FAILURES & W I S H E S

I ( don’t ) exist.

I meant to say, “I’m on the verge of a breakdown, and I want to die.” But it came out as, ‘I’m tired.’

It seemed safer to hold it in, where the only one who could judge was me.

but

People fall so in love with their pain, they can’t leave it behind. The same as the stories they tell. We trap ourselves.

i confess, i’m always afraid— always ashamed,          of what’s inside me.

And I couldn’t stand the person inside me I turned all the mirrors around.

“I’m so tired of constantly living in fear that I will never be good enough for people.”

Often I get upset with no one to talk to,so I just have to push through the day smiling on the outside but crying on the inside.

I want to do things for people they will never forget. Maybe that’s the best thing I can do in life.

sinnamxn: