I hate that every single person who was supposed to love me only taught me to be guarded & insecure.
I hate that I was so close to being loved right, & I ALMOST out ran this deeply sad, untrusting girl.
God, I fucking hate her.
I hate that I was never taught to love myself, that love was only conditional.
I hate that you taught me to be a people pleaser & that setting boundaries was unforgivable.
I want a restart button. I want a new brain. I want to feel pretty, be happy, & trust again.
But if I’m being honest, i think it’s too late, & no matter what I do I’ll end up with the same fate . . .


















