Madeleine gifts Espresso a kitten as an anniversary present, making the coffee mage rather exasperated. Two weeks later, he's buying the kitten baby clothes and doing stylized photoshoots.

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Madeleine gifts Espresso a kitten as an anniversary present, making the coffee mage rather exasperated. Two weeks later, he's buying the kitten baby clothes and doing stylized photoshoots.

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I worry so so much about Madeleine and the concept of self sacrifice since the ending of the Dark Enchantress War.
I have thought a lot about this since that update ended and, to me, what would hurt the most would be if Madeleine willingly didn’t speak of the crumbling to anyone who wasn’t there and has kept it as a secret from everyone, maybe even from his family.
I wouldn’t be surprised if he asked Financier to keep the secret, since -leaving Crème Knights aside, which could have been scattered all around in that moment- she might have been the only one from the Republic who witnessed Madeleine’s crumbling.
And I know, realistically, that Madeleine would tell Espresso (regardless of shipping them romantically or not, the two are close and care for eachother) but at the same time something pulls me against it.
I’ve briefly mentioned how I saw Espresso doing better in his relations as of the latest updates and how he's changed in some regards (and I couldn’t be happier!) but that brought a creeping realisation that Madeleine may not be on the same page.
While he’s definitively matured a lot in the past year, that is more towards his responsibilities and work. He seems definitively less conceited and more proactive but...I have the nagging worry that he may still be in need of...not growth but support? Maybe? In the relationships' end.
Because what I cannot shake off is the sensation that he may be still clinging onto the Knight Commander role but in a different way than before. He used it for vain glory and splendor before, now it's work and responsibilities and that may entitle sacrificing himself when needed. After all, isn't that what he was put on earthbread for?
He was commanded to save this world. He was ordered. There seems to be very little of choice there. I used to think he choose to be a paladin but the more time passes, the more I find myself thinking against it.
I wonder, does he know that there are people out there who value and care for him simply as Madeleine Cookie? People who don't care about his role/fame/family's name and only care for him as a person? People who want him around, who always believed in his possibility to grow and become a better person, people who appreciated him for it, people who just...like Madeleine for Madeleine?
Does he know, at all? Or worse, he thinks no one could care for him in that sense?
Does he think he's alone, besides his family? That nobody else could love him sincerely?
Addendum to this because I woke up still thinking about it all: a look back the crunchy dreams update.
Madeleine mentions his family and his family alone, almost as if that’s the only place for him to go to. It's not the Republic anymore, just his family.
In itself I wouldn't see this as something necessarily worrisome. Madeleine loves his family immensely so it's not unnatural for him to talk about them...but it's only them. Just them.
My mind couldn't wrap for MONTHS over the fact that we didn't get any Madeleine/Espresso interaction neither before nor after the Dark Enchantress War. Especially at the end, it felt weird we didn't even get Madeleine going to check on Espresso to make sure he was alright, especially because I'm sure he did go to visit him before the war started (Espresso back then was talking to Clotted Cream and Madeleine mentioned that he'd pass by later) to say even just a small thing as "Be safe, be careful".
My own speculation (and hope) is that such interaction happened and that they might be brought back in some form of flashback later on.
But...what if they hadn't met at all, after the war?
What if Madeleine purposefully avoided meeting him at all to not having the risk of speaking of the crumbling? What if that's the very reason he immediately set off with Pure Vanilla in the search for the First Oven, so he'd also avoid questioning/being seen vulnerable by his family?
It's all very small details and cues and probably also a good dose of me speculating (with dubious success) but the more time passes the more it feels like Madeleine is yes, addressing his role as a Knight Commander more properly and maturely, but also using it as a mask. His acting of "I'm alright! See? Ahaha, I joke as usual! Haughty and pompous as usual! Usual Madeleine!" is starting to become more palpable.
The only cookies who could somewhat recognise him doing so so are so far away too, so nobody can really notice (unless Gingebrave does? I'm skeptical but, who knows).
Also, while fishing out those screens I also ended up finding these as well, which are also of the Millenial Advent update like the one above.
When this happened back then I was overjoyed to see Madeleine embracing his duties and role more seriously but I felt that "To understand your place, and embrace the duty only you can carry..." had something...not ominous per se but had a tone I wasn't expecting from him. But well, I didn't want to give too much weight to a single phrase in that moment, especially as back then Madeleine had started to be more mature, so I briefly placed this memory aside.
But now? After everything else that's happening? I'm worried again.
What exactly is the role Madeleine believes is the duty only he can carry? And his place? He even points out that's what he'd do. Back then I thought of it as an admission of responsibility for his role but now I'm torn. Did he impose himself with a role? What does he think his role even entitle?
To give his all, no matter what the outcome? We saw how that went during the war.
As of now, Madeleine is still traveling with Pure Vanilla, who is still mourning the loss of White Lily.
White Lily who, also, isolated herself in the pursue of doing what was right, even when she understood that would mean the greatest sacrifice.
If there's someone who has a fresh wound in that regard is Pure Vanilla. Pure Vanilla, who would likely want to lend an ear to someone who believes they're deemed to walk their path alone or that cannot come forward those they love for various reasons. That it's something only they can do. A duty only they can carry.
And this is exactly what worries me; that Madeleine is right next to Pure Vanilla right now.
Because on one hand the healer could help him with understanding that he doesn't have to walk that path alone and that he can lean on those he holds dear, but on the other hand, that in itself would be a nod towards the fact that Madeleine could be going through this internal turmoil and that worries me because even if he's not that lonely young cookie anymore, he may be feeling like still he is.
Bird espresseleine courtship post because of course I'm making things like this. Espresso clearly has more elegance than Madeleine in this regard, but he still loves his gull boyfriend <3
I worry so so much about Madeleine and the concept of self sacrifice since the ending of the Dark Enchantress War.
I have thought a lot about this since that update ended and, to me, what would hurt the most would be if Madeleine willingly didn’t speak of the crumbling to anyone who wasn’t there and has kept it as a secret from everyone, maybe even from his family.
I wouldn’t be surprised if he asked Financier to keep the secret, since -leaving Crème Knights aside, which could have been scattered all around in that moment- she might have been the only one from the Republic who witnessed Madeleine’s crumbling.
And I know, realistically, that Madeleine would tell Espresso (regardless of shipping them romantically or not, the two are close and care for eachother) but at the same time something pulls me against it.
I’ve briefly mentioned how I saw Espresso doing better in his relations as of the latest updates and how he's changed in some regards (and I couldn’t be happier!) but that brought a creeping realisation that Madeleine may not be on the same page.
While he’s definitively matured a lot in the past year, that is more towards his responsibilities and work. He seems definitively less conceited and more proactive but...I have the nagging worry that he may still be in need of...not growth but support? Maybe? In the relationships' end.
Because what I cannot shake off is the sensation that he may be still clinging onto the Knight Commander role but in a different way than before. He used it for vain glory and splendor before, now it's work and responsibilities and that may entitle sacrificing himself when needed. After all, isn't that what he was put on earthbread for?
He was commanded to save this world. He was ordered. There seems to be very little of choice there. I used to think he choose to be a paladin but the more time passes, the more I find myself thinking against it.
I wonder, does he know that there are people out there who value and care for him simply as Madeleine Cookie? People who don't care about his role/fame/family's name and only care for him as a person? People who want him around, who always believed in his possibility to grow and become a better person, people who appreciated him for it, people who just...like Madeleine for Madeleine?
Does he know, at all? Or worse, he thinks no one could care for him in that sense?
Does he think he's alone, besides his family? That nobody else could love him sincerely?
Coffee for two in one room, why not
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O wise bird sage, out of curiosity, what type of bird do you think Butter Roll would be?
Butter Roll is a Rhode Island Red! I can't see him being anything other than a chicken, so obviously I picked one of the biggest egg layers just for fun (regardless of if that involves him or not lmaoo). I just looove the iridescence that the roosters have on their tails it's super pretty <3
explain your gender in 10 words or less without using boring words like “male”, “female”, “nonbinary”, “masculine”, “feminine” or “androgynous”.
go!
I keep thinking about this, it's been in my mind since I found that Seaweed screenshot while doing research in my camera roll for another thing I was writing.
It's so similar that it cannot be a coincidence, right? Two cookies who have been either lonely or isolated for multiple reasons somehow being tied by fate even when circumstances had placed them on completely different roads.
The aunties being so surprised that Madeleine made friends, Seaweed puzzled by how it didn't seem to fit the image of Espresso that she had.
Not only having made friends but bringing friends to their familiar place (is Seaweed the only resemblance to a family Espresso has?). Allowing themselves to be seen in a closer light.
Have they spoken about it? About how lonely they felt in the past? (Have they both felt relief in knowing that they both understand eachother's feelings?)
As of how the story is going right now, I feel Espresso is definitively in a better place...but Madeleine...
Madeleine.
Madeleine gives me the feeling that he hasn't understood yet that he's not alone. I think he knows he's loved by his family, sure, but family is family, friends are friends, so...I worry. I hope with all my heart that I'm wrong but I wouldn't be surprised if he was still in the blind with this.
Madeleine, you know that you're not alone anymore, right...?
Madeleine and Butter Roll are in the pool. Butter Roll keeps trying to push Madeleine off his float. Madeleine is hitting Butter Roll with a pool noodle. They are yelling. Espresso peeks over his book to check they're not drowning each other. He resumes reading as Madeleine's scream cuts through the air followed by a loud splash.
y’all remind yourselves your account is your space. you’re not a performance. you’re not annoying by being yourself. if people aren’t into it they can leave. you’re not obligated to please anyone, especially at the cost of your personal expression. the worst thing you can do for your online enjoyment is to filter or censor yourself.

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A thought has been nagging me for a long while and it’s something about Espresso Cookie.
This is something that spurred from the sprite of Espresso in a summer fit. This is 100% serious. Obviously spoilers for the new update, the cookie odyssey and the whole story so far.
comic update, good news! 15 pages out of 30 have been inked and coloured! :')
bad news: I forgot to colour Butter Roll's curls so I'll have to do that now OTL
so about that
apparently, i'm not the only one who misinterpreted this dialogue from madeleine`s chat, so i think i should explain what was meant by it 💔
this dialogue refers to a specific scene from beast-yeast 13ep when the characters infiltrated de`s laboratorium
and that's the problem: in the original, madeleine joked that raspberry could use the rusty sword like a club but for some reason that line wasn't included in the english localization
at the 9th affection level madeleine repeats the joke, and this time it wasn't ignored (but you can see that the localizers rewrote the last line, cause in the english localization madeleine didn't say anything lol)
(idk how to end this post, but i guess i'd like to suggest comparing the korean and english texts from time to time, many of madeleine (and espresso)`s lines were mistranslated or rewritten, and what i've pointed out in this post isn't even the worst of it 😬)
Madeleine has to do all of the nest-making for the both of them, not that he minds.
so about that

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I finaly finished this animation!
Pure Vanilla and Shadow Milk from Cookie Run Kingdom!
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Cookie Run (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Espresso Cookie/Madeleine Cookie (Cookie Run) Characters: Espresso Cookie (Cookie Run), Madeleine Cookie (Cookie Run) Additional Tags: Idiots in Love, Late Night Conversations, Love Confessions, they are both bad at feelings Summary:
Espresso, now residing in the Vanilla Kingdom, is woken up by an unexpected 3am call.