A FANGIRL BLOG...

Tony : Are you ghosting your pops now, Peter?

Peter : What? No! I never got a call from you, pops.

Steve : I tried calling you multiple times from my new phone, you never picked up.

Peter : Wait! You got a new phone? I thought you were still calling from landline and not into using all the latest tech.

Steve : Well, I thought I might try something new, since your dad insisted so much.

Tony : Give it up Steve and just agree that you think tech is great.

Steve : *ignoring Tony* Anyway! Peter, can you check if there is something wrong with your phone? Since I am not able to contact you.

Peter : Nothing wrong with mine. I am still able to receive and send texts and calls.

Steve : Then why am I not able to contact you?

Tony : Here, let me check

*Steve gives his phone to Tony*

Tony : Um Steve. Where did you buy this phone from?

Steve : Remember Thor's friend, the sweet rabbit. I bought it from him. He also gave me a good discount, like half the actual price.

Tony : Sure he did, Steve.

Steve : So is my phone not working or something?

Tony : No, no it is working perfectly fine; except that it is a fucking calculator Steve! A Calculator.

Tony and Peter :

The avengers bad lip reading to help you recover from endgame.

By the grace of the fire and the flames

You’re the face of the future

the blood in my veins

Two years ago I didn’t want to be alive. 

I had lost everything, and so I partied my heart out, getting drunk several nights a week, dancing with and kissing strangers each time. My world had been flipped upside down and ripped out from under my feet. My heart was broken–my future seemed hopeless, and I was done. 

I pounded my fists into the wall, begging God Himself to just end it, because I didn’t have the strength to. I wrote my final letters, thought of reckless ways I could end it making it seem accidental. I had it all planned out. 

Until one night a stranger said to me, “I want you to be alive.”. It wrecked me, and my plans. I kept going. Hopeless, but feeling numb enough to just get through the days. Slowly, the open wound inside of me healed. The brokenness and anger and pain became lighter as I began to choose to let them go. 

Today, I am engaged to the love of my life, I work as a registered nurse on a level one trauma unit where I plan to work my way up to become a nurse manager. I marry my best friend in six months, I have amazing friends, and I’ve experienced so much of the beauty that this world has to offer. I also have two cats who are the sweetest angel souls and kept me sane for many of my painful nights of healing. 

Life. Gets. Better. It is worth it to keep breathing, one night at a time. YOU are worth it. Give yourself a chance. I am so fortunate to have kept living. I would have missed this beautiful life that I now live. 

Happy 3 year anniversary to this EPIC, BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING kiss that we were all blessed with.