how was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing fun? it didn't look fun

Rejection sensitivity leaves me feeling like a little girl again with a lump in my throat and an ache in my chest

"this is unbecoming of me" is genuinely a useful thing to have in your mental toolbox

Like. you probably shouldn't say it out loud, but if you hold yourself to any principles or standards, you should really really be able to recognize when you've failed to meet those principles

Hate how much A Little Treat has infested me. Any small discomfort and I'm immediately like oooo maybe exchanging money for goods and services will fix this situation.

my favorite love language is trying, actually