spunballerina

““The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.””

““It is sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.””

“So I close my eyes to old ends and open my heart to new beginnings.”

“Of course, you never really forget anyone, but you certainly release them. You stop allowing their history to have any meaning for you today. You let them change their haircut, let them move, let them fall in love again. And when you see this person you have let go, you realize that there is no reason to be sad. The person you knew exists somewhere, but you are separated by too much time to reach them again.”

don’t you get it.. i become destructive. that’s kinda my thing. i ruin everything around me because i don’t like to settle. i don’t like feeling trapped.

“I said I would never do it again but I did”

being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.

He thinks so low of himself; completely unaware that he’s her entire world.