How curious our trajectories.
I sometimes find myself wishing we had welded wings earlier... I wish that I had been the subject of your prose, your musings. But I know it’s not true because it gave us exactly what we needed, when we needed it.
Limes and the heat making sweat under my hoodie. Sore feet from all the bouncing and uneven sidewalks. Our invisible tether; a tacit connection; just our loving secret as we ebb and flow like binary stars flying a low level through the city streets.
Docks; an infinite mirror of sky and sea. Sometimes just needing a little comfort. Laughing into tearful oblivion. Feeling our frequencies harmonize; alignment. Forehead to forehead. No expectation just embrace with understanding. True connection. Our bubble, our ring, our home, our heart, our team, we carry with us everywhere we go even if we’re miles apart the tether can never be broken. No one can ever challenge us.
You wanted me to ask you because you were ready. You gave me a feeling that I had never felt before... And I knew I deserved it, I deserve to be happy. I scrawled it on that note before I pushed it into the wall of confessions.
You know me, I love sappy.
Polaroids, notes, hidden gestures and tokens that keep us in thrust. You could never become ugly in my eyes. I will hold these stars forever. We choose to remain, to persist, to persevere, to stay and not walk away.
Holding each other close in the dark on the shower floor. Sat in the Adirondacks gazing into the black expanse above the horizon as I realize I’m finally home and I’ll never have to wander again.
I look forward with my head high and my shoulders back into a future of encouragement, support, love, guidance, patience, compassion, and empathy.
I always want you always want to hear your voice and listen to your day. You’re the greatest thing that’s ever happened to me. You are a tremendous person; larger than life. I’ve never been more proud of something than I am of our relationship and our love.
My eyes see your beauty and my soul sees perfection.
You are my reason for everything.
I love you Alivia. 100 years.