I thought I hated Teen Wolf after season 3, but GOD was I WRONG! They introduce Eli, don't give him a mother, show us that Derek has a hard time controlling him, says the reason he won't shift is that Derek traumatized him as a child, and then Scott just roars at him and suddenly he's a-ok with being a werewolf???

The entire time, I was fucking confused about where the plot was going. I had such a hard time staying focused, the acting was terrible (except for Tyler H.), half of the characters served no purpose whatsoever.

The way that Derek was so close to his son, the way he LOOKED AT HIM, HUGGED HIM. He loved him so much!!! THERE'S NO WAY IN HELL THAT HE WOULD CHOOSE TO LEAVE ELI AS AN ORPHAN.

SCOTT DIDN'T EVEN HESITATE OR SAY "NO, DEREK, DON'T DO IT. YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR."

AND KILLING HIM BY FIRE??? THAT WAS THE BIGGEST FUCK YOU SEND OFF THEY COULD'VE DONE. Why couldn't Parrish just grab the Nogitsune and burn him by himself? Parrish would've lived. Derek would've lived. They all could live happily ever after. Oh, I know why: because Jeff Davis hates Derek for some reason. Always nerfing him in fights and shit.

DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE BULLSHIT FUNERAL. Not one of those bitches shed a single fucking tear for Derek after all he had done for them. And you don't think that Stiles would've taken the first flight to Beacon Hills the SECOND he knew they were in danger??? Stiles didn't even get to say goodbye to Derek, let alone go to that shitty ass funeral service. "In Loving Memory" I swear to God that was about as corny as motherfucking corn on the cob.

The way Derek looks after Eli when they get back to his house, and his eyes are so sad, I like to believe that he sees Stiles in the way Eli looks and acts, and it serves as a constant reminder of him. He can't look at Eli without seeing Stiles.

Then I unsubscribed from all the youtube channels I was subscribed to. And deleted the app off my phone.

Next I'm going to put most of my shirts away. Definitely the ones that are very branded. If I look at it and don't immediately see rt/ah ill keep out.

i don’t believe the vod is going to be uploaded due to copyrighted music, so i saved a clip just in case

for those who missed it, towards the end of his stream earlier today, ray found out that matt’s job position at achievement hunter had been dissolved. this is a huge chunk of his live reaction, but note that tt i had to cut off the rest of it due to video limits. what i cut out was mostly ray inviting matt to collab and stream some games with him, like rental randomizer in pokémon stadium.

:)

Me .2 seconds after when I remember everything that's going on:

:(

Me 10 minutes later after checking up on the latest fuckery:

Finding out about Ryan has been really painful. Knowing what he's done is heart breaking and emotionally exhausting.

I've been a fan, a big fan when Ray was still around. When Geoff was boss and they were still in that tiny little office. Those years now seem sour, even though EVERYONE else are still respectable funny and kind people.

Of course cheating on his wife, betraying his family (both personal and work family) and lying to all of us has been a terrible choice in his life.

I believe he is a good man who has made a sequence of bad choices. Nothing he did was illegal, everything was consensual and everyone was legal. Of course still be mad, of course you can hate him, of course you can still enjoy his videos that he's included in, or his characters.

If we stopped enjoying media because one person was an ass hole or made a mistake in their time, we'd never enjoy anything.

I know this is hard for a lot of us and I hope the community can recover.