth whenever i get off
500 notes - have to wear childish clothes or a onesie everyday
600 notes - no more adult shows, only kids shows
700 notes - upload custom voted upon diaper video
800 notes - must mess my diaper on command for anyone via asks
900 notes - no longer allowed to hold my poopies when diapered
You know what? Let's just wrap this baby (heh) up. Here, for you, are the last two chapters of Doing Business and the epilogue.
One Hundred
I suspected that Mommy knew a conversation was coming. She might not have known about what, but she could read me better than anyone else, and I was sure that I had been emitting signals since we stepped out of the office together at the end of the day. Whereas my mother would probably pressure me to just say whatever was on my mind, Mommy would patiently wait for me to bring the topic up myself.Â
âDid you have a good day?â Mommy asked me later, as she prepared dinner in the kitchen. The knowing smirk on her face suggested that some little bird probably told her a thing or two about what happened while she wasnât in her office.
âIt was good,â I nodded. I tried to keep a straight face, but I couldnât help but smile like a fool.
âNeve not only changed your stinky bottom, but she fed you too, huh? You were spoiled.â
I nodded, feeling my face turn red. âI-I was looking for you, butâŠyou werenât around.â
âIâm glad that she was there for you, then. I wish I had been around, but I had a pretty busy day today.â
I smiled at her, unsure of what else to say. A conversation about a key was almost to the tip of my tongue, but I wasnât ready just yet.
Just as Mommy could likely sense that I had something I wanted to talk about, I sensed something in Mommyâs attitude too. She could sometimes be tricky to read though, and so the best that I could guess was that she wasâŠamused? Amused at the conversation she knew was coming? Amused about something else altogether?Â
It was mostly silent as we ate, neither of us pushing the other to talk about the things that we didnât want to talk about yet. Though this didnât make for an awkward atmosphere. Quite the opposite, reallyâI was learning that comfortable silence was a sign of a healthy relationship.
âHowâs your diaper doing?â Mommy asked, framing the question so casually that she might as well have been asking if we got any mail today.
âUhm, itâs a little damp.â I quickly added: âBecause I chose to wet it. Not, like, I had an accidentâŠâ
âAre you trying to convince me? Or yourself?â
We both laughed.
The endâthe end of the life we had known since we left our old companyâfelt near. I could feel it, as I was sure Mommy could. Usually, it felt kind of scary, but I was starting to feel that I had made peace with it. Whatever came next, Mommy would be there. Diapers would be thereâif I wanted them.Â
âIâm always available to babysit,â she said. âShould you ever need it.â
I laughed. âI know.â
âBut that offer doesnât extend to actual children,â she said. âIâm not sure if my particular set of skills translates well to them.â
I laughed. âDo you really think Iâm going to have kids one day?â
âYou might. I think youâd be a good daddy.â
I laughed again, shaking my head. Feeling the thick diaper between my thighs, the idea seemed preposterous. âHow do you figure?â
âWell, Iâve never been a parent myself, butâŠâ
âYes,â I interrupted. âYouâre a parent.â
âYou know what I mean, Clark. But Iâve long theorized that a good parent is someone who can anticipate a childâs needs. And, who could do that any better than someone who has all the experience you do in being a needy child?â
âHeyâŠâ
âIâm just saying.â
âIf I ever have children,â I saidâand this felt like the most fantastical thing Iâd ever said, âyouâre not getting out of babysitting duties. Youâll be another grandmother.â
âUgh,â Mommy groaned, shaking her head. âIf thatâs what youâre going to call me, I forbid you from ever having children.â
We both laughed again.
Maybe I just wanted to stop talking about having children of my own, or maybe I realized I was a little less patient than I thought Iâd be, but this felt like the time to bring up the thing that was on my mind.Â
âSoâŠâ
Mommy smiled and nodded, patiently awaiting whatever it was I had to say. âYes, Clark?â
âIâve been, uh, thinkingâŠâ The words were harder to get out than I thought theyâd be.
âTake your time,â Mommy said.Â
I couldnât stammer and stumble my way through this. I was asking for more than the chastity to be removedâI was asking for my agency to be restored. I was asking for the symbolic end of my time as a baby. I needed to say the words, and I needed to say them confidently. I had nothing planned or rehearsed in advance, but I hoped that if I just spoke from my heart, it didnât matter.
âYou chose me. You couldâve chosen anyone else. And, perhaps, if I hadnât blundered down your hallway one afternoon, someone else wouldâve eventually. But I firmly believe that fate is what pulled us together, and Iâm forever thankful for it. You changed my life for the better.
âIâve loved being under your control and completely surrendering myself to you. And Iâve loved being in chastity for you. That sounds kinda crazyâŠbut itâs true. Every time I was reminded that it was there, it felt like it was your actual hand in my pantsâkeeping me under your control. Thereâs a part of me that wouldnât mind experiencing that forever, you know? But thereâs another part of me thatâŠuhmâŠâ
Mommy smiled. Her entire face had a warm glow to it that helped to keep me as calm and collected as I could be. âYes?â she asked, her voice sounding infinitely patient.
âIf Iâm going to be an, uh, adultââ That word still felt foreign to me. ââthen I think I need that agency back. Mommy? Will youâŠunlock me?â
Mommy remained smiling as she sat back in her chair, her hands folded in front of her. âClark, Iâve told you many times that Iâd be willing to unlock you as soon as you asked. ButâŠâ
But? I didnât expect a âbut.â
âBut,â Mommy repeated, âit seems the topic of the key to your chastity is a popular one. Believe it or not, this is not the first time someoneâs talked to me about it today.â
âT-today? Who else talked to you about it?â
âA received a call this morning from someone who was interested in acquiring the key for themselves.â
âWhat?â I exclaimed. âWho was this? Wh-what did you say?â
âWell, I was asked not to reveal the identity of the interested party as part of the transaction. And Iâm a woman of my word, Clark.â
âSoâŠyou actuallyâŠgave the key to someone else? Who⊠Where is the key?â
âIf anyone else on the face of the Earth was to have the key, who would you want to have it? I told you, I canât tell you who has it. But I also donât think you need me to tell you where it is.â
I bit my bottom lip as my heart raced. Does this mean thatâŠ
I had to go. I had to go thereâto where the key was.Â
I had to go to Avaâs.
âI, uhâŠI think I need to go.â
âRight now? Do you at least want a diaper change first? A shower? New clothes?â
âI-I think Iâm good. Iâm just going to go.â
She laughed. âHow are you getting toâŠwherever it is youâre going?â
It felt silly to talk about being ready to take all of my own agency back, only to have to ask Mommy for a ride. ButâŠmaybe that was being an adult tooâknowing when to rely on yourself and knowing when to rely on others. âUhmâŠâ
âPut your shoes on,â Mommy said. âYou tell me where you want to go, and Iâll take you there.â
On the drive over to Ava and Lyndieâs apartment, I texted Lyndie:
Me: âHey, are you home right now?â
Lyndie: âNo, why? Is everything okay?â
Me: âEverythingâs fine. But is Ava home, do you know?â
Lyndie: âShe should be. Whatâs going on?â
Me: âIâll tell you later. But, maybe you could just do me a little favor?â
Lyndie: âWhat sort of favor?â
Me: âMaybe you could justâŠnot go back to your place for a while?â
Lyndie: [Long string of emojis featuring two large eyes glancing off to the side.]
Me: âThanks!â
After I had given Mommy Avaâs addressânot that she really needed guidance on where to driveâwe didnât talk too much. She left me to my thoughts as I tried my hardest to not talk myself out of knocking on Avaâs door.
What if Iâm wrong? But would Mommy really let me make an ass out of myself if it wasnât Ava? I didnât think so.
âWeâre here,â Mommy said, her hand reaching over and shaking my upper thigh. âWould you like me to go in with you?â
I laughed and shook my head, and she laughed too. âIâm good.â
âShould I wait around, orâŠâ
âNo,â I said, again smiling. âI think youâre good to go home.â
âFine,â she said, some faux-disappointment in her voice. âI know when Iâm not wanted.â
âMommy?â
âYes, Baby?â
âI love you.â
âI love you too.â
And then she was gone. And then I was in the lobby. And then I was in an elevator. And then I was walking down the hall. And then I was standing in front of the door. And then I was holding my hand up to it, scared to death of knocking.
And then, at last, I knocked.
Ava answered quickly. She looked a little surprised, but not as surprised as I thought she would. âHey, Clark.â
âHey, Ava.â
âWhatcha doing here?â But I didnât let her question fool meâI was certain that she not only knew why I was there, but she had been expecting me. Maybe even at this exact moment.
âI, uh, heard you have something of mine.â
âHmm,â she nodded, as if she had to mull it over for a second to see if she could recall what I might be talking about. âI think you might be right. You want to come in?â
âSure.â
We were both acting as calm and composed as we could, but there was this very clear electricity around us. Mine intertwined with hers, and it proceeded to fill the entire room. The entire apartment. Maybe even the entire city.
âHow are you doing?â I asked. âI, uh, heard about Caleb.â
âYou didnât come over here to talk about him, did you?â
âI donât want to talk about him. Iâm asking how you are.â
âIâm okay,â she said. I could see it in her eyesâshe was still processing things, but she also meant what she said.
âFor what itâs worth, Iâm sorry,â I said.
âThank you, Clark.â
âAlright, so, Iâm just going to come out and say it. And I donât know if itâs the best time, or the worst time. But I just feel like I have toâŠâ
âJust say it, Clark.â
âSoâŠIâm fucking crazy about you, Ava. Always have been. Like, âcrazyâ doesnât even begin to describe it. IâŠwell, I love you.â
There was this momentâthe briefest fraction of a millisecondâwhere her face had no response, and I was absolutely certain that I had made some critical errors in my judgment. But then her face lit up and the biggest smile I had ever seen exploded across her face.
âI love you, Clark.â
We both moved forward, closing the short gap between us. My hands were wrapping around her body, as hers were wrapping around mine. Our lips pressed against each other, both of us gnawing at each otherâs mouths like we were absolutely famished. Her tongue was in my mouth. Then, mine was in hers.
We stumbled across the room together, like we shared one body. Ava eventually steered us towards her couch, where I landed on my back, her body of top of mine. She held her head up, staring down at me with tears in her eyes and a big smile on her face.Â
âWhat took us so long?â she asked.
I couldâve provided an answer. I couldâve mentioned my moving in with Mommy and allowing myself to become a near-literal baby. I couldâve mentioned Caleb.Â
Instead: âDoes it really matter now?â
âNo,â she said, âI donât think it does.â
Her face dashed downwards into mine, her lips smacking against my face like sheâs a chicken pecking at me with a tiny kiss. She does it again. And again. She aims lower and sinks her face under my chin, kissing my neck. In its metal cage, my cock strains against its confines and throbs. Not much longer now, old friend.
âIâm sorry,â she said, her face hovering an 8th of an inch over my face. I breathe in her scentâfloral perfume, sweat, and something sweet on her breath. âWhat was it that you came here for again?â
Could she smell me? Could she smell my pissy diaper? I was pretty sure that I could.
âYou have something that belongs to me,â I said.
âI donât think thatâs true.â
âHrm?â
âWellâŠit belonged to your Mommy. And she gave it to me. So, I hate to break it to you, but I think itâs mine now.â
I laughed and bit my bottom lip again. Somewhere lower, one of her hands was slowly drifting across my body, getting closer and closer to exploring my pants. I wondered what sheâd say when she found the soggy diaperâwet once more on the drive over hereâbetween my legs.
âSo what are you going to do with it?â I asked.
âItâd be selfish of me to just hide it away and not use it, right?â Her hand reached my crotch and she gave the thick bulge in my pants a little squeeze. She let out a pleased little moan as she seemed to recognize the feeling of a squishy diaper with the firm cage somewhere beneath it. âThen againâŠI think it might be selfish of me to use it too.â
âHow so?â
âBecause, well, if I unlock youâŠthatâs going to allow you to, uhmâŠâ
âAh,â I said. âAnd thatâs all you really want me for?â
She quickly kissed my lips again. âYup. Thatâs it.â
âFair enough.â
âCould you do me a favor?â she asked.
âAnything.â
Itâs only now that I realize that the key to my chastity is dangling from a chain around her neck. It looks perfect on herâlike it was always meant to be there. âReach around my neck and unfasten the chain, Clark.â
She doesnât have to tell me twice. My hands reach up and around her head, my fingers traversing through her thick hair in search of the clasp for her necklace. When I find it, I waste a good minute of my life fumbling around as I try to blindly unfasten it. Calm down. Take it slow. One deep breath later, I tried again, this time successfully freeing the chain from her neck in just a moment. The key falls from her body and lands on my chest. She quickly snatches it away with her hand.
âD-do you want to do the honors?â I asked.
âWellâŠIâm feeling this diaper of yours and it seems pretty wet.â
âIâm still working on potty training,â I jokedâthough it wasnât really that much of a joke.
âFirst, letâs get you out of this soggy thing.â
I nodded.
She slid off of my body and the couch, quickly disappearing from view. When she returned moments later, she held a pack of baby wipes in one hand. And a new diaper in the other. I was a little surprised by this, though not necessarily disappointed.Â
Whatever it was she wanted, I wanted it too.
She pulled my shoes off. She unfastened my pants and pulled them down my legs, exposing my plump diaper. âMommy let you out of the house like this?â she teased.
âIâŠdidnât really give her a choice,â I laughed. âShe did offer to change me first though.â
âBut you were in just such a rush to get here.â
âYeah.â
âI guess I should be thankful you didnât show up a little stinkier.â Though, judging by her blushing cheeks, she wouldnât have minded that either.
She slowly and methodically pulled up each tape from the diaper, before opening it up, revealing the soaked padding and my pathetically caged manhood. She playfully poked at the chastity. âI feel like this little thing has stood between us for a long time.â
I thought back to that night when Ava and I were in the park together late at night. The way she climbed on top of me in the grass and began to grind her crotch against my cage until she came. Had I been unlocked that night, Iâd have been inside of her. Iâd have cum so hard that it wouldâve been coming out her nose.
âAre you thinking about that night?â she asked me. âBack at the park?â
I nodded.
âDo you remember what we talked about?â
I laughed. âIf Iâm being honestâŠI mostly remember what we did.â
âI confessed to you that I wanted to fuck you while we were both in diapers.â
Now that she mentioned it, I did remember that. âRight. ButâŠnot just diapers. If I recall correctly, you wanted me to fuck you while your diapers were, uhm, messy.â
âYeah,â she nodded, her cheeks turning an adorable shade of pink.
âAnd then you said that maybe my diapers would be messy too.â
She laughed nervously, playing with her hair a little. âI still canât believe I told you that.â
âDirty little girl. Is that what you want?â
She held the key in her hand, and it was so close to my chastity. We both took turns glancing at my crotch and then looking up into each otherâs eyes. She slid a moist wipe across my skin, pulling up any lingering traces of my pissy-pants.
âWeâve got all the time in the world, right?â she asked.Â
âOf course we do.â
âLikeâŠI want to do that. Very badly. But that also feels way more complicated than what Iâm capable of right now. All I want right now is to, like, feel you inside of me.â
I sighed with relief. âSame. Do you, uhm, want to do the honors?â My eyes drifted down to where her hand held the key again.
âNo. But I think you should do it.â
She took the key and pressed it into my hand. I looked up into her face againâthose big beautiful eyes staring back at me. That smile. She looked like she wanted to absolutely devour meâwhich I was more than fine with her doing.
I reached down between my legs with the key locked between my thumb and forefinger. Unlike the clasp on her necklace, I had no trouble completing this task. It was almost as if months and months of anticipation had me prepared for this moment. The key effortlessly slid into the lock. I turned it. There was a small âclick.â And then, a feeling of surreal relief. That figurative handâMommyâs handâthat had been latched around my manhood for all this time had suddenly loosened its grip. Ava did the rest of it, gently pulling the chastity up and away from my cock.
There was this brief moment where I worried that my shaft was brokenâas if it had been locked up for so long that my body no longer knew what to do with the thing once it was freed. But those fears quickly dissipated as we watched it spring to life, growing and stiffening into its full size.
Ava grabbed it with her hand, wrapping her fingers around it tightly. âItâs a pleasure to meet you,â she said to it. âI think you and I are going to have a lot of fun together.â
âYour pants,â I said. âTake them off. MaybeâŠtake off all your clothes.â
âOnly if you take off yours.â
Despite the fact that I was only left with a shirt on at this point, Ava still managed to completely strip herself nude with time to spare so that she could help me free me of it.
She climbed on top of me again. I reached towards her thighs, running my fingertips across her smooth skin. I saw her pussy, shaved and glistening in the roomâs light, and I aimed my fingers for that next, running the back of my hand across it so that I could collect some of her wetness on my own skin. I brought it back to my mouth, licking my hand clean.
Thereâd be time for foreplay and elaborate fantasies in the future. Like Ava had said: we had all the time in the world. This moment here was about one thing and one thing onlyâmy cock finally sliding into her.
âIâŠuhm⊠Itâs been a while,â I said. It was a warning, of sorts. I was preparing her for disappointment.
âI truly do not care,â she said. âAll I want right now is to feel you inside of me.â
And then she did. Her body was perpendicular to mine as her body swallowed my cock and she proceeded to slide herself up and down upon it.
It was, admittedly, a brief experience. But when it endedâwith me loudly groaning like I was some sort of wild animalâit actually felt like just the beginning. Because an hour later, I was inside of her again. Three hours after that, her body was bent over the coffee table next to the Chinese take-out we had ordered, as I positioned myself behind her so I could fuck her again.
Neither of us put a diaper on. Once our clothes had come off, in fact, they stayed off.
At one point, Ava texted Lyndie to let her know that it might be best if she stayed over at Paigeâs. Lyndie was more than happy to oblige.
In the morning, I made breakfast as I waddled around her kitchen in just a diaper. I donât pretend to be a proficient chefâbut I can follow an online recipe for making pancakes well enough. As we set the table togetherâsmiling and blushing at each other like stupid teenagers who had just discovered love for the first timeâI took her hand in mine and gave her something.
âThe key?â she asked.
âI want you to have it.â
âI donât think thatâs necessary anymore, do you?â she asked.Â
âWellâŠI, uhm, decided that maybe I like it more whenâŠâ
Her hand reached between my legs, squeezing at the front of my diaper. âYouâre wearing your cage again.âÂ
âItâs not mine,â I said. âItâs yours now.â
She smiled, leaning in to kiss me again. âThis is the nicest gift Iâve ever received, Clark. ButâŠyou were silly for putting it on this morning.â
âOh?â
âWellâŠIâm not done with you yet. Iâm just going to use it right now, in fact.â
âButâŠthe pancakes?â
She laughed. âThey can wait, right?â
Of course they could.
One Hundred One and Epilogue
The last few weeks at Mommyâs house seemed to pass in just a few short seconds. One moment, Mommy was listening intently as I told her of my decision to keep myself locked up, and to give Ava the key, as Mommy changed my diaper. The next, I was packing diapers into a cardboard box, ready to move them to the studio. Everything between was a delightful blurâa blissful fever dream of Mommy and I taking advantage of the last of our time living together. We cuddled together almost every night. She bathed me. Dressed me. Fed me. We went through so many diapersârivaling the amount we went through when I first moved in with her.
And then, suddenly, Mommy and I were standing in my new apartment together. Where did all that time go?
âItâs small,â Mommy said. âI think I have a closet bigger than this.â
âWell, you do have a very large closet,â I said. âI think this place is perfectly sized.â
Mommy smiled and nodded. âOh, I do agree with that, Clarky. This place is just the right size for you.â
The studio was mine now. My thingsâwhat few things I actually hadâwere moved over already. Mommy, despite my insistence that she didnât have to, purchased a few things for me that I still had need of: a new TV, a new couch, a dresser. Megan had actually donated her old bed to me. I wanted to paint over its bright pink frame, but everyone else thought itâd be so much âcuterâ if I didnâtâthus, Iâd now be sleeping in a pink bed.
The hard part, getting everything up the stairs and into this tiny studio, was done. The couch had been an especially trying quest, though I gave Lyndieâs surprising strength most of the credit for its completion.
It was done, more or less. This was home now.Â
Lyndie and Ava were taking a break outside. Megan had helped earlier, though she had to leave early to prepare herself for a date. I had lots I wanted to ask her about that, and I couldnât wait to call her the next day to get all the details.
Now, it was just Mommy and I in my new place.
âHow are you feeling?â she asked.
âGood,â I said quickly. The real answer was a lot more complicated than that, but I was sure that I didnât need to say so.
âDid you see what I put over by the couch?â she asked.
I shook my head and craned my neck to glance around the couch. There, on the other side, was a familiar piece of purple plasticâMs. Potty herself. I felt my cheeks warm as I smiled and nodded. âOh, uh, thanks.â
âIt never hurts to practice, Clarky. And you, especially, need all the practice you can get.â
It was a cute joke, though I could actually imagine myself pulling the potty chair out in the middle of the apartment and sitting on it while I was all by myself.
âHow are you feeling?â I asked.
âGood,â she said quickly. The real answer was probably a lot more complicated than that, though she didnât need to say so. âHow do you think your mother felt when you left home to go to college?â
I shrugged. âI never asked. But I imagine it was some combination of pride and nervousness.â
âHm,â she nodded. âYes, I think thatâs what Iâm feeling.â
âIâll be okay,â I said.
âOh, I know youâll be okay,â she laughed. But what about me?â
âHavenât you lived without me far longer than youâve lived with me? You seemed to be doing alright then.â
âOnly because I didnât know how much I actually wanted to share my space with someone else.â
âJust call Kylie,â I smirked. âSheâd probably drop everything and come stay with you if you asked.â
âTempting,â said Mommy, running her fingers across the back of one of the boxes labeled âonesies.â âBut as much as I love living with a baby, I think Iâm looking for something else now.â
I thought back to that phone conversation I overheard between her and Ms. Beaufort a few weeks ago. Mommy had said, then, that she was âterrified.â It stuck in my head because that was such a powerful word. âAre you scared?â I asked.
âI was,â she nodded. âI wonât lie to youâI was very scared for a while. Itâs change, you know? And change is always unpredictable. But Iâve been feeling better about it lately. I have you to thank for that.â
âMe?â
âYouâve been a brave boy, Clark. Nobody wants to grow up, let alone twice. And yet here you are. With a place of your own, a job, friends who love you, and more drive and ambition than I remember you having when I first met you. I find it very inspiring. At the end of the day, you may have taught me more than Iâve taught you.â
âNo,â I blushed, shaking my head. âTh-thatâs not true.â
âIâm going to be fine, Clark,â she said, taking my hands in hers. âI know thereâs more out there for me, and Iâm going to find it. Iâm going to travel. Iâm going to meet people. Iâm going to discover new parts of myself. Iâm going to thrive.â
A very small part of me worried that she was just saying that to appease meâbut I knew I could trust what she said. âYou are.â
She walked over to the window and looked down into the parking lot behind the building. I followed behind, peering out to see what she was looking at. Down below, Lyndie and Ava were leaning against the moving van, laughing about something.Â
âHow are things with you and Ava?â she asked.
âGood,â I said, though that word didnât seem sufficient. âAmazing.â
âHow soon until she moves in?â It might have been a joke, her smirk made me think twice.
âIâm sure, sooner or later, weâll end up living in the same placeâwherever that is. For nowâŠâ
âHaving a space thatâs just yours is good,â Mommy said, her hand on my shoulder.
âItâs not much space,â I said, looking back at the new apartment. âBut itâs mine.â
I walked over to one of the piles of boxes and opened the top of it to see what was inside. More diapers, of courseâI suspected Iâd find diapers stuffed into just about every box we opened. Beneath those, there were some notebooksâthe ones I used when I was actively taking classes. I had been in touch with my school for the last few weeks, figuring out what Iâd have to do to finish my degree. Iâd have to retake a class or two, but it didnât seem as difficult as I thought itâd be. Mommy had graciously offeredâinsistedâthat she cover any of the expenses that came with returning to school, as she firmly believed it was her fault that I had gotten distracted from it in the first place. I didnât think that was completely true, but I appreciated the gesture regardless.
The future, overall, was a popular topic of conversation over the last few weeks. I didnât mind talking about it, but I also realized that I wasnât ready to stop thinking about the present. Things were happening nowâbig things. Things that I might have been putting offâlike growing up and maturingâsince before I even met Mommy.
I felt a stirring in my stomachâthe greasy pizza that Paige had brought over for lunch earlier in the day had displaced whatever was in there before that, and I knew that I needed to useâŠthe potty?
I glanced over to Mommy, probably looking as doofy as I felt. âIâll, uh, be right back,â I said, pointing towards the bathroom.
âOh, are you one of those big boys who use the potty now?â
âI thought I might give it a whirl,â I shrugged.Â
âYou have your whole life to use the potty,â she said. She pointed at the opened box, where the diapers were sticking out from the top. âWhat do you think? Should I change you intoâand then out ofâyour first diaper in the new apartment?â
âThatâs a good idea,â I nodded.
I was wearing underwearâactual, honest-to-god boxer shortsâtoday. It only felt right that I wear something more mature as I moved into my own place. But I wasnât going to turn down an offer for Mommy to put me in one more diaperâno matter how big I had wanted to feel.
âGood boy,â she said. âLie down here on the floor. Letâs get you into this.â
Diaper changes were obviously nothing new for meâIâd been in this position hundreds, if not thousands, of times beforeâand I was certain that this wouldnât be the last. Yet there was something different about the way she was looking down at me as she pulled off my pants. There was joyâand maybe a dash of sadnessâetched on her face. I could feel it too.
I had been guilty of taking so much in my life for granted. We all are, probably. In hindsight, I wished I had a better relationship with my mother before I left for school. I wished I took school more seriouslyâboth when I was in high school and when I was in college. I wished I had made a better effort to stay in touch with my old friends. But my time with Mommy felt like the exception. I didnât feel like I had taken a single second of it for granted. I savored every diaper change. Every bath. Every gentle kiss on my cheek. Every teasing remark about how stinky my bottom was. I loved every second of it.
She unfurled a diaper on the floor between my legs and slid it under meâmy ass lifting into the air to give her the space she needed. I didnât even think about itâmy body just automatically knew what to do. She found some baby powder and doused my skin with it, allowing a cloud of fine white powder to drift up into the air. This was just the start, I thought, of a scent that would likely forever be a part of this apartment. She then gave my chastised manhood a playful shake before pulling the front of the padding up through my legs and pulling each tape into place.
âThere you go,â she finally said, helping me up into a sitting position. âWhenever youâre ready, Baby, why donât you just fill them up for me.â
I got back to my feet again and took a few strides so that I could feel the thick padding between my thighs. I saw the ghostly reflection of myself in the windowâme in just a t-shirt and a diaper. The classic Clark look. I walked closer to the window and looked down into the parking lot again. Ava and Lyndie werenât there.
I wouldnât have minded just hanging out like this for a while. Maybe unpack some boxes or sit on my new couch for a bit. But there was a pressure in my bowels that was hard to ignore, and I couldnât deny that I really wanted Mommy to watch me make my first dirty diaper in my new place.
âW-watch me, Mommy,â I said, sounding like I was a toddler all of a sudden.
She held a hand up to her mouth as she giggled a little. âOh? What are you going to do for me, sweetheart?â
With no effort whatsoever, Mommy could still reduce me to a pathetic baby in a single moment. âIâmâŠuhmâŠgonnaâŠâ
âOh please, Clarky. Youâve done this so many times. And youâre still shy about talking about it?â
âIâmâŠgonna poopyâŠâ
My body adopted my preferred squatting position, I closed my eyes, and I pushed.
I heard voices talking to each other. Giggling. The apartment door was opening and Lyndie and Ava were walking in, mid-conversation. They abruptly stopped. Mommy said to them: âWatch. Clarkyâs making something in his diaper for us.â
I didnât stop. I couldnât stop at this pointâthough even if I couldâve, I wouldnât have. I smiled and pushed even harder, feeling a sizeable load quickly fill the back of my new diaper. The padding expanded, crinkling loudly. My cheeks were glowing. There were more giggles from my audience.
âAll done?â Mommy finally asked.
âI, uhmâŠthink thatâs it, yeah.â
âGood job!â Lyndie exclaimed. âWhat a show!â
âYouâve still got it,â Ava cooed. âWhat a legend.â
I opened my eyes to see that Mommy was already waving her hand in front of her face. âHow often do you think his place will smell like this?â More laughter.
âI didnât even think he was wearing a diaper,â Ava said. âWhen did that happen?â
âOh, just a minute or three before you walked through that door,â Mommy said. âHe said he had to go, so I just thought itâd be better if he did it in a diaper. A blessing, of sorts, for his new place.â
âGood call,â Lyndie said. âThoughâŠthereâs not a lot of places for that stink to go here. SoâŠeither you need to change him soon, or I might go back outside again in a few minutes.â
Mommy laughed. âMe? No, Iâm not changing him.â
Lyndie rolled her eyes. âPassing the buck? You expect me to change him? Itâs my day off.â
âNo, no,â Mommy said, turning her head to look at Ava. âIâm passing the batonâjust as Iâve already passed the key. Ava, maybe you should do the honors. Seeing as how heâs mostly your problem now.â
âYeah, fair enough,â Ava said. âThough heâs going to have to start practicing changing diapers too. Heâs not the only one who needs a change once in a while.â
âBack on the floor then, Baby,â Mommy said to me. âLegs up. Letâs all see what kind of damage weâre working with.â
Down I went again, back in the same spot I was in just a few minutes ago. The spot still felt warm, I thought.
âHold on,â Lyndie said, stopping Ava before she could kneel down between my legs. âI want to get a picture of Clarkyâs first dirty diaper in his new apartment.â
âOoh, good idea,â Ava said, reaching for her own phone.
âAnd Paige is definitely going to want to see this,â Lyndie added. âClark, you donât mind if I send her a few pics, do you?â
âUhâŠâ
âGreat, thanks!â
âOh you know what?â Ava said. âMeganâs going to want to see this too.â
âGood call,â Lyndie nodded. âMight as well send one to Evan too.â
âActually, thatâs a good idea,â Mommy said, pulling out her own phone. âMs. Beaufort would be devastated if she didnât get to see this for herself. And Kylie.â
I looked up at them from the floor, watching as they aimed their cameras at my dirty diaper. Click. Click. Click. Click. Click. It was humiliating, butâŠthat was my favorite thing to feel. Let them take their pictures. Let them share them. I was looking forward to conversations ten years from now when someone like Mommy or Megan would nonchalantly pull up one of these photos on their phone and show it to me. âRemember this?â
Ava set her phone aside as she lowered herself to take on her next task. Lyndie put her phone away too, though Mommy held on to hersâkeeping it aimed at my diaper. Was she still taking photos as Ava changed me? A video? I didnât ask. One day, I was sure that Iâd find out.
In Avaâs hand now, was the key to my chastity, still attached to the chain she wore around her neck. âSeeing as how this is his first messy diaper in his new apartmentâmaybe we ought to let him celebrate?â
âAgreed,â Lyndie nodded.
âOh, I think heâd like that very much,â Mommy said. âClarky?â
I certainly had no objections, and I nodded my head.
The tapes were pulled up from the front of the diaper and it was pulled openârevealing both my stinky load and my locked-up little cock. Ava removed the chain from around her neck and used the key to unlock me. The moment she pulled the cage away, my manhood came to life.
âBut hereâs the thing,â Ava cooed. âIf you wanna get off, you have to do it in your diaper, okay?â
Sure. Of course. Anywhere you wantâyou just tell me where. I nodded my head again.
Ava pulled the front of the diaper back up again, covering up my erection. She did her best to pull the tapes back into place. Some seemed to stick, but some had torn in her initial effort to open the diaper up. It probably didnât matter. Now, her hand was on the front of the diaper, and she was slowly caressing the bulge under the padding. Down beneath me, I could feel my ass sliding back and forth in the mess my diaper was still holding.
My eyes closed as I felt pleasure slowly overtaking my body. But thenâŠI felt something I wasnât expecting. Were thereâŠtwo hands on the front of my diaper? I opened my eyes to confirm that, yes, Mommy was now knelt down at my side, and her hand was also on my diaper. And Lyndie was kneeling down on the other side of me, and now her hand was on my diaper too. Mommy and Lyndie continued rubbing at the bulge in the front, while Avaâs hand slipped between my legs to feel the squishy lump where my mess was.
âGo on, Baby,â Mommy said softly. âYou know you want to.â
âAnd we all want you to,â Lyndie said.
âCum for us?â
I closed my eyes again. What if Iâm dead? Sometimes, like now, that felt like the only reasonable answer to all of this. Moments like this surpassed even my fantasies, and I just couldnât believe that it was actually happening to me. I couldnât believe any of this was actually happening to me.Â
What if this whole thing was just a dream?
Iâd open my eyes and Iâd be back in that hallway at the old office. Iâd have that award plaque in my hand, the one that Andersonâwell, Thomas Pritchardâgave me to hang up. Gabrielle Heller would approach me from seemingly nowhere.
âAre you the one making all the racket out here?â sheâd ask, just as she did before.
âOh...was I being loud? I didnât mean toâŠâ
âWhat is that? In your hands?â
I would nervously hold up the old award I had planned to find a dark hiding place for. Iâd still feel like a little boy holding some shameful mistake up to my mother for inspection.
âThe Carmichael Award from 1998?â
âI was...putting up a new award,â Iâd say, pointing to the plaque I had put up in its place.
Sheâd scoff and shake her head. âWell, just be a little quieter about it, okay? People are trying to work here.â And then sheâd turn around, walk away, and vanish. That might be the last I ever see of her.
Thereâd be diapers. No chastity. No network of kinky executives and their pet assistants. Lyndie wouldnât help facilitate a nursery. I wouldnât go to Seattle. Thomas Pritchard wouldnât humiliate himself and inadvertently cause a number of us to leave our jobs.
Maybe Iâd be friends with Lyndie, but maybe I wouldnât. Maybe Iâd fall in love with Ava, but maybe I wouldnât. Maybe Iâd meet Meganâbut maybe Iâd meet Martin. Paige would continue delivering pizzas to Evan and I, but weâd still only know her as Pizza Girl. Kylie would have no idea how much she loved diapers.
I could still feel the hands on my diaper, but I was almost convinced that they werenât actually there. WhenâifâI opened my eyes, they wouldnât be there, and Iâd be back in that hallway by myself.
âHeâs lasting longer than I thought he would,â Mommy said.Â
Okay, well, I heard that.
âYou can do it,â Ava cooed to me. âMake your diaper all sticky for me. For us.â
I opened my eyes, and they were thereâall three of them. They were staring back at me with big smiles on their faces while they rubbed my diaper.Â
This was real. It was all real. That settles it, thenâIâm the luckiest person who has ever lived.
And then I came, moaning loudly and arching my back as I felt my cock spit up into the padding.
Laterâmuch laterâI was by myself in my mostly unpacked studio. Ava had offered to stay with me for the night, but was very understanding of the fact that I wanted the space for myself for that first night. More than anything, I just wanted to prove to myself that I could do it.Â
For a while, I didnât do anything at all. I just walked around, imagining where things would go when I was finishing unpacking. I stared out the window. It probably wasnât the best view in town, but seeing a small part of a new neighborhood lit up beneath a clear sky of stars was still a sight to behold.
Tomorrow, Iâd get out of bed and brush my teeth in my own bathroom. Iâd take a morning piss in my toilet. Iâd make my own pot of coffee. Iâd heat up some of the Pop-Tarts I bought for breakfast. Iâd get dressedâputting on some boxers under my pantsâand Iâd start working on unpacking my things. At some point, Iâd meet up with Ava.Â
But tonight, now that I was left to my own devices, there were a few other things I wanted to put my attention towards. For starters, I closed my blinds. I doubted anyone else could see meâsave for potential perverts spying on my window from other buildingsâbut I liked the certainty of feeling sealed within my own space. This was my sanctuary now. I took off all my clothes, and grabbed a diaper from the stack that had been growing next to my bed. Iâd been telling myself that Iâd be taking a little âbreakâ from baby things once I movedâmaybe I wouldnât completely excise them from my life, but Iâd try and limit my time in diapers so that they didnât become a security blanket of sorts.Â
Tonight would be the exception. I needed to feel the comforts of home, and nothing felt like home more than thick padding wrapped around my bottom and my chastised manhood.
I told myself that I wasnât going to use the diaperâbut I already knew I wasnât going to keep that promise.
One adventure had ended, and a new one was starting. This felt like the perfect time to sit down and reflect on what I had learned so far. I sat down on the couch, the comforting sounds of the crinkling diaper filling my empty space, and I opened my laptop. Â
Where to start?Â
Well, the very beginning felt as good as any place to start. And the beginning would be the first time I met Ms. Heller.
The words began to pour from my fingertips:
An intern wasnât an employee. An intern barely qualified as a human being. An intern was just a bodyâa hollow huskâthat was only acknowledged when a task had been found that absolutely nobody else on the payroll would want to do.
I imagined that the arrangement was good for both the company and my school. Both would consider me an example of their institutions aiding and growing students with âreal world experience.â And being young and naive, I believed it to be a privilege. An honor.
Thus, I was spending my daylight hours wearing a shirt and tie, discarded in a small office that was likely a supply closet before interns were brought in. It was just Lyndie and I. Watching YouTube and complaining about how warm or how cold our office was on that particular day.
My phone lit upâit was a text message from Megan. âCongratulations on your promotion to adulthood,â it said. âWe all hate it here, but Iâm glad you could join us.â
Me: âThanks for your help.â
Who was this even for? I reread what I wrote and laughed a little. If this sounded dramaticâand it didâhow was it going to sound when I talked about things like being passed around the spanking-gauntlet in the conference room? Or messing my diaper in the mall when I was under Kylieâs watch? Or just about everything involving Thomas Pritchard?
Whatever. This wasnât for anyone elseâit was for me. And thatâs all it had to be.
ButâŠÂ
Well, there was that need for humiliation, rearing its head from my subconscious again. I thought: Wouldnât it be fun to find a place where I could share this tale? Some message boards. Social media? What if I put it all out there, and watched how people reacted to it? I had no delusions about this sordid tale being published and sitting on the shelf at a bookstore. But somewhere there was probably an audience of strangers who maybe wouldnât believe this was trueâbut wanted to believe.
I told myself Iâd write for a few more minutes, but the minutes became hours. My diaper swelled beneath me, though I didn't realize it as soon as I should. And when I did realize its current state, all I had to say for myself was: âOops.â
I knew that I should probably change out of this diaper before I go to bed. Who wanted to start adulthood with a diaper rash?
Actually, that sounded like exactly the sort of thing Iâd do.
Epilogue: Approximately One Year Later
The girls were in rare form, with energy levels hovering somewhere between âcollege benderâ and â5 year oldâs birthday party.â I got it, there was a lot to be excited about, but I wasnât sure I had ever seen them so animated before.Â
There was this country songâor maybe it was a pop song that just sounded like a country song, seeing as how I couldnât imagine any of them actually admitting to being into country musicâand theyâve been singing it to each other nonstop. Sometimes itâs a solo act. Sometimes itâs a duet. Sometimes itâs a wall of noise because all four of them were singing at once and, well, they werenât professional performers.
âIâm telling you,â Paige said with the cadence of a warning, âyouâre going to have to lasso me and drag me out of the ocean when itâs time to go.â
âWell I donât know about that,â Lyndie smirked, âBut I was planning on tying you up at some point.âÂ
âEw,â Ava said, though the little smirk on her face suggested that she didnât find the idea as repulsive as she sounded.
âThis is why we got separate rooms,â Lyndie said. âYou donât have to know anything about what we do at night.â
âWe might as well have gotten one room,â Megan sighed. âBecause Paige is just going to tell us all about what happened anyway. With all the details.â
Paige blushed and shrugged, picking up her suitcase and sliding it into the trunk of Meganâs car. âI donât have to share these things with you. I just assume you like hearing about them.â
âDonât let them fool you,â Lyndie said, bending a little to kiss Paige on the cheek as she walked past. âAny grumbling you hear from them is only because theyâre jealous theyâre not participating themselves.â
Ava and Megan glanced at each other and laughed a little. I couldnât really tell if that confirmed or denied what Lyndie had said. Anymore, it was like these four had their own language of specific glances, laughs, and snarky comments that I had a loose, at best, grasp for. Not that it bothered me. In fact, I was very happy for themâthey had found friendship. Sisterhood. The four had combined in some Voltron-esque manner and were now a single entity.
âAw, whatâs wrong, Clarky,â Paige teased. âAre you sad because youâre not going with us?â
âAre you kidding?â Ava asked. âHeâs going to a better place.â
âYou make it sound like heâs going to Heaven,â Megan laughed. âHeâs not dying.â
âFor Clark, itâs probably the closest thing on Earth to Heaven, right?â
I nodded, feeling my cheeks warm a little. She was absolutely right about that. âI meanâŠa cruise does sound fun. Maybe next time.â
Things were good. Maybe things had never actually been âbadâ before, but they still seemed âbetter.â We were all, as Megan was apt to say, living our best lives.
âGiven the option between sunbathing on the deck of a cruise ship and having Mommy wipe his ass, I think we all know what Clark would pick everytime,â Lyndie said.
I had stopped wearing diapers to the office, leaving Risa as the last babyâsomething sheâd probably be for the foreseeable future, considering how much she loved that role. This, in turn, seemed to free up some extra time for Lyndie around the office, who was now taking on more responsibilities and seemed to be a more integral part of the company than sheâd ever been before. She was an honest-to-goodness professional nowâa concept she likely wouldâve rolled her eyes at, had I gone back in time two years and told her.
Still, she was a professional on her own terms. She wasnât rotting away in a cubicle like she might have at the old companyâhad we not discovered the joys of diapersâshe was working with close friends at a company that she practically helped build. Maybe the old Lyndie would be proud of that.
âLook, for what itâs worth,â chimed in Paige, âthereâs a lot of things Iâd just drop without hesitation if Gabby wanted to put me in a diaper too.â With a glance over her shoulder to Lyndie, she added: âUh, no offense, babe.â
âNone taken,â laughed Lyndie. âSheâs my mentor. Sheâs who I aspire to be.â
Paigeâs sister was back in town again, deciding that sheâd be taking a break from touring for a little bit. She had a little extra money in her pocket, and Paige had some big ideas. The result was a new joint ventureâa food truck operation called Pizza Girl. Now, Paige was making the pizzas instead of just delivering them, and she seemed much happier for it. Paige still had dreams of opening a brick and mortar shop, and seeing the success of the food truck thus far, I was sure that itâd only be a matter of time.
Paige âofficiallyâ still lived with her sister, in the same way that Ava âofficiallyâ lived with Lyndie still. Paige was practically a permanent resident at Lyndieâs apartment, just as Ava was at mine.
What Paige didnât knowâwhat nobody except for me knewâwas that Lyndie had an engagement ring in one of her bags. At some point over the next weekâmaybe on the ship, or maybe on some beautiful beachâLyndie was going to ask Paige a very important question.
âShit, that reminds me,â Megan sighed as she stuffed her suitcase into the car. âI meant to pick up some wipes from the store but never got around to it.â
âOh, Iâve got plenty,â Lyndie said. âLikeâŠan absurd amount. Weâll all be fine.â
âI probably donât need too many,â Megan shrugged. âThereâs no way Iâm going to be able to hide a diaper under the bathing suit I boughtâand I plan on spending a lot of time in my bathing suit.â
âIs this the purple one you showed me?â Ava asked.
âSame style,â nodded Megan, âbut I went for the red color instead.â
âI canât wait to see that! I bet itâs stunning.â
One of my biggest regrets of the last few years was not getting to know Megan sooner. Now, I was ecstatic that she was not only one of my best friends, but that she had also been welcomed with open arms into our little friend group. Everyone loved Meganâhow could they not?Â
As always, Megan was excelling at everything. We had recently celebrated yet another promotion for her. VP ofâŠsomething involving analytics, I think? She was important. Deservedly so.Â
Her love life had been doing pretty well as of late too. Felix was now an occasional guest star in our lives, and the early buzz was that he was the âreal deal.â Iâd been nervous to ask if heâd been introduced to diapers yet or not, though I did catch him quietly asking Megan at our last hang out if she needed a âba-baâ or notâand that felt like a good sign to me.
âI want to wear a diaper on the plane,â Ava said. âThatâs not going to be a problem, is it? Is security going to, like, make me show them?â
âYeah,â Lyndie teased. âTheyâre going to strip you down. They might even spank you if the diaper is dirty.â
âIs that how it goes, Clark?â Ava asked me. I assumed she was talking about my trip to Seattle, seeing as how I hadnât flown since.
âUh, yeah, something like that.â I blushed a little, unable to help myself from imagining that scene playing out in my head.
âYouâll be fine,â Megan said. âPeople have legitimate reasons for wearing diapers, and they fly everyday.â
âI donât know what youâre insinuating,â Lyndie added. âBecause Ava needs diapers. Donât you, sweetie?â
Ava blushed and shook her flustered head. âI donât need them! I justâŠuhâŠâ
For a time, things were a little awkward for Ava when she went to workâto be expected when you still work closely with the guy you just broke up with. It seemed that they worked through it, though, as she now considered Caleb to be a good friend. There was a moment or two where I felt a little threatened by her friendship with Calebânervous that sheâd one day decide that he was better for her than I was. Sensing my fears, she quickly squashed those anxieties by sitting on my lap in a diaper and whispering in my ear that sheâd never do this for anyone else. âThis,â of course, being pushing a spectacular load into the back of her diaper. Iâve remained convinced since.
Some days, I was her baby, and she was blossoming into an incredible mommy. She had help, of courseâMommy herself was more than happy to teach Ava everything she needed to know. But then there were times when she was feeling small herself, and she needed someone to take care of her. I never imagined myself as the daddy-type before, but it was a role that I almost immediately took to. It was fun, and I was surprisingly good at it.Â
Lyndie often teased us that we were just practicing for becoming real parents. We always laughed it off like it was an absurd concept. But, honestly? I could see it happening. I think Ava could too.Â
âAlright,â Megan said to everyone. âAre we ready to go, or what? We gotta drop baby-britches over hereââ she was pointing at me, ââoff at the babysitters, and then I need some coffee before we get to the airport.â
âHey,â I whined. âIâm not even wearing a diaper.â
âNot yet,â Ava smirked, giving me a firm slap on the bottom.
âI think weâre all packed up,â Lyndie said, closing the trunk. âLetâs get out of here.â
Weâre packed into Meganâs car like sardines in a can. Someone smells like babypowderâmaybe even a few someones. Megan turns the car stereo on. Itâs that damn song again. Everyoneâs singing. Both the song itself and the performance is lacking, but it feels so damn good to hear everyone enjoying this time together.Â
And then I joined in. I added no real talent to our disaster of a choir, though everyone seems delighted by the addition of my voice.
You know what? I get it now. I fucking love this song.
We pulled up to Mommyâs house a few minutes later. The initial plan had been for everyone to stop in and say hiâbut it turned out that the girls were running a little later than expected, and if Megan was going to get her extremely important pre-flight coffee, theyâd have to forgo the extra socializing.Â
I didnât bring anything with me. Mommy usually made sure that everything I needed was already there. Worst case scenario, the apartment wasnât that far away. Ava got out of the car long enough to hug me goodbye, adding a kiss at the very end that caused my cock to ache in its cage.
On that note⊠I opened my mouth, ready to ask a question.
Ava seemed to already have the answer: âMommy already has the key. Maybe if youâre a good boy, sheâll unlock you. But thatâs up to her.â
âI love you. Have fun.â
âI love you too,â she smiled. âAnd I know youâre going to have a good time with Mommy.â
âAlright, lovebirds,â Megan hollered from the open driverâs side window. âLetâs get a move on.â
As quickly as we had arrived, the car was peeling out of the driveway and back out onto the road again. That song was blasting again, and they were already singing along. It almost made my eyes well with tears, honestly. Look at what we created. These relationships and friendships, these were the best things that came from meeting Gabrielle Heller.
âWell hello there,â a voice said from behind me. Speaking of.
âMommy!â I said, practically squealing like an excited little boy. I spun around and ran towards her, throwing my arms around her and squeezing her tightly. If my reaction looked like one of someone who hadnât seen her in a while, that was because I hadnât. She had only just gotten back from a trip to Japan, and before that, she was in France. This would be the first time I had seen her in about a month. Which, in baby time, was a few years.Â
Her hands wrapped around me as well, venturing down my back to my ass where she gave a practiced squeeze.
âThey couldnât even send you over in a diaper?â
âThey were in a hurry,â I pouted.
âSilly girls. Well Iâm sure they were just excited about their little girls-only trip, hmm?â
I nodded, feeling the years already being shed from my body. Her touch, and that signature mommy-tone in her voice, had me practically shrinking in her arms.
âFirst things first,â she said, âweâre going to have to get you into a diaper. And these icky adult clothes are going to have to go too. Lucky for you, I picked up this adorable new onesie for you while I was in Japan. I think youâre going to love itâitâs supposed to make you look like a little duckling!â
I felt a little spurt of warmness in my pants. It wasnât much, but it only took a few drops to soak through my boxers and my pants. âUh oh,â I muttered, barely realizing I was even saying it aloud.
Believe it or not, I hadnât had any accidents since giving up the 24/7 diaper lifestyle. I thought for sure thereâd be a few stories to share about pissy pants and messy underwear, but aside from a few close calls, I had a perfect record. That was, except for the times I was around Mommy. The scent of her perfume, the sound of her voiceâit just did something to me, and suddenly I was just a helpless little baby again.
Mommy giggled, glancing down at my crotch. âWe really need to get you into a diaper. Come on.â She took my hand and led me into her house.Â
Home.Â
The smell was still there if I sniffed hard enoughâbaby powder and stale diapers. Maybe I just wanted to smell it, but I swore it was there. Too, very little had changed since I left. It was all the same furniture, in all the same places.Â
Home.
It took a long time to figure it out, but I eventually realized that you could have more than one home. There was the place I livedâthat was certainly home. There was the conceptual âhomeâ that I was creating with Avaâa home that was getting bigger and bigger. And there was this place.Â
Ava had been right earlierâthis place was the closest thing on Earth to Heaven.
âI have so much to tell you about,â Mommy said as we walked up the familiar steps to the second story. âAll these pictures to show you. All these stories to tell you. And, well, just wait until you hear about the very nice man I met in ParisâI donât think Iâve had the chance to tell you about him yet.â
My thumb was in my mouth by the time we got to the nursery. It was still there. Would it always be there? I used to think it would, but Iâd learned to take nothing for granted. Things were always going to change. Mommyâs adventures hadnât ended yet, and neither had mine. Who knew what tomorrow would bring?Â
âYou coming?â Mommy asked from the nursery.
If all I could be sure of was the moment I was currently in, then I was going to make the most of it. I was going to be the best damn baby Iâd ever been.
I stepped through the doorway. It was good to be home.
5/9/2021 to 4/1/2024
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You are in diapers or pull-ups for a reason, but they are not interchangeable!  What are the expectations for littles?
Use your diapers (very) often, thatâs what itâs theyâre for and thatâs why youâre in them!
Using your diaper (often) is totally okay, and is 100% expected that you do (you are not expected to ask if you need to use it, just use it).
Itâs never an âaccidentâ to use your diaper, but itâs an accident if your diaper leaks (your caregiver can decide if the accident is your fault and what (if any) corrective actions need to be taken).
If you hold it and then go all at once, you greatly increase chances for an accident, and having it be your fault.
You should be doing little tinkles in your diaper about every few minutes or so (you need to keep that bladder empty, and also make sure you hydrate).
If you have a caregiver, it is typical that you wonât even be allowed to touch, or change your diapers, or even ask for a diaper change (hopefully your caregiver is attentive and will be taking care of your diapers (and other needs) for you).
If you have a caregiver, you should cooperate fully with having your diaper checked, and having your diaper changed (if you donât and your diaper leaks (which it will eventually), then itâs your fault and you will be in trouble).
If youâre in pull-ups, the rules are very different than when youâre in diapers, and youâll need to be more disciplined or face discipline!
Your pull-up is like protective underwear (trainers) and is there âjust in caseâ.
You are expected to try to keep your pull-ups clean and dry, unless you ask your caregiver and they say its okay for you to use it (like if youâre stuck in traffic, or at a concert or movie, or having tummy troubles and canât make it to a potty in time)
Unlike diapers, going potty in your pull-ups is an accident and might get you in trouble (like getting spanked and put back in diapers until further notice).
You wonât be allowed to take your pull-up off, unless your caregiver says its okay, but you will probably be allowed to pull them down to go potty in the toilet and pull them back up when youâre done.
Pull-ups are way more likely to leak than diapers. Â Having an accident in your pull-up and having it leak could mean double-trouble for you (and your rear-end).
Having to change your used pull-up will not be popular with your caregiver because some of your clothes might need to be taken off completely before you can be cleaned up and and get put into a fresh pull-up. Â Keep in mind, that it might be easier for the caregiver to rip the pull-up off, give you a (deserved) spanking, then tape you into a fresh diaper, then to take your clothes off.
If the additional expectations are causing stress, it might be a really good idea to very sweetly ask your caregiver to put you back in diapers instead of using your pull-ups and getting in trouble. Long car rides, air travel, movies, concerts, vacations (Disney!), afternoon naps, sleeping, sicknesses (tummy troubles!), and getting over stressful times, are some very common (and good) reasons for being put back in diapers.
I expect better behavior now that itâs clear what the rules are!
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I have had a couple of people ask me about the fold I use currently. Itâs called the Maria fold for boys. Itâs good for boys and nighttime as there is a large concentration of the material in the front where boys need it most.
On the face of it, it is one of the more complicated folds, but to be honest itâs not really that hard and after a couple of goes it was easy to repeat.
In the last picture all I have done is pulled in the sides a bit as it helps make a narrower part to go between the legs.
This one is new to me.
always good to see a different nappy fold technique.
I will also most often add another layer like a Large disposable or put larger cloth diapers overtop my first layer for thick cloth diapers! But the pattern for layering boosters is usually what I do, if I want more leg spreading bulk I'll lay the boosters sideways and fold over a liner or cloth diaper being used as a stuffer.
Also I re-use the outer disposable diaper layers cause usually they don't ever get wet or messy but if they do I'll throw them away, thankfully I've only experienced a few blowouts
There are various reason why adults are put back in nappies but one thing for sure there is nothing more humiliating than having the choice of using the bathroom taken away from you.
Thick cloth nappy folded tightly pinned onto you instantly pushing your legs apart, plastic pants pulled up your legs knowing that there only job is keep the contents of your nappy inside.
Knowing that the most basic adult need of going to the toilet is now something you wear, every movement you are made aware and reminded that your in a nappy, visually there is no hiding you are in a nappy everyone who can see knows what a nappy is for.
The humiliation that you know at some point you loose control the choice you have had removed of sitting on toilet and doing the most basic bodily functions that disappear in the toilet, having that within your nappy all consuming that you are wearing your toilet all enclosed in nappy and plastic pants.
âBut I tried, I tried,â you cried while facing the corner.
âI donât want to wear diapers anymore!â you pleaded but didnât dare to turn around.
âI know you tried buddy, but these wet shorts and undies are of your making,â Daddy said in a calm tone.
Today you woke up dry. It was the third night in a row you woke up dry. Itâs been months since you and Daddy started to engage in ABDL. At some point, you lose bladder control. Not fully, but you had very little control anymore. You wetted most nights and sometimes had day accidents. In this time you discovered how submissive you can be, and how dominant Daddy can be. You became his dependent boy, and he became your all-mighty Daddy.
Itâs not clear if you gave away all your adult privileges, or he took them away.
But you had none.
âBut Daddy, please no, I havenât had an accident in three days,â you begged.
âI knew, and we tried potty training you, but I donât think youâre ready,â he said.
Lately, you asked Daddy more than a few times to take a break from ABDL. You liked it of course, but you needed a break. You needed your adult clothes, phone, TV shows, friends, boxers briefs. You need to swear. You needed to fight with Daddy. Now when you are âarguingâ with him, he calls it a tantrum and manhandles you straight to submission.
âBut Daddy, I donât need a night diaper during the day, please,â the tears kept rolling down your cheeks.
âThose arenât night diapers my sweet boy, those are your normal diapers from now on. You proved to me youâre not yet ready to be potty trained,â he said as he rose your wet shorts and undies.
After you woke up dry, Daddy put out kiddy underwear for you, saying itâs time for his boy to show Daddy how he grew up to be a big boy. You were so happy that things were going your own way. At some point, Daddy even handed you a cup of orange juice. You were so excited to drink from a cup again, after months of bottle drinking at home. The orange juice had a metallic taste, maybe it was the end of the season you thought, and just drank it all.
An hour later, you wetted yourself in the middle of the living room.
You wanted to be potty trained so badly and Daddy was on your side.
Now you are facing the corner wearing a thick diaper.
âToo bad, not a big boy yet,â Daddy said and smiled.
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1: You are not allowed to adjust your diaper in any way or remove it.
2: You have to drink everything that is given to you, without complaining
3: You have to say out load and intelligibly when you need to use your diaper, even in public. Regular checks will be performed, any unannounced wetting will be punished.
4: You are not allowed to ask to be changed or to complain about the state of your diaper, or you'll be left in it for longer
5: While at home you are not permitted to wear pants, shorts or anything that covers your diaper, unless instructed otherwise. You must change as soon as you're through the door.
6: If the paci is placed in your mouth you are not allowed to talk or remove it.
7: If instructed to wear a outfit you have to wear it and are not allowed to adjust it in any way without permission.
âYou better not be pooping in your underwear!â you say, as I stand frozen and red-faced.
My hands are on my knees and Iâm biting my lower lip, avoiding eye contact. âIâŠâ (crackle pffft squishhh) âI canât hold itâŠâ I gasp and a flurry of loud crackling comes as I go deeper in my squat. (pffffffft splorch splat) The solid, stiff load tents out my seat and begins curling up in my underwear. I spread my legs further to allow the sticky warmth to spread in my seat.
âI canât believe youâre standing here crapping in your underwear like a three year old! Arenât you embarrassed?!â
I whimper in pure humiliation as another wave of stiff, sticky defeat crackles and pokes out. It quickly slides out and pushes another bulge in my boxer briefs. I sigh with relief and wonder what punishment awaits me once you take me homeâŠ
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Casey felt his stomach leap into his throat. He hit send.
Hey. Itâs me.
He cringed. How the heck was she supposed to know who he was just off that? His phone buzzed.
Whoâs âmeâ?
He mentally kicked himself. He was blowing it already!
We, uh, met at the airport last week.
Maybe he shouldnât have taken a week to respond. He was just so nervous, even after all that had happened at their first encounter. Casey had never been all that popular with girls. He blamed his small build and boyish looks. If he was being completely honest though, it was more likely because of how flustered and awkward he was around them.
I work at the airport lol. I meet a lot of ppl there. Youâre gonna have 2 b more specific.
He swallowed noisily. This was it, the moment of truth.
You kind of⊠took my key.
Caseyâs phone started ringing. He fumbled to answer it, âHello?â
Alyssâs melodic and sultry voice blasted out. âHey, sweetie! What took you so long? Do you need another change,â she chuckled.
Casey blushed hotly. âNo! I donât. Well not right now at least. I just, uh I wanted to call you to see when I could get my key back and uhâŠâ He trailed off uncertainly.
âAaaand,â she prompted.
âAnd, I, uh, wanted to see if youâd like to get coffee or something. With me.â He covered his face. Of course it was with him! Who else would she be going with? His grandma?
Alyss didnât immediately answer. He held his phone in a shaky grip, alternately staring at the ceiling and his kicking feet. She was going to say no. Over 30 seconds had passed since heâd asked. She wasnât responding because she was trying to figure out how to let him down easy. He knew their encounter had been a one-off fluke. Alyss was drop dead gorgeous. She probably had guys and girls practically queuing up for a chance to be with her.
âIâd love to! Did you have anywhere in mind?â
Casey didnât know how to respond. âIâm not sure. I didnât think Iâd get this far⊠oh!â He gasped. Fuck! He hadnât meant to say that out loud!
Alyss laughed. âHahaha, thatâs so cute.â She managed to tamp her amusement down shortly after, though he could still hear mirth lacing her voice. âThe county faire is open this Friday. Theyâre supposed to have an incredible haunted house. Does that work for you?â
Casey hesitated. âIâm not really big on haunted housesâŠâ Casey was a bit of a scaredy cat. He even kept a spare night light on his bed stand.
âAww, donât worry, baby boy. Iâll hold your hand.â
Fluttery feelings tickled Caseyâs chest. God, how was this woman so good at pushing his buttons?â
Alyss continued, âthereâs a ton of other stuff too. Thereâs a corn maze, ring toss, candied apples, a petting zoo, etcetera.â
The mention of a petting zoo perked Casey up. He loved animals. âWell⊠I guess itâd be ok if its not just the haunted house.â
âGreat! Iâll see you there at 6. Itâs a date! And⊠I just realized, I never asked what your name was!â She sounded genuinely shocked, and⊠a little embarrassed? Â
Casey cleared his throat. If he was being completely honest, heâd forgotten too. âCasey, my name is Casey.â
âThatâs a wonderful name. Well, Casey, wear a diaper. I donât want you to get too scared in the haunted house and have another accident.â She laughed.
Casey blushed furiously. Â
âOh, and one more thing, bring that pretty little cage of yours.â With that, she hung up.
Casey crashed back onto his bed. A delirious smile broke out across his face. A date! She had called it a date! He was going on a date! In diapersâŠ
Casey rode that high for the rest of the week. He was absolutely brimming with energy. He got his hair cut, cleaned his tiny apartment from top to bottom, and had his date outfit picked out days in advance.
Friday finally arrived. Casey stood at the entrance, trying (and failing) to look casual. He wore a simple green, buttoned up cardigan over a plain grey T shirt with a pair of slim black jeans over his legs. To complete the outfit, underneath his clothes was a thick white diaper with two stuffers, covered with jack-o-lanterns, black cats, and other Halloween related items. He hoped she liked it. Heâd brought his backpack as well to carry home any prizes or trinkets he got. It also carried baby wipes, powder, and a couple extra diapers, just in case.
6 oâclock arrived. Alyss was nowhere in sight. Casey grew more and more anxious as the minutes passed. Where was she? Had she gotten into an accident? Did he show up at the wrong faire? A black, creeping thought pushed its way to the forefront of his mind. What if she was just messing with him? It wouldnât be the first time it had happened⊠Casey shook his head, pushing away memory.
âHey, crinkles!â
He looked up in shock.
Alyss was walking towards him, a smile on her face. âI thought that would get your attention. Itâs pretty funny you actually responded to it.â She laughed.
Casey looked away, suddenly tongue tied. âI, uh -, well, I was waiting-,â he took a deep breath. âYou look nice.â
Alyss was wearing a pair of snug leggings beneath a short black skirt. The outfit was complemented by a long sleeved, low-cut shirt that accentuated her figure while showing just a hint of cleavage. The outline of her shapely breasts pushed against the cloth and Casey caught himself staring. He gulped. Holy shit.
âMy eyes are up here, sweetheart.â She tipped his up his chin with one delicate finger.
âS-sorry!â
Alyss booped him on the nose. âIâm just teasing you, Casey.â She eyed him up and down. âSuper cute outfit by the way, I could just eat you up.â She leaned in, grinning conspiratorially, âare you wearing one?â
Casey flushed. âYesâŠâ He yelped as she gave his butt a firm squeeze.
âGood boy!â She proffered her arm. âWell then, shall we?â
Casey looped his arm through hers and off they walked.
The faire was loud and lively. People were everywhere, walking, talking, eating. Rows of colorful tents lay neatly arranged on either side of the main street, filled with vendors hawking their goods. Bales of hay and pumpkins were haphazardly strewn about. Casey was glad of the noise and the sounds of hay stalks crunching underfoot. It masked the crinkling.
Alyss pointed to a stall. âWant something to drink?â
âOk.â
They walked up to the counter. âTwo ciders, please.â
Another squeeze of his padding stopped Casey reaching for his wallet.
âDonât worry about it, squirt. Tonightâs on me.â Alyss smiled.
Casey looked at her in disbelief. âAre you sure?â
She thanked the vendor and handed Casey his cup. âYes, Iâm sure.â
They wandered around for a while, just talking. Casey felt ridiculous hanging onto Alyssâs arm. Being 8 inches shorter than her and lacking half muscle tone he probably looked more like a little kid clinging to his babysitter than a 25 year old man on a date. The double stuffed diaper underneath didnâtâ help.
Casey told her all about his boring job and the ridiculous workload his bosses erratically dumped on him and his coworkers. He told her about his love of animals, and how he had always wanted to be a veterinarian until heâd realized a big part of the job was also putting animals down. He told her about his years in college, letting slip a few awkward stories that made her giggle. Heâd moved away from his parents shortly after graduating, to a tiny run-down little apartment on the far side of the city. The area was relatively safe and cheap, perfect for paying off those damn tuition loans.
Alyss, it turned out, also lived alone, though on the opposite side of the city. She was about 4 years older than him and had only been working at the airport for the past year, though she didnât  say much about whatâd come before. She loved rainy days, horror movies, and surprisingly reading fantasy and science fiction. Sheâd played volleyball in her college years, even becoming captain of her team for a few semesters. She loved the outdoors. It seemed sheâd tried at least one of everything. Hiking, skiing, horseback riding, you name it.
Casey listened in awe as she casually spoke about her physical exploits. With his willowy body and lack of coordination heâd always been hopeless when it came to any kind of sport or exercise. Â
âSo, whatâs with the diapers?â Alyss asked suddenly
Casey was a little taken aback by her bluntness. âWhat?â
âThe diapers, why do you like them?â Her eyes shot down to his crotch.
âUmm⊠hey, I want to try that!â Casey pointed to a random stall.
Alyss frowned and raised an eyebrow. âHmmm.â She shrugged.
They played a few classic games like ring toss, darts, and one of those shooter types where you try to knock down prizes. Casey was an absolute terrible shot, but Alyss managed to score him a few stickers and candies. The biggest prize came from the hatchet throwing booth. Casey hadnât been interested but Alyss had insisted. She got a perfect score, thunking dead center 5 times in a row. To his chagrin, Casey couldnât even get it to stick into the wood. Â
âHere you go, champ.â She said, pushing a large, plush dragon into his arms.
It was nearly half his size! He had to use both arms to keep it from brushing the ground.
Alyss giggled and brushed away a stray strand of hair.
âWhat is it,â Casey asked.
âOh, nothing. Just enjoying myself.â
Casey blushed and buried his chin in the downy material. âThank you⊠Alyss.â
She bent down and mussed his hair. âYouâre welcome, kiddo. Now how about we go check out the petting zoo next?â
Caseyâs eyes widened with excitement. He unconsciously began to bounce. âOkay!â
The âzooâ turned out to be a little underwhelming. A few churlish goats stood crunching on spilt hay. Chickens pecked at the dirt while a tired looking pony wandered about.
Casey squatted down as a chicken passed. He ran his hand through its feathers, and it cooed appreciatively. âDo you want to feel,â he asked, glancing back.
Why was she so far away? âIs something wrong?â
She actually blushed a little. âWhen I was little a chicken scratched me up pretty bad. I had a scar for years.â
âOh, I see. And here I was thinking you could handle a little pecker,â he teased.
Alyss walked over and bent to whisper in his ear. âYour waistband is showing.â
Shit! Casey bolted upright and began fussing with the hem of his shirt.
She laughed. âServes you right, crinkles.â
It was time for Caseyâs least favorite part of the trip. The haunted house. The sun was beginning to set, and it seemed that the old brick building grew larger as the sunlight died. Overgrown vines draped limply past broken windows. A single door served as the entrance, swinging lazily on a broken hinge. Casey gulped and eyed the building warily.
âWhatâs the matter, big guy,â Alyss teased. âYou want Mommy to hold your hand?â
Casey realized heâd been inching closer to Alyss. âN-no. Iâm just a little cold is all.â
The door groaned and they stepped inside. Visibility dropped drastically, the dim light of flickering candles warring with the encroaching dark. Casey tightly hugged the plush dragon. It would protect him.
âWow, I like what they did with the lighting here. Really adds to that haunted house feeling.â
Casey couldnât believe it. How was she not scared?
âOh, hey, did you hear that?â Alyss paused.
In the silence that followed, a faint scraping noise whispered through the hall. The noise grew louder, the whisper becoming a rasp, becoming a snarl. The sound stopped.
Caseyâs legs were shaking. He felt like his stomach had leapt into his throat. He felt something touch his hand. He jerked away wildly, breathing fast.
It was only Alyss. Genuine concern showed on her face. âItâs ok, Casey, itâs just me.â She took his hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze. âAre you ok?â
Casey closed his eyes. No, he absolutely was NOT ok. He shouldnât have pretended to be tough. It was too much. He gulped. âNot really⊠I donât do well with scary stuff.â
âOh gosh, why didnât you tell me?â
Caseyâs voice shook. âBecause I wanted to impress you.â
The clanking screech of tortured metal drowned out Alyssâs response. A man was rapidly approaching behind them. Blood caked his wild-eyed features and he held a shrieking chainsaw in his hands. His eyes locked with theirs and he gave a cackle of delight.
Casey felt his knees and bladder release, dropping him to the floor even as his diaper rapidly filled. He cried out and buried his face in the plushie. If he was going to be killed, then at the very least he didnât want to see it. This wasnât an employee! It was definitely a real killer that had snuck into the attraction to send him into the afterlife. Hot tears rolled down his cheeks.
âCould you turn that down!? Itâs really fucking loud!â Alyssâs voice boomed out, steadfast and strong enough to be heard over the racket.
A few moments later, the hall fell back into silence as the machine sputtered and died.
Casey felt a hand loop under his legs, and he was lifted into the air. Alyss gently pressed his tear-streaked face to her chest.
âShh, itâs ok, Casey. I have you.â She continued onwards, leaving a somewhat taken aback night terror behind.
Casey clutched at her shirt as they moved. Ghouls and murderers lurked behind every corner. It wasnât safe here. He wanted to go home. His heart pounded wildly, and he pulled back for a brief moment before Alyss drew him back in, gently pressing his head into her strong shoulder.
âDonât look, baby boy. Mommyâs got you.â She began to hum softly.
People jumped out from open doors. Spiders and other creatures dropped from the ceiling. Crying and screaming noises erupted from hidden speakers all along the way. Casey didnât notice any of it, lulled into a sense of safety by the clean scent of her clothes and her quiet crooning. Â Finally, they were out, stepping into the cool night air.
âItâs over now, sweetie. You can look up now,â she whispered.
Casey sniffled miserably. âI donât wanna.â Â
âWhatâs wrong, hun?â
He rubbed at his eyes. âNuffin.â
âOh, sweetie, are you worried I think less of you now?â
He winced. Her words had struck a little too close to home. âYes,â he mumbled.
âCasey,â she spoke slowly, explaining it as if he were simple, âback when I met you⊠I didnât play with that pretty little willy of yours because I thought youâd be brave, or strong, or anything âmanlyâ like that.â She turned his head to stare into his eyes. The hunger heâd seen in their first encounter was back. âI wanted you because you looked cute, and shy, and fragile.â She shivered tangibly. She leaned down to nip and lick the tender flesh of his earlobe. âAnd I knew you were into some kinky shit. I wanted to be the one to break you.â
Casey would have felt trepidation if he hadnât been practically vibrating with his own arousal. Her pheromones set his brain alight while her words sent hot blood rushing to stiffen his small penis. He moaned as his cock swelled against the wet padding of the diaper.
âCaseyâŠâ Alyss murmured.
He squirmed in her arms, desperate and shameless.
âCasey,â her voice was more insistent.
He whined into her shoulder. It was too hard to listen right now. The wonderful feeling of the wet diaper squeezing his little cock took precedent over all else.
âCasey!â
He groaned, upset to be so rudely torn from his bliss. âWhat,â he snapped.
Alyss raised an eyebrow at his tone. She would have to train that out of him. âYouâre leaking.â
The words hit Casey like a bucket of cold water, bringing him back to his senses. She was right. A substantial, rapidly cooling wet spot had formed on his jeans. He yelped as Alyss gave his crotch a squeeze, causing the patch to grow.
Casey panicked and stuttered âP-put me down!â
She laughed and tightened her grip as she began to walk. âAww, itâs ok, widdle guy. Mommy Awyss wiw put you in a bwand new didee.â
He futilely squirmed in her arms. Her muscles felt like they were made of banded steel. The dark wet spot brushed against him occasionally, causing him to shiver. It was cold and unpleasant. He just hoped no one would see it in the dark. Though, that assumed they would even look past the spectacle of a âsomewhatâ grown man being carried around in the arms of a red-haired goddess. Casey could feel the crowdâs stares as they passed. He looked over her shoulder. A group of girls around his age made eye contact with him. A giggle passed through the group as they blew kisses and jokingly waved goodbye. Embarrassment colored his cheeks even as his penis gave another twitch in its sodden prison. Casey decided not to look up after that.
Alyss paused just before entering a white stone building, taking a brief second to hike up her squirming, mortified load before entering. Two wooden doors with silver letters stating Mens and Womens stood before her.
Casey noticed the temperature change as they entered. He glanced up just as she passed the threshold. Womens, said the door. She took him into the ladiesâ restroom! He let himself be lowered to the floor before making a dash back to the exit.
Alyssâs hand locked him in place. âWhere do you think youâre going, sport?â
Casey looked back nervously, fidgeting. âTo the boyâs bathroom?â
Alyss shook her head in disapproval. âNo, no. That wonât do at all.â She tugged him into the furthest stall and locked the door. There was a pullout table for infants along the wall. She pulled it down and laid tissue paper across the bottom half. âLast time you made a choice you ended up wetting yourself and crying on the floor. Clearly you need someone to choose for you.â She patted the table. âNow hop up and letâs get you in a fresh diaper. Iâm assuming you brought some?â
Casey nodded hesitantly. âYes, but-â
She fell over him, pinning him against the wall. His eyes were level with the incredible curves of her breasts. Caseyâs mouth went dry as she took one finger and pulled away her shirt collar, giving him a tantalizing view.
âIâll give you a treat if youâre good. Would you like that,â she purred.
Casey nodded stupidly and let her lift him onto the changing table.
âButt up, squishy pants.â Alyss efficiently undid the button on Caseyâs pants and pulled.
He covered his eyes with both hands as his jeans came away, leaving the thick padding of his diaper on full display. He knew sheâd seen it before, but shame still tickled his innards.
âAww. What a cute print!â
A small smile tugged at Caseyâs lips. I knew she would like it.
Alyss placed a finger on one of the black cats. âCan you tell me what this is?â
âUhh, a cat?â
She laughed and shook her head. âNo, silly! This is a big diapee full of dirty little boy piss.â
Casey groaned as she gave him a quick rub.
Alyss wore a mischievous grin. âNow, beg me for a new diaper.â
If it will get me that reward⊠âPlease change me, Alyss.â
She gave his cock a squeeze and made an X with her hands. âBZZZT! Sorry, baby boy. Try again.â
âPlease change me⊠Mommy?â
Alyss bent over him and gave his bulging diaper another squeeze. âClose, but say it like you mean it. Say it and apologize for not using the potty like a big boy.â
Man⊠sheâs into some really kinky shit⊠Not that he minded of course. âPlease change me, Mommy. Please change my diaper. Iâm sorry I peed in my pants. Iâm sorry I canât go to the bathroom like a big boy. The diaper is really yucky and cold⊠and, umm..,â he trailed off. He didnât know what to say next. All he knew was that whatever it was, he would say it gladly. Casey was putty in her hands, and she knew it.
Alyss snickered and grabbed a new diaper from Caseyâs pack. It was one of the plain white, ridiculously thick over-night oneâs he usually wore to sleep. âPoor, little boy. 25 years old and still in diapers cause he canât hold it in. Aww.â She unfolded and fluffed it before sliding it under his butt. She grabbed the tabs and pulled the front up and over the first diaper.
âI thought you were going to change me,â Casey cried out.
Malicious glee twinkled in her eyes. âI told you I would put you in a fresh diaper. I didnât say anything about taking the old one off.â
He let out a sob of despair as she secured the tapes, trapping him in the squishy cotton.
Alyss stood back. âNow, reward time.â
Casey stared in awe as she turned and bent over, flipping up her skirt to display her ass. She hooked her thumbs through the waistband of her leggings and slowly pulled down. Casey could feel his 4 inch penis throbbing in time with his heartbeat. The fabric covering her skin slapped down with a satisfying thwap as the lascivious curves of her ass leapt free. She continued to pull until her leggings were all the way off. Her womanly gifts were hidden under a pair of lacey blue panties that hugged her hips and was lost in the crevice between her cheeks. She took those off next, giving Casey a brief glimpse of her bare shaven asshole, before flipping the skirt back down.
She walked back over, panties dangling in one hand. A clear wet spot glistened along the crotch. âOpen up, little guy. Canât have you making any noise during little Caseyâs reward time, can we?â She balled up the fabric and shoved it into his open mouth.
Casey let out a muffled whimper. Her juices coated his tongue, running down his throat. Casey had never experienced anything remotely like this before. It was all new, ecstatic, and addicting. He couldnât fight back. She was in complete control. They both knew it. All he could do was writhe, and shiver, and beg while she toyed with his slender form. She had him stand as she leaned back against the wall. She put one foot behind her for support while the other one, bare and toned, stuck out seductively.
She lifted her skirt again, exposing the smooth lips between her legs. Her eyes narrowed and she crooked a finger. âCome to Mommy.â
Casey took one small step, then another, then another until he was within armâs reach. She tugged him close, holding the back of his head with one hand and guiding it between her breasts. Casey straddled her leg, letting the padded bulk of his diaper rest on the silky skin of her thigh.
She stroked his hair. âIâve been wondering since I met you⊠Have you been with a woman before, Casey?â
He paused, eyes wide and fearful. Heâd heard this question before. Two years ago, in college heâd been invited to a house party. That night heâd ended up in the arms of some girl who had a thing for small guys. When heâd confessed to being a virgin though, combined with his diminutive length, her interest vanished in a puff of smoke, replaced by scornful laughter. Heâd kept his body to himself ever since.
Tonight seemed different. He gave one shake. No.
Alyss bit her lip and let out a guttural moan. âOh my god.â Her free hand snaked down to her aching pussy. âSo, youâre a virgin?â
A thin line of drool leaked down Caseyâs chin. He nodded. Did she really not care?
âFuck, Casey. You have no idea how fucking wet that makes me.â Her fingers ran tight circles around her clit.
Casey could see her arousal dripping to the floor in long, glistening strands.
Hot breath escaped her lips as her chest heaved. âDoes that mean, mmph, at the airport⊠that was⊠mmmfuck.â
He nodded again.
She arched her back. A bead of sweat dripped down her neck. Casey tentatively licked it away, receiving an approving purr in response.
âThank you for telling me, sweetie,â she gasped. Her full lips locked with his as she pulled him into a passionate kiss. Her tongue pushed against the panty gag, coaxing forth more of her nectar to fill the helpless boyâs mouth. âPoor, innocent little diaper boy. Mommy will teach you how to be with a girl.â She grabbed his thickly padded ass and began to alternately push and pull, forcing him to slide back and forth along her leg. âShow Mommy how you make humpies, little Casey. Show me what a big strong man you are.â
She let go and Casey started grinding of his own volition. His diaper was drenched in precum by this point, more and more of it dribbling from Caseyâs straining penis. The back of his diaper stuck out obscenely as he rubbed back and forth, savoring every little wave of tickling ecstasy as his boyhood slipped through the squishy cotton.
Casey stared in shock as Alyss suddenly tore down the neck of her shirt. She wasnât wearing a bra! She pulled her panties from his mouth and shoved her engorged nipple in to replace it.
âBe a good little slut and suck on Mommyâs tits.â
Casey happily obliged, greedily going to work on her tender flesh. Sinful, wicked, offensive sounds echoed through the bathroom as he bit, and sucked, and licked. His diaper crinkled loudly with every thrust, his little cock ravaging the wet padding as it pulsed.
Alyss lustily purred encouragement to him throughout. âGood boy. Youâre Mommyâs good little boy slut. Keep humping. Pretend that warm, squishy diaper is Mommy. Ohh, that feels so good, Casey.â She let out an exaggerated moan of pleasure. âYouâre filling me up, sweetie. Your little cock feels so good in Mommyâs pussy.â
Casey picked up the pace and suckled all the harder, futilely trying to inhale her breast into his little mouth as he fervently humped her leg.
Alyssâs breath hitched, and she pulled up the hem of Caseyâs shirt, drawing bright red lines of heedless passion in the soft skin of his back. She whispered into his ear. âIf youâre very good, maybe Iâll let you try for real. Would you like that, squirt?â
Casey nodded desperately as he continued to suck, refusing to relinquish his prize even to answer.Â
She tilted his head up slightly, forcing him to look into her blazing, feverish eyes. âThat means you need to listen to Mommy and follow her rules. Good boys listen to their mommies, donât they?â Â
âYph Mmmy,â he muffled.
âI want you to make a big, sticky mess in your diaper. Can you do that for me, Casey?â
âYph Mmy,â he practically yelled. He could be a good boy. He was already so close.Â
He felt her stomach go taut, like a rope ready to snap. Alyss cried out, shudders wracking her body. âThen cum for me, baby. Be Mommyâs good little boy slut and fill your diapers!âÂ
Caseyâs legs nearly gave out as he came. His penis pulsed over and over as it jetted waves of cum into the soaked padding. His cream quickly coated the front and began to dribble down, unable to sink into the already oversaturated cotton. It pooled around his balls, forming a font of sinful juices in the crotch of his diaper.
He slumped forward, strength gone. He felt like his soul had been ripped out, forced to experience a thousand years of unending pleasure, then shoved back into his small body. He continued to suck on her breast, now more for comfort than sexual need.
Alyss pulled her hand from her over sensitized cunt, holding it up before Caseyâs drooping eyes. âPart of being a good boy is cleaning Mommy up.â She gently extracted her nipple from his lips and slipped her slick fingers into his mouth before he could even whimper with displeasure.
Caseyâs tongue snaked around her fingers, seeking every drop of her nectar.
âGood boy,â she cooed.
After Casey had cleaned her fingers, Alyss had him lick up the fluid trails that had dribbled down her thighs. When he was finished with his duties, she pulled her leggings back on and shoved the pair of panties back into Caseyâs mouth.
âJust something for you to suck on until we get you a nice paci,â she giggled. Her face shifted suddenly, becoming just a tad more serious, and even⊠shy? She lifted a finger to trace patterns along his neck. âSo, um, did you drive here?â
Casey shook his head. Heâd taken the bus, but he wasnât sure why she was bringing it up now.
She looked away, blushing slightly. âGood, umm I mean, in that case, would you like to have a little sleep over at my - mommyâs apartment tonight?â
She gets shy over the weirdest things. Casey nodded meekly. After all, who else would change him?
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I teethed at the rubber nipple sullenly as Kasey returned. Strangely, she had nothing in hand. âWhat did you have to do?â I asked, wondering why she had just stepped away for no apparent reason.
âOh, nothing important,â Kasey said, shrugging off my question and tipping the bottle back into my mouth as she passed, a gentle reminder that little boys didnât get to question adults. I suckled on the sweet liquid as Kasey checked her phone and giggled. She looked at me and grinned before looking back at her phone. I frowned unhappily and shifted in my seat as she continued to ignore me.
I stared at her suspiciously as she continued to smile, covering her mouth with her hand and shaking her head. I bet sheâs talking about me. Why wonât she tell me what sheâs doing? This is so unfair! The mixture of humiliation, frustration, and unfulfilled need that had been swirling inside me since Mommy left boiled over. I harrumphed and stood up, dropping the bottle to the floor with a clatter as I clomped around the counter directly into Kaseyâs line of sight. Her head darted up from her screen as I stomped on the floor with a bootied foot. Â
âUh oh, what do we have here?â she inquired. Her eyes narrowed and she pursed her lips as she crossed her arms and began tapping her index finger against the skin of her bicep expectantly.
I squatted down angrily and began to push, my face scrunching with the effort. This will teach her to ignore me! The back of my diaper began to tent, pushing against the soft fabric of my onesie as I filled it with my indignance.
Kasey calmly watched me and continued to tap her arm until I was done, raising an eyebrow. âAll finished?â she asked, unfazed.
My diaper crinkled as a I shifted to accommodate my mess. I balled my fists at my sides and nodded at her triumphantly.
âOh, thatâs good, then,â she said nonchalantly, turning her attention back to her phone. The hot, righteous feeling of my retribution rapidly cooled at her indifference and I began to shift uncomfortably from foot to foot.
âA-arenât you going to change me?â I asked shakily, suddenly worried my terrible two had been a terrible mistake.
Kasey looked up and put down her phone, slowly advancing on me with predatory grace as she said, âNo, grown-ups get to decide when babies are changed, and you are clearly a baby. I thought you were a big boy who could stir your own mac and cheese, but I guess I was wrong, huh?â
The fleeting memory of my defiance was banished as she continued to advance on me. I began to shrink inwards and made little steps back as I lost ground. âIâm sorry, Miss Kasey. I wonât do it again, please!â I begged as I backed towards the kitchen table.
âAww, I know you wonât, sweetie. I know youâre just Mommyâs sweet little boy, arenât you?â she said, words dripping with condescension as she closed the distance between us.
My back bumped against the tall frame of our kitchen chair as I shook in fear. Kasey finished closing the gap between us and pulled the chair out from behind me, the wooden legs squealing against the tiled floor. She grabbed my shoulder in one firm hand and pulled me close, her lips gently brushing my ear as she leaned in. My heart thumped wildly as my fear warred with the sweet smell of her skin and the hot caress of her breath assailed my senses.
âShh, itâs ok, baby. Iâm not going to punish you for lying to me about being a big boy. I already knew. I mean, do you know any other big boys that walk around in onesies and wear big poofy diapers?â She began to gently push on my shoulders, firmly guiding me towards the waiting chair as I squeaked and resisted weakly.
My warm mess spread disgustingly across my bottom as I made contact with the chair and my eyes began to tear up with regret. Iâm sorry. This is so yucky. Please change me, Miss Kasey. I want to be big. Please let me stir my macân cheeses. I whimpered pleadingly with her as she held me in place.
âIâm going to go finish up dinner and you are going to stay right here. Hopefully, youâll take the time to think about why youâre sitting there in a poopy diaper and not out on the town with your sexy wife.â Kasey turned to retrieve my bottle from the floor and popped it back into my mouth.
The following ten minutes passed slowly as I squished sadly in my cooling diaper and finished my milk. My tears had dried on my face and I sniffled, rubbing my puffy reddened eyes as Kasey returned with my birthday dinner. I meekly sat still as she fastened my bib, a white cloth rimmed in blue that spelled out in shiny blue letters Mommyâs Messy Boy. I winced at the irony. Kasey decided to revoke the big boy privilege of feeding myself as she situated herself next to me and began spooning up the steaming pasta. The rest of the meal proceeded without incident as Kasey fed me, making cooing, encouraging noises as she guided the spoon to my waiting mouth. I tried to be good and make sure it all got in, but I whined when some of the dinosaurs inevitably ended up on my bib. Sometimes I think Kasey purposely missed just to make me feel extra helpless. After the bowl was empty, Kasey began to rub my back, patting it occasionally and telling me what a good boy I was for finishing my meal.
âDid you like your dinner?â she asked.
I gave a small nod and smiled weakly.
She smiled. âAww, you are so cute. I think somebody deserves a change for being such a good boy during dinner.â
I brightened at the promise of freedom from my predicament and gave her a bright smile, nodding happily.
âOh, look whoâs excited to get a new diapy!â she tittered. âWell, come on then, baby, letâs get you cleaned up.â
She led me by the hand as we headed upstairs, giggling at my awkward waddle as I tried to avoid contact with my mistake, the diaper drooping between my legs. Â We finally arrived at the bathroom and she laid a towel down on the floor. My onesie snapped as she undid the buttons and my diaper drooped further between my legs, losing its support. I whined pathetically and she picked up her phone and snapped a picture, digitally memorializing my shame.
âOkay, Mr. Stinky, lay down,â she commanded playfully, taking enjoyment in my mortified response as I quietly hobbled past and avoided eye contact.
I sat on the soft fabric of the towel and laid back, focusing on the white plaster of the ceiling. My mind drew small patterns in the little hills and valleys created by the uneven coat while Kasey undid the tapes. Kasey hummed as she worked, rolling up the soiled garment and dropping it in the tall can Mommy had specifically bought for these situations. She chuckled at the sight of my jailed willy as she wiped, her efforts doing nothing to wipe away, more-so amplifying, the angry shade of purple in my balls.
âHow long has it been since your last humpy day?â she asked tauntingly.
Too long, I thought. âThree months,â I said, covering my eyes as I tried to ignore the beautiful woman before me gently wiping around my crotch.
âOh my goodness, well now, that is a long time, isnât it? If it wasnât for your Mommy giving you milkies every now and then, I bet these little things would have exploded by now!â
I winced in agony as she flicked my engorged testicles, seeing that superior grin Kaley always wore when she tormented me.
âIâm going to unlock you now so we can make your willie all nice and clean. No touching, though. Auntie Kaley will wash you, âkay?â
My head bobbed in confirmation. I knew the routine. Mommy always let me free when it was bath time, taking extra special care to gently wash my stiff cocklette throughout the routine, driving me wild with stimulation but always taking precautions to prevent an accidental spurt. When it was over and I was nice and clean, she would gently kiss the tip and apply ice to it. The ice always made me squeal and it hurt extra bad after a warm bath, reverting my cock back to babyhood as it shriveled and went limp. The faucet squeaked as Kaley turned it, steam rising as the hot water poured into the tub. Kaley stood over me, her lacey black panties clearly visible as she looked down. Oh my god⊠I whined as my cage immediately swelled to capacity and began to drop, my dick bobbing frantically at the sight as it tried to break free. Kaley smiled and lifted her dress, the light of the bathroom illuminating her silky skin. Slowly, she reached into her panties and bit her lip. Mommy, why did you leave me with her!? I despaired.
âAh, there it is,â she exclaimed, letting her skirt drop and pulling her hand from her panties, producing a small golden key on a chain.
I looked at the key and back to her in confusion. Did she just�
Kaley knelt between my legs with the key and inserted it into the infernal lock holding my cage tight. Seeing my questioning gaze, Kaley answered as the lock opened with a small click, âYour Mommy told me to keep the key where little boys like you couldnât reach it. So I thought, whatâs more out of reach for her little diapered hubby than a womanâs pussy?â
I cringed and she smiled maliciously as she slowly pulled the cage from my cock, gasping as it popped free, my arousal glistening on the tip. âAww, it looks like its cryingâ she said sympathetically. She reached out and flicked it, laughing as I flinched and moved to cover myself. âHmm, sorry, that probably didnât help much, did it,â she said callously.
I sniffled and covered myself. She gripped my hand and pulled me up, helping me into the tub. I enjoyed baths. The hot water always brought me comfort and helped to somewhat alleviate the ache in my groin. It was one of the plus sides of being her little boy now, I supposed, as the attention it got me always made me feel as warm and bubbly as the bath she washed me in. Plus, it was always a bonus when I got to splash my wife âaccidentallyâ. The wet fabric of her shirt always gave me a worthwhile view. Though, of course, the trade-off was usually a night of tossing and turning with a glowing red bottom accompanied by a raging ache in the cage. But it was worth it. Probably.
Kaley checked her phone and smiled again.
Why is she always doing that?
She tapped in a quick message and set it down, turning her attention back to me as she reached for the pitcher to wash my hair. I wasnât allowed to stick my head under the water anymore. Mommy said it was dangerous for babies. âLooks like itâs about 7:30. Guess youâre going to be a little late to your bedtime. Oh well, it is your birthday, so I guess we can let it slide.â Kaley filled the pitcher and tipped it over my hair. I held my nose and kept my eyes shut as the warm water trickled over me. When she was satisfied my hair was wet enough, she reached for a bottle of shampoo and squirted a dollop into her hand, brusquely rubbing it into my scalp. âWhoâs the clean little baby,â she cooed as she cleaned me. âThatâs right, you are!â
I didnât even say anythingâŠ
She continued speaking, though I didnât respond. âI bet your Mommy must really love you, getting you this special no-tear shampoo. Now you can get your head all clean and you can make it through bath time without crying. Isnât that nice?â
I pouted as she again poured the water over my head, rinsing away the sweet-smelling shampoo.
âOkay, little man, time to clean your little man,â she said, giggling at her own wit.
âThatâs okay, Kaley⊠I can do that.â After all the torment she had put my penis through tonight, there was no way I wanted her to handle washing it.
âNo can-do, buddy. Your mommy was VERY explicit in saying that you shouldnât be allowed to wash yourself. She said something about you making stickies in the water when she wasnât looking.â
I sulked and spread my legs in deference to Mommyâs wishes, though it was hardly fair. Iâd only touched myself one time back when she had just become my Mommy and now I had restricted access even during bath time. So what if I touch myself. She gets to touch HERself. I started as Kaley reached a soapy hand into the water and began stroking my cock. My body shook with the effort as I tried to keep from cumming then and there. After a couple seconds of gut-wrenching bliss, she withdrew her hand and dried it on the nearby towel, acting as if nothing had just happened. As if she hadnât just given a handjob, albeit a short one, to her best friendâs husband.
âOkay, baby, time to get ready for bed.â She rolled up her short sleeves and helped me rise from the tub. My dick stood horizontally and dripped what was mostly water back into the tub. I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth as I waited for what came next.
âLetâs get you all nice and dry so we can get that cute little butt of yours back in a diaper before you have an accident.â
I opened my eyes as the thick cloth of the towel roughly rubbed against my skin, surprised it wasnât the crippling cold sensation I was normally subjected to. Kaley helped me step out of the tub and continued to dry me, still ignoring my erect member. Whatâs going on? I thought excitedly. Kaley finished her work and grasped my wrist, gently pulling my naked form down the hall towards my room. My excitement grew as we got closer to the door. This HAD to be the present my wife had alluded to. I was naked, uncaged, and being led by the wrist back to my room by my wifeâs beautiful best friend. I grinned wryly at the thought of the sex I was going to get to have, eager to prove that I was indeed a big boy. Kaley cracked the door and motioned for me to step through. I rushed forward eagerly, nearly tripping over myself in haste as I opened the door.
The room looked much like it had when I had left it to ask Mommy about my present. My changing table sat in one corner, its shelves filled with stacks and stacks of a variety of diapersâwhite ones, blue ones, ones with dinosaurs and spaceships, even some pink ones for when Mommy decided I wasnât even man enough to be a little boy. The center of the room was covered with a dark blue rug ringed in black, the letters of the alphabet outlined in bright yellow along the dark edge. By my crib stood Mommyâs rocking chair, a soft cushioned seat next to which leaned the dreaded wooden paddle with the heart-shaped cutout. My bottom gave a twinge of the remembered sting as I finally noticed the difference. Behind the tall bars of my crib lay a gigantic teddy bear, a bright red bow wrapped around it. The stuffed animal was nearly three quarters of my size and lay on its back, beaded eyes staring blankly above to the dark ceiling painted with patterns of stars and moons that glowed in the dark. Â More surprisingly, above the head of the teddy bear, atop the pillows at the head of my crib, was Mommyâs laptop. Its dark black screen offered no answers as I turned to Kaley.
I pointed to it and asked, âWhatâs that for?â
She giggled, âThatâs your new teddy, of course, silly baby.â
I frowned as she deliberately misinterpreted my question but kept my mouth shut as she guided me to the changing table, dashing my dreams of adult fun. I hopped up to the table as Kaley perused the rows of diapers, finally settling on a thick pink diaper covered in images of hearts and unicorns. My heart sank as she unfolded it and maneuvered it under me. It looked like I wasnât going to get to be a big boy after all, though I took some solace in the fact that I hadnât been stuffed back into the cage.
âAre you ready for your present?â Kaley asked, beaming.
I propped myself up on my elbows as I shrugged, my enthusiasm dulled by a night of disappointment and frustration.
âAww, you donât seem very excited. Maybe I should just give your Mommy a call and let her know you donât want it.â
The mention of Mommy rekindled my interest. The thought of disappointing her by rejecting her gift was too much to bear.
âNo, please, Miss Kaley, please, I want it,â I begged, trying to sound cute.
âThere we go! Okay, little one.â She reached down, and I held my breath in suspense. âHere it is,â she exclaimed as she held up a large silicone plug before me. It was at least twice as big as the buzzy toy Mommy used when she milked me and the end was a bright red bejeweled heart.
My throat dropped into my gut and I felt my hole tighten in fear. Thereâs no way thatâs going to fit inside me!
Kaley kept that damn grin on her face as she began to lube it, squirting a generous amount into her soft hand and onto the toy. I begged and pleaded with her as she slipped a couple of fingers inside me, preparing the ground for the invasion to come. I closed my eyes and tried to remember that this was what Mommy wanted as she continued to stretch me, slipping a third finger in and causing me to gasp. She continued like that till she deemed I was suitably loose and began pressing the plug into my quivering hole. I made little squeaking noises and my cock twitched as she worked it into me, making soft encouraging noises and telling me how good I was and how my Mommy would be so proud. When the largest part passed my convulsing ring, I sighed in relief as my hole stretched to accommodate the intruder. My cock was limp now and leaked pathetically into my diaper as Kaley taped me up, trapping me with my new plug.
âDid you have fun with that?â
I shook my head a little and groaned at the full feeling in my tummy.
She cocked an eyebrow at me. âWell, it sure looked like you enjoyed it, your little pee pee told me so. Oh well, even if you didnât like it, that was just part two of your present.â
This night is full of surprises, I thought as I sat up, my new fresh diaper crinkling as only a fresh diaper could. I winced as the movement disturbed the present inside me and looked to Kaley for more information. âWhat else is there?â I asked. Mommy had never gotten me a second, let alone a third present for my birthday. I must have been extra good. Maybe it was those pictures I colored for her.
âCome on,â Kaley coaxed, motioning towards the crib.
I grimaced as I clumsily made my way to the crib, nearly stumbling several times as the plug, combined with the thick padding of the diaper, made it even more difficult to walk. I climbed inside and Kaley pulled the bars of the crib up, isolating me with teddy 2.0 and the mysterious black screen. I shifted in the crib, trying to find a comfortable position with so much new stuff, and realized I could attain a reasonable level of comfy if I straddled my new teddy.
Kaley pulled out her phone and typed something again, nodding and looking back to me. âPress the power button and put in the password. Itâs HappyBirthday123.â
My chin rested on the crown of teddyâs head as I did as she said and waited for the screen to load. Kaley took a seat in Mommyâs rocking chair and placed her elbows on her knees, perching her chin atop her hands and watching me expectantly. I glanced at her suspiciously and gave a small start as the screen flickered to life. Mommyâs radiant visage filled the screen and I felt my heart flutter.
âHmm, is this thing on? Can you see me, baby?â she asked through the screen. Â
I nodded dumbly.
âOh, good! How is your night with Auntie Kaley going? Were you a good boy?â
I glanced at Kaley and she blew me a little kiss. I blushed and said, âEverythingâs fine. Kaley made me dinosaur mac and cheeses and changed me when I made a messy.â
Mommy smiled. âAww, did you say thank you to Kaley for changing your stinky bottom?â
I looked away and uttered a hasty âthank youâ to Kaley so I could answer back truthfully. âYes.â
My wifeâs eyes twinkled knowingly as she gave a soft laugh at my silliness. âDo you want to see your present?â
I nodded eagerly and my dick stiffened with excitement.
âAre you sure?â
I nodded again and whined, my diaper crinkling with impatience.
âOkay⊠well, if thatâs what my little boy wants.â Mommy stepped back from the screen and my heart fell straight to my crotch. She was dressed in dark purple lingerie that did little but outline her womanly gifts. Her dark lace bra pushed her breasts up for display and the fabric of her garter belt teased the eye with a strip of black running down the center of her glowing skin to the connecting fabric beneath. I breathed heavily hugged teddy tightly as I pushed desperately against the padding of the diaper. Mommy turned around and bent over to show me the back, spreading her legs slightly to reveal the delicious surprise of crotchless panties outlining her damp kitty. I began to grind against teddy, my cock sliding against the soft padding. Mommyâs hands slowly drifted up her legs and she grabbed one ass cheek in each hand, pressing against the flesh and turning to wink at me.
Suddenly, she gestured off camera and I sat up in shock. From the empty space surrounding her a man suddenly stepped into frame. He was completely nude and his masculinity was a rival to my wifeâs erotic grace. He was easily twice as big as I was, in several ways, and his stance spoke of a calm confidence I had only dreamed of. I felt my bladder let go as I realized what was about to happen, powerless to stop it as much as I was powerless to stop the rapidly swelling padding.
âHappy birthday, baby! This is your new Daddy!â Mommy practically pranced into his arms and laid a graceful hand on his well-toned chest.
I shook my head in disbelief and looked to Kaley. She had her phone in hand and smiled as I looked over, her fingers giving me a little wave. âHappy birthday, cucky-boy,â she taunted.
I looked back to the screen to see the camera had changed positions. Whereas before I had only been able to see a corner of the room, the new angle displayed clean linens spread across a queen-sized bed in what looked like an expensive hotel. Atop that queen-sized bed lounged my queen, her legs spread and rubbing her breasts in anticipation as she waited for her king to take her. I looked on despairingly and wished I could trade places with him. I wasnât her king. I was her padded little prince. She threw her head back, her hair falling enticingly around her as she bit her lip. She reached a hand up to gently tease her nipple and looked back towards the camera, mouthing, âI love you.â
My mouth worked silently to repeat it as I watched him join her on the bed. He roughly grabbed her by the shoulder and pulled her towards him, locking her into a passionate kiss as she writhed against him. He reached a hand up to fondle her breast and she dug her fingers into his shoulders as he handled her. He gave her nipple a sharp squeeze and she pulled back in surprise. My eyes were riveted on the screen as I watched him push her down, tearing the bra from her shivering form and taking her breast into his mouth.
Kasey startled me as she interrupted my voyeurism by slipping a pacifier between my lips. âThought you might be jealous,â she explained with a giggle and showed her phone, revealing the same live-stream playing on the laptop. At some point she had scooted the chair closer to my crib, probably eager to see my degradation up close.
âMan, I sure am jealous, though. Your Mommy gets to go out and fuck that big hunk and Iâm stuck here babysitting her pathetic little cucky. Oh well, Iâll just have to find other ways to entertain myself.â
I squealed in surprise as the plug in me suddenly began to vibrate, the powerful rumble reverberating through my hot mess of my soaked diaper. Â Kaley wore a cunning smile and lifted her other hand, revealing a dialed remote. She turned it and I shook harder as the plugâs intensity increased. Kaley licked her lips and lifted her skirt, revealing she had taken off her panties at some point, showing me the angry red of her swollen cunt as she set her phone down and began to rub her clit.
âMmmm,â Kaley moaned as I looked back at the screen just in time to see Daddy roughly thrust into my wife. My wife arched her back in pleasure and ground into him, looking back at the camera.
âI, ugnh, bet you wish you could, mmmmh, be â ah!- inside me right now, ba-aaaaah- biee. Iâm sorry bu-uhht,â she panted as he continued to piston into her pussy, âbut I just canât sle- ohhhh, -eep with you anymore.â
He grabbed her hips and lifted her from the bed to wrap her around him as he continued to ravage her body. Unconsciously, at some point I had resumed grinding into my diaper, the sound of the plugâs vibrations peaking and plummeting as I furiously humped away, trying to mimic the motions driving Mommy insensate.
Kasey leaned in and began whispering breathily through the bars of the crib, stoking the fires of my shame. âLook how big he is! I bet your Mommy never looked like that when you put that little tinker toy in her. Oh, look, see how sheâs looking at him? Doesnât that just make you jealous?â
I moaned and tears pooled in my eyes as I buried my head in teddyâs fur.
Kasey continued to berate me, her hand moving feverishly as she rubbed at her soaking snatch. âI bet that wet diaper feels a lot like her pussy right now. Hot, wet, hugging your little dicklette while you thrust into it. Not that you would know anymore, I suppose. How long has it been since your Mommy had sex with you? Three months? No, she would have called me afterwards to tell me how disappointed she was. Six months? Hmm, that sounds right but itâs not quite⊠oh right! Itâs been TWO YEARS since you were last inside her.â
My body began to shudder and jerk as I felt myself getting closer. On screen, Daddy was still steadily pumping away, showing no sign of slowing down as Mommy screamed quietly into his neck. The vibrations in my plug suddenly peaked and I squealed loudly into my pacifier as I felt my cock spurt into the soaked padding. The muscles in my abdomen continued to churn and clench as my neglected balls emptied their load, the vibrator shaking every last drop from my quivering button.
Through the haze of my orgasm, I heard Kasey groan and saw that she had her legs up on the crib. She was sliding her fingers in and out of her pussy while working her clit when I saw her begin to shudder and she jerked forward. Her legs slammed down from my crib and she pressed her legs together as she came hard, her eyes clenched tightly and her lips pressed together as she shook.
My eyes began to droop and I realized I was suddenly tired, exhausted by my monumental orgasm and the late hour. Itâs only 40 minutes past my bedtime, I shouldnât be this tired⊠The buzzing of the plug fell silent as I turned half-lidded eyes back to the screen. Mommy was on her back now, too lost in rapture to hold herself up as Daddy gripped her by the chin and forced her to look at him as he tore into her. I saw her delirious smile as she looked up at him, the camera completely forgotten. My eyes drooped and I laid against teddy, hugging him tightly as I began to drift. The last thing I heard before the gray haze overwhelmed me was Mommyâs stuttered screaming. âOh my god youâre so bi-I â I â igggggg!â
I am big mommy⊠I smiled weakly and suckled on my paci as I fell asleep to the lullaby of my wifeâs satisfied moans. Mommyâs big boy.