the sensation of your screen

does anyone know anything

nobody ever tells you how stupid and dogshit your headset is until you need to use it

and its funny bc the claudia thing is like. in the books its made extremely obvious this spectre isnt claudia at all but just a hateful ass ghost fucking with louis. which made it poignant and hard hitting, the ways in which we will never truly know what claudia thought in the end, and how... alike life that is, in grief, how it plays tricks on you-! but in the show its like no claudia is here and also she's racist. she hates other black people and loved her white man so much more

tvl is a bad season not bc it is a bad adaptation (so were seasons 1 and 2, insofar as 'bad adaptation' means 'directly translating the book to film') but bc it is nonsensical at times, extremely droll, poorly edited, and also weirdly racist in regards to claudia specifically for whatever reason. misogynoir

tonetag conversation continues to irritate the shit out of me. 'i just dont see why its needed when you can just clarify in your statement that you are being serious or joking' bc some people dont want to type all that shit out when slash j or whatever is easier. i personally dont use tonetags i dont feel the need but acting all aghast about it is silly. its a qol of life thing for disabled people. thats all. if someone tries to shame you for not using them you can block them, but like. it goes both ways. if someone makes a request that you accommodate them, and you don't feel you can, they too can block you. and again. i dont use tonetags. im just saying like. pretending there's no use for them, for some people, is like saying erm who neeeeeeeds a dishwasher just do it by hand. do you really neeeeeeeeeeeeeed that cane. well presumably some people do

Can i discuss a pretty grievance this fine day. While i try to muster the energy to prepare food. I think it's really really strange and not great the continued insistence that to be sexually active, promiscuous, or available is equivalent to being shallow i fucking hate the stupid horny bonk jail shit i hate it when a male character is shipped with a bunch of other male characters and called a whore but hes not the sort that would find that empowering nor is it a descriptor he would use. Im not saying dont call characters sluts at all they aren't real i just mean like. some of them would probably identify that way! and with some well youre kind of just displaying a bias. you think the character is shallow, only for gawking at, equivalent to a whore or slut which to you is a bad and yucky thing. So its less about what youre saying about this fictional character and more like. i think you should explode if you cant conceptualize the intricacies of intimacy of the sexual kind in a way that isnt always derogatory?

i do think flowery. does not HATE kris. i think flowery cares for kris, but does resent them, and is careful not to say it bc i dont think flowery actually enjoys wanton acts of cruelty at all!!! and flowery believes kris has 'changed'. not as aware as tenna, that kris isn't kris at all- not nearly so uncomfortable around them- but kris is the one kid flowery doesn't reach out to nearly as much as susie or ralsei. bc flowery thinks kris doesn't love their family anymore, and has no hope for their family either.

except. i dont know that its really a plothole. considering.

the fact that flowery is missing from the conversation the other flowers have with pink and mad is so interesting to me. everyone else accepts her as one of them no questions asked. but flowery doesn't show up to say the same. hashtag not his pink flower!!!! #my plothole to fill now babes

sometimes an anon will refer to a blogger by name and im like i didnt know they had those