I like to draw sad Spinel

I still wonder why my bf talks to me when I’m an incomprehensible mess but so is he and we try to talk about it. vent comic/headcanons for human spins and steven future. 

Ahhh steven yes! comfort her! ;-;

This audio goes to this heart warming comic by @bomburlover

thank you hun!

i do not own the music belongs to emotional music on youtube

i present to you my new au:

Happy 6th Anniversary Steven Universe! I can’t believe we’ve come so far! 

What can you do when you feel nothing?

Drawn by @bomburlover

Thank you hun! ❤

Lilac owned by Mod-s

Sad honks

Ahhh! Such amazing art done by @wiltingpierrot of lilac!!!

Thank you!!!

Lilac owned by mod-s

Lilac Spinel

A high ranking war general needed entertainment that catered to her specific brand of humor. Because of her achievements, she was given a custom made Spinel.

Lilac Spinel was made to act as a fool, cry during her sad skits and be miserable for the general's entertainment. She was made to be durable because some of her acts would have her hurt herself. Her nickname during this time was 'Lil' because the general liked to belittle her. This was her entire world before Era 3.

When peace was achieved, the general had to let her go, which left her all alone. She wasn't able to adjust to freedom and couldn't understand joy. The more she tried to be happier, the more she felt it was breaking her inside. It felt fake to her and eventually gave up trying.

She was numb and grew claws to distance herself from everyone.

Created and drawn by mod-s from @spineven

Her design was inspired by the Pierrot- described as a sad clown ^^