tired.

hey real fucking talk though the attitude of “oh I’m never going to get better” or just being fine and dandy with wallowing in your misery at all times is SUCH bullshit. it’s hard as fuck to learn how to navigate having a disorder like bpd but god is it worth it. i complain and joke about my mental illness as much as the next guy but jesus christ please go to therapy, take your meds, try to get better!!!!! it’s not some cool joke!!! it’s your life and you deserve to be happy!!!! it’s hard work but it’s not funny to think it’s okay to lay in bed all day or self harm or want to kill yourself 24/7. there’s so much more to life if you fight for it

kissing a girl’s stomach is such a soft form of affection………i love it

i wanna be wrapped up in blankets with someone that cares about me