you won't.

YOU FORGOT ONE THING ABOUT BILLY LOOMIS. i fucking killed him !

‘ 𝘴𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘣𝘪 , 𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘵? ’ luckily for you , your ties with her new york penn state pal run deep. ‘ 𝘴𝘰 𝘐 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘴𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴. ’ you set down photos of the two at the most recent stab-a-con. ‘ 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘨𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵. ’ you're careful to watch all of her moves ＆ read her body language as you were trained. ‘ 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘐 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨? ’

you nod once, firmly, ❛ of course, yeah. ❜ he'd back you. the dunkin' employees too because you don't play about your matcha every time you go there. this dude's got 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆. you are 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐄. eyes trail down to the photos of you and best friend at 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 and gaze flickers back up to him, ❛ a lot of people love it. our entire film studies class is CRAZY about the movies. like, half them only enrolled for it because chad, mindy and tara were taking it. i didn't do this. ❜ you fold hands in front of you, shrugging slightly, ❛ as for valen, she only got into this stuff recently. i had her go to the con with me back when she hadn't even seen ONE film. ❜

you toss file onto the cold metal desk , ‘ 𝘭𝘦𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 , 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘳𝘰𝘢. ’ you turn over your chair , sitting in front of her with arms propped up on the backrest. you even offer a smile , ‘ 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩. 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘬𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘺𝘰𝘬𝘰 ＆ 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘯𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥? 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘷𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘢. 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬. ’

this is SO 𝚕𝚊𝚠 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛. you’ve never been interrogated or apprehended but you gathered the gist of it all through media. this felt pretty on the nose. therefore, you’ll CHANNEL the 𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬— this isn’t your actual LIFE on the line ! this is 𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚛𝚘𝚕𝚎 on CRIMINAL INTENT and everyone knows every major celeb had their start on either SVU or CI. ❛ i was waiting at NEW YORK PENN for a guy i’m seeing. he lives in hoboken so he takes the train over to spend weekends with me sometimes. ❜

this part is true and it works in a way because everyone, 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐘 𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐃, knows you show up at least 45 minutes early to wait for him just incase subways are DELAYED or one of those solicitors stop to convince you to donate to 𝚗𝚘𝚗𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚏𝚒𝚝 you’ve never heard of. you timed the murder and meet up so it'd leave you with around 20 minutes to spare INSTEAD of your usual, longer timeframe, ❛ i was going to meet up with everyone AFTER i got him. i wanted them to meet him. ❜

you knew from the very moment the carpenter sisters moved into their complex that it would mean trouble for the girls 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗼𝗿 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵. you're standing outside of the precinct with a cigarette ＆ a melting matcha to your side , 𝘄𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗹𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲. when doors open , you jerk up ＆ drop cigarette , putting it out with the heel of your boot. ‘ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘴. ’ you extend the drink to her , ‘ 𝘪𝘵 - 𝘶𝘩 , 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘵... ’ brow quirks upward ＆ you level with her to look her in the eyes. ‘ 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? ’

you're trembling upon exit ━ composure depleted the minute that mustached cop released you from the freezing, metal interrogation room. perhaps you were in WAY over your head. this was a BAD IDEA. murder ?? that's not a little oopsie ! one can sweep under the rug as a, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗 style mistake. teeth are gnawing at thumbnail and you jump slightly at the sight of him. ‘ shit, you scared me. ’ hand over heart, you try to crack a smile but it's more of a GRIMACE. hands grab the drink and you press a kiss to his cheek. ( 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰 ) a hearty sip is taken and you exhale, ‘ thank you. ’ head presses to his sternum, ‘ they're questioning everyone close to tara and sam. ’

‘ 𝘣𝘳𝘰 , 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘔𝘈𝘋 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦. ’ you shake your head , munching on vanilla protein wafer. the girl was even nice to ethan ＆ 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗴𝗴𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼. you suck on your teeth to get at any excess ＆ swallow , squinting slightly whilst you nod. ‘ 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦? 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘧𝘧. ’

a 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 WHINE. 𝚊 𝚍𝚘𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜 ! is this who you are ?? this is so so so so EMBARSSING. ‘ her little ass fists like, pummeled my nose and eye and lip ! am i bruising ? i'm SO gonna fucking bruise and they'll suspect me and th━ ’ you're pacing one moment and then biting at polished nails the next, ‘ no. ’ a short, curt laugh, ‘ no, i'm literally fine. i'll sleep with frozen aloe on and it'll be fine ! ’