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Anon requested: Hi! I saw that you wrote a 100 request and I loved it. Would you mind writing a Bellamy x reader for me where (Y/N) was wounded during a fight against the grounders. She survived, but was left with an awful scar across her back. It left (Y/N) insecure, but Bellamy loves it, convincing her that it shows how strong she is
A/N: English isn’t my first language, so I apologize in advance for any mistakes.
You and Bellamy had been dating for a while now, and it wasn’t like he’d never seen you naked before, but it had been a few weeks since the last time. Since the grounders attacked your camp. There were a few changes in your behavior which he now began to notice. Things like you leaving his tent to change clothes, or distracting him when he tried to get you in bed with him.
He’d asked you about it a couple of times, which often ended up turning into an argument. He thought you were having doubts about him, and that you wanted to end the relationship, but he couldn’t be more off. You loved Bellamy, and you’d trust him with your life. You just really didn’t want him to see the permanent ‘art’ (as Raven called it) that one of the grounders left on your body.
It had been a normal day until the grounders all of sudden attacked. No one saw it coming. One of the grounders ran up to Jasper, so you jumped in between them, stabbing the grounder in the neck. It was the first time you’d ever killed someone, so you stood there, just staring at his lifeless body falling to the ground. This gave another grounder the perfect opportunity to kill you from behind, but he was killed by Jasper in the process, so all he left you was a huge scar right down your spine.
Now it was one of those nights again, you were in Bellamy’s tent, just hanging around, and he tried to make a move. When you pulled away, he lost it.
‘Are you kidding me [Y/N]?! It’s been two weeks! What’s going on with you?’ He shouted.
‘Bellamy.. I…’ you started, but he never let you finish.
‘If you want to end things, just do it. Don’t hurt me like this.’ his voice softened. He sounded defeated, like all of the fight had been pulled out of him.
‘It’s not you Bell..’ you said softly. His face lit up when he heard you call him by his nickname.
‘Then what is it? you?’ he sighed.
‘It’s this..’ you turned your back to him and pulled your shirt over your head, nervously waiting for a response. You were afraid he was going to be grossed out, which wouldn’t be unlikely, because you were too. The scar went right down your spine, and covered the full length of your back. It almost looked like you had had back surgery, because it was such a straight line.
Bellamy walked over to you and traced the scar with his fingers.
‘So this is why you’ve been so distant lately?’ he asked, and you nodded.
‘It’s so beautiful..’ he said.
You frowned and turned around. ‘Beautiful? It’s disgusting. It’s all over my back.’
‘[Y/N], you survived a grounder attack. You even have this to remind you of that. This should be something you’re proud of, not something you want to hide. It’s not a scar, it’s a work of art.’ he paused for a moment. ‘You, are a work of art.’
Bellamy softly pressed his lips onto yours. He spent the rest of the night telling you the things he loved about you, and he mentioned your scar multiple times. He showed you all of his scars, which you traced with your fingers while he told you the stories behind them. Some of them were funny. Some of them were sad. But they were all memories. He made you realize you worried over nothing, and that scars weren’t always a bad thing.
Hi! I saw that you wrote a 100 request and I loved it. Would you mind writing a Bellamy x reader for me where (Y/N) was wounded during a fight against the grounders. She survived, but was left with an awful scar across her back. It left (Y/N) insecure, but Bellamy loves it, convincing her that it shows how strong she is.
what a cute request! I'll put this on my list and it'll be up as soon as possible! :)
Request: can i request a bellamy x reader with the prompt ‘how about you shut up and listen to me?’
A/N: my first ever the 100 imagine! English isn’t my first language, so I apologize in advance for any mistakes!
You were awoken by the loud sound of people yelling at each other. Raven walked into your tent and threw some clothes at you.
‘Monty’s missing. You should get dressed, you’re on the search team.’ she explained and ran back out.
‘Good morning to you too.’ you sighed and quickly put on your clothes.
When you walked outside you saw the whole camp in chaos. Everybody was panicking over Monty going missing, because he wasn’t the first. Four other kids had disappeared over the past few days, and there were a lot of theories going around. Most of them involved grounders kidnapping people from camp, but you weren’t convinced.
Bellamy walked up to you, and you really weren’t looking forward to him talking. He was an arrogant dick, who’d been taking people’s wristbands, making the Ark think earth wasn’t survivable. He thought of himself as the leader, and you couldn’t stand him. The feeling seemed mutual. Bellamy knew you were winning over people, and he couldn’t deal with the fact that some kids chose you over him.
‘What’s taking you so long? Those people won’t find themselves.’ he said, grabbing your arm to lead you to the rest of the search group.
‘Let go of me.’ you said, trying to sound at least somewhat threatening. ‘I can walk over there myself, thank you very much.’
He let out a groan of annoyance. ‘It’s too early for this [Y/N]. How about you wait a little longer before you start acting up?’ A smirk appeared on his face.
‘How about you stop being an asshole, and I’ll consider it?’ you answered smiling.
‘How about the two of you stop fighting like a married couple?’ Octavia laughed as she stepped in between us.
Everybody laughed, except for Bellamy and you.
‘Let’s go, those people won’t find themselves.’ you said trying to provoke Bellamy, who shot you a dirty look.
The sun was setting, and you’d been searching all day. Your legs felt like they were about to give in, and your stomach growled.
‘Guys, do you think we should head back to camp?’ you asked, picking some berries and eating them. There was no response.
‘Guys?’ you turned around to find that you’d lost the group, and had no idea where you were. ‘Shit’ you mumbled, trying to find your way back.
After a while of searching, the sun had set completely, and it was pitch black. ‘Shit, shit, shit!’ you shouted, leaning back against a tree.
‘[Y/N]? Is that you?’
‘Bellamy?’
‘I thought I recognized that swearing.’ he laughed.
‘I’m so glad I found you guys!’ you exclaimed.
‘Sorry to disappoint, but it’s just me, and I’m lost.’ Bellamy sighed.
‘Oh..’ you sighed.
‘Wow, am I really that disappointing?’ Bellamy tried to joke.
‘The fact that we’re going to freeze to death is pretty disappointing, so I’m sorry if I’m not that excited to see you.’ you complained.
‘Would you stop being such a pessimist? I did find a bunker.’ he sounded annoyed at you.
‘Great, then we’ll starve to death in a bunker! What an improvement!’
You didn’t mean for it to come out the way it did, but the cold made you grumpy.
Bellamy just rolled his eyes and tried to keep his anger under control, leading you to the bunker and searching the cupboards for any food or water, with no results.
‘So was I right? Are we going to starve to death?’
You knew very well you were provoking a fight, but you couldn’t care less at the moment. Anything that took your mind off the hunger and the cold was good enough for you. The wall you were sitting against was hurting your back, and you felt miserable.
‘Do me a favor. Die first. At least then I’ll get a moment without your complaining before I go out.’ Bellamy responded, also provoking a fight.
‘How about you just go to sleep so I don’t have to talk to you?’ you suggested.
‘How about you shut up and listen to me?’ Bellamy stepped closer towards you. He seemed threatening, so you stood up.
‘I will never, ever, take orders from you.’ you stepped closer as well.
‘Why? Because you’re so good on your own? That’s what got you into this mess in the first place!’ Bellamy shouted.
‘Well I’m not the only one in this mess! So that means you’re no good on your own either! What kind of leader are you?’ you shouted back.
‘A better one than you! At least I dare to take action!’ He stepped even closer, leaving only a few inches between your faces.
‘Then why do i never see you take any action?’ you asked provokingly, squinting your eyes, daring him to say something else.
Bellamy took your face in his hands and crashed his lips onto yours. It didn’t take you long to return the kiss. This had been building up over the past few days, and the two of you had finally snapped. The kiss was fiery and passionate. His hands landed on your waist, pulling you against him, and your hands were in his hair. Your tongues circled each other and your hands roamed each others bodies.
When you finally let go of each other, the two of you weren’t cold anymore.
So I’m super busy studying but I neeeed some distraction, please send in some prompts and your preferred pairing and I’ll try to write something right away :)
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Imagine: Dean getting drunk and confessing his feelings for you
A/N : English isn’t my first language, so I apologize in advance for any mistakes
It was 3 am and you still hadn’t gone to bed. There was research to be done, and you knew Sam was exhausted, so you told him to go to sleep, promising him you would pick up where he left off for a few hours. Only a few hours turned into a whole night because you couldn’t find anything. Dean went out right after dinner, so you just assumed he ended up in a bar somewhere.
The bunker door opened and Dean walked in. He attempted to hang his jacket on the coat rack, but failed, and fell against the wall. Oh god, he was wasted. You walked over to him, helping him get up.
‘Come on, let’s get you to bed, okay?’ you said and started guiding him towards his bedroom.
Dean broke himself free from your grip.
‘Why don’t you go and bring Sam to bed? If you’re lucky, you’ll even end up there with him’ he laughed sarcastically.
‘What’s that supposed to mean?’ you asked, a little insulted.
‘What’s that supposed to mean? Well let me tell you what that’s supposed to mean!’ Dean shouted, sitting down on his bed and almost falling off.
‘You’re in love with Sam! Which is dumb [Y/N], because he doesn’t love you back! You should be in love with someone who does love you back! You should be in love with...’
Dean stopped talking mid-sentence and fell down on his bed.
‘I should be in love with who Dean?’ you asked, a little pissed at his shouting.
‘You should be in love with me god damn it!’ he yelled and jumped up from the bed, almost stumbling over.
‘You should be in love with me! Not Sam! Me!’ he repeated his words.
Your jaw dropped, you couldn’t do anything but repeat his words over and over in your head.
‘Why do you think I’m in love with Sam?’ you asked softly.
‘Well aren’t you?’ Dean asked, still shouting
‘No Dean, I’m not’ you whispered.
Dean’s eyes widened, he looked genuinely shocked. He took a few steps in your direction and crashed his lips onto yours. It didn’t take you long to return the kiss and put your arms around his neck. He put his hands on your waist and pulled you closer.
When you broke the kiss, you decided it was your turn to complain.
You being a prophet without knowing that, and having visions about an unknown man (Dean), who you then run into.
There he was. The guy you had been having dreams about for 4 months and 3 days. The man that had died 36 times in your hallucinations, or whatever they were called, and 123 times in your dreams.
What was supposed to be a quick trip to the gas station, ended up a little different when you saw him, casually filling up his tank, very much alive.
“It’s..it’s you..” you managed to say. Which was quite an accomplishment considering your heart was beating so fast you could hear your pulse. It was hard to focus on anything but the pounding in your head.
His face was a mix of confusion and worry. He looked you up and down before speaking.
“I’m sorry, do we.. know each other?”
A sigh escaped your lips. He didn’t know. Of course he didn’t know. How were you ever going to explain a man who was clearly alive, that you’d seen him die? It wasn’t like you had all day to decide on what to say, since he was still staring at you waiting for a response.
So you said the most untactful thing you could’ve possibly said.
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Summary: Without any idea how or why, you wake up in heaven. Scared, confused and curious you try to break out of your ‘part’ and look for some answers. When you see the door with Dean’s name marked on it, you can’t help but going in. That’s when you find something you didn’t expect at all.
Warnings: none
A/N: English isn’t my first language, so I apologize in advance for any mistakes.
Your eyes wandered the room you had just woken up in. There were a few things you recognized, such as your favorite book laying on the floor, and steaming hot tea served in your favorite blue mug standing on the kitchen counter.
“What the..?” you whispered to yourself.
It was a small apartment that you’d never seen before. How the hell did you get here? The last thing you remembered was going on a hunt with Sam, coming back home, getting in a huge fight with Dean and falling asleep on the couch not long after. It was a pretty average day until the couch you just woke up on, wasn’t the same couch you fell asleep on.
Your thoughts were all over the place, but for some unknown reason you felt calm. You walked over to the kitchen to take a sip of your tea. It was your favorite, so if you were being kidnapped, this person knew an awful lot about you. The drawers and cabins were filled with your favorite foods and when you turned on the radio it was set to your favorite channel. You decided to take another sip and enjoy the music.
“Mmm, seems like heaven.” you mumbled to no one in particular.
Your eyes widened and you dropped your cup of tea on the floor.
“Oh my god.. I’m in heaven.”
You started pacing back and forth through the room, trying to think of a way to get out. A little while ago you’d heard Sam, Dean and Castiel talking about heaven. You tried to remember the conversation, but couldn’t quite figure out what they said. Something about rules… or a gateway…or loopholes. Yes! That was it! Loopholes!
Without wasting any time you started exploring the walls, which felt like the most logical place to have a hidden door. Maybe there would be some sort of handle you could turn to reveal a secret room, like in movies. Too bad your life wasn’t like the movies, because you found nothing.
You had to look elsewhere if you wanted to get out, which you did. You giggled at the irony of everybody wanting to get into heaven and you trying to break out of it. A set of candles caught your attention while walking to the bedroom. Only one of them wasn’t lit. Quickly you searched the room for a lighter and lit the last candle. The sound of a door opening let you sigh in relief.
The door led to a hallway which was white, simple and cold. There didn’t seem to be an end to it and it was filled with thousands of doors. Slowly, you started walking, not exactly knowing where to. All you knew was that you had to get away from here. Nobody seemed to be around, but you were keeping quiet, almost tip-toeing, just in case somebody was there.
All the doors had names on them. You didn’t exactly pay attention to it as you were making your way down the hall, until you saw one that seemed to jump out. You noticed it right away.
Dean Winchester
You wanted to open the door. No, this was wrong. You couldn’t just enter Dean’s heaven. You hesitated for a moment, your hand still lingering on the doorknob. It probably wasn’t allowed to enter someone else’s heaven. But then again, it probably wasn’t allowed to break out of your own either.
You turned the doorknob and walked in. The first thing that caught your attention was the rock music that was softly playing. The door shut behind you. There was a beer bottle on the kitchen counter, right where your cup of tea had been in your personal heaven, and the book that was laying on your coffee table was replaced by a porno. You giggled. This was definitely Dean’s heaven.
As much as you enjoyed exploring Dean’s little piece of paradise, you wanted to go home. You let yourself fall onto the couch and let out a defeated sigh. Something poked your back, a book. When you opened it, something fell out. Or well…, multiple things. Photos. You picked them up to look at them.
Your jaw dropped in surprise when you saw it weren’t just some photos. It were photos of you and Dean. It were all photos of you and Dean. There was even one of just you, without him on it. You remembered when he took that. It was right after a hunt. You even had some blood on your cheek, but he insisted on taking a picture of you, so you gave him a cheesy smile.
You and Dean had been fighting since the moment Sam took you in. He never seemed to like you, so you returned the favor. It wasn’t that you didn’t care about him, because you did a lot. It was just that he acted cold from the minute you stepped through the door, so you decided to do the same.
But if he wanted you to be in his heaven… did that mean..?
“Yes [Y/N], that’s what it means.”
You jumped up and turned around, ready to throw the book, when you noticed it was Castiel.
“Cas!” you cried out and ran up to him, hugging him. “What’s going on?”
“I don’t know, but I think it may be time to send you back to earth.” he said and reached out to lay his fingers on your forehead.
“Wait, Cas. Why are there photos of me in Dean’s heaven?” you asked.
“You know why.” Cas said. And you could swear he smiled.
I'm so so so sorry for being inactive the past week. There was some stuff going on that I couldn't ignore, but I'm writing a lot more imagines this week because my head is full of ideas :)
Imagine Dean pulling you into the bathroom to catch up after his weekend away.
You were grabbed by the arm and pulled rather roughly into the nearest bathroom. He pressed you up against the closed door, reaching behind you to lock it before crashing his lips to yours. You broke apart and looked into each others eyes for a moment.
‘Well hey there handsome. Nice to see you too.’ you said with a smirk.
‘Hey’ he breathed softly. ‘I missed you.’
‘I missed you too Dean. How was your camping trip?’
‘Boring as per usual. It would have been much better if you were there to keep me company.’ he said with a cheeky glint in his eyes.
‘Oh really?’ you questioned, raising your eyebrow. You snaked your arms up his firm chest and around his neck, tangling your fingers in his short blonde locks.
‘So, would you say we’ve got a bit of catching up to do?’
‘Yeh, I think we could say that’ he grinned down at you. Cupping your cheek in his calloused hand, he leaned in and kissed you. Softly. Gently. At least that’s how it started anyway. The kiss became more desperate and passionate and 5 minutes later you were sat on the bathroom counter with Dean standing between your legs, his long fingers tangled in your hair.
‘Dean I-’ kiss
‘Really have to-’ kiss
‘Go!’ you sighed, summoning the strength to push at his chest.
‘Okay, okay! Ya nerd. I know you have class that you absolutely can’t miss.’ he joked, rolling his eyes.
‘Yes. As a matter of fact I do. I’ll see you later okay?’
‘How about I drive you home?’
‘Sounds good babe. Thanks.’ And with one final chaste kiss, you turned and walked out of the bathroom.
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A/N: Hi guys. So I’m really excited because this is my first ever fic! It would be so so awesome to get any feedback you see fit and let me know if you would like a part 2! Also I apologise in advance for any spelling/grammar mistakes! This is still very new to me. Enjoy x
Word count: 1252
Characters: Dean x Reader, reader’s mother, Lisa, mentions of Reader’s father
Warnings: (never done these before but I’m gonna have a go) swearing/angst/fluff/brief mention of death
Summary: High School AU - Dean and reader have known each other for years. They used to be friends, but not so much anymore.
Y/N - your name
Y/N/N - you nickname
Y/C/H - your colour hair
Y/C/E - your colour eyes
BAM! You collided with a solid chest, causing you to not only drop your books but spill coffee all down the front of your shirt. You looked up and your gaze was met by those beautiful, bright green eyes.
‘Next time look where you’re going, jerk!’ you growled, and stalked off in the other direction, in search of a bathroom to clean up in.
You really weren’t in the mood to deal with Dean fucking Winchester this morning. You’d been neighbours since you were 5. You practically grew up together, your parents being best friends and all. You were inseparable. But when you hit high school, that all changed. He grew interested in girls and football and over freshman year you slowly lost touch. Now, in your senior year, he was just a massive pain in your ass.
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Flashback (1 year earlier) - Dean’s POV
‘Hey, Y/N!. Wait up!’
He called out her name and she slowed, turning.
‘What do you want, Winchester?’
Her expression was hostile. He remembered when those eyes would light up at the sound of his voice, crinkling at the corners when he did something that would make you smile. What happened? He asked himself. Maybe one day he could fix it.
‘I was wondering if you wanted to come to a party this weekend, with me and my friends?’
‘No offence Dean, but that’s not really my scene okay. See you round.’ she said, turning back around and walking away.
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‘Y/N! Come on sweetheart, don’t be like that. It was an accident, I’m sorry. Let me take you home to clean up?’
You stopped, just for a second, without turning around.
’No, Dean. Just leave me alone.’ You said, practically sprinting down the hall and out of the school, holding back tears.
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Dean’s POV
‘What the hell?’ Dean thought to himself. He really didn’t understand the big deal. It was just a bit of coffee right? Suddenly it hit him. The date. How could be so stupid as to upset you today of all days? He looked up to see his current fling, Lisa looking at him with a confused expression. Her eyes had followed his to Y/N’s retreating form.
‘Dean, you coming?’ Lisa questioned.
‘Yeah, yeah. Let’s go’ He said, shaking his head and smirking at her.
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You ran all the way home, tears threatening to spill any moment. When you got there, you burst through the front door, racing straight up to you room, slamming the door closed and sinking down with your back to it.
‘Y/N/N honey, is everything alright?’ your mom asked gently thought the door.
‘Yeah mom, I’ll be fine. Just give me a sec?’
‘Sure baby, I’ll be downstairs when you want to talk.’
Today was the day. This day 7 years ago, your dad had passed after being hit at a stoplight by a drunk driver. He died on impact, leaving you with your mom. You two had always been close. He was the one you went to for advice or comfort. You loved your mom, but you just didn’t have the same bond. It was tough the first few years, especially just the two of you. Dean and the rest of the Winchester family were what got you through. Even at the young age of 10, he was your rock. He picked up the shards of your broken heart and piece by piece, he put it back together. That’s why you hated him. He was your everything, the one you could depend on. But he left, just like your dad, leaving you all alone again. You couldn’t forgive him for that.
After cleaning yourself up and putting on your pyjamas, you headed downstairs. Halfway down, you heard your mom talking to someone. Curiosity got the best of you and you rushed down the rest of the stairs, into the kitchen. When you saw who was at the kitchen table, you majorly regretted it.
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Dean’s POV
He looked up when he heard a sharp intake of breath. All he saw was your Y/C/H hair disappearing around the corner. He heard you sprint upstairs and slam your bedroom door shut. He followed suit after a silent pleading look towards your mother.
‘Y/N! Wait! Please, just talk to me. I’m sorry. I didn’t realise what day it was. I was insensitive. Forgive me?’ he whispered, leaning his forehead against the door, knowing full well you were just the other side of it. Slowly the door opened just a crack and he saw your tear stained face. He pushed it open and pulled you into his arms.
‘Come here.’ You resisted at first, but soon couldn’t help but sink into his embrace. His familiar scent surrounding you. He sat you both down on the bed and held you while you sobbed. Not long after you had fallen asleep. He couldn’t shake the feeling of déjà vu.
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Flashback (4 years earlier) - Dean’s POV
As if on cue, he heard a quiet knock on his window. He poked his head out and there you were, standing in the midst of the storm, the rain washing away your tears.
‘Y/N are you crazy?! Get in here, you’ll freeze.’ he yelled over the loud rumble of thunder. That was all the encouragement you needed to hurry inside.
This had happened every year on this day for the last 3 years. You would appear at his door, a mess and he would hold you whilst you sobbed, until finally you fell asleep and he would lay you down gently on the bed, curling his body around yours as if trying to shelter you from the world.
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You woke the next morning to a strong scent of mint and aftershave and an arm flung lazily across your stomach. This was something you definitely weren’t used to. You turned as gently as you could so as to not wake the person next to you. Shit. It was Dean. You took a second to remember the events of the previous night. Of course Dean Winchester had come to your rescue, as he had done a million times before. Except this time it was different. You hated the fact that he’d been there and that he still cared. It made you resent him even more or leaving you.
‘Dean. Dean, wake up.’ you whispered as you shook him shoulder.
‘Whass goin’ on?’ he grumbled as he awoke from him deep slumber.
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Dean’s POV
He opened his eyes slowly. He’d never been a morning person. And he’d been having the most amazing dream. He’d fallen asleep with Y/N in his arms again. It hadn’t happened in years. As his view came into to focus, his sleepy expression turned into one of surprise as the evening came flooding back to him. He was staring into your piercing Y/E/C eyes.
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‘Dean you should go. I appreciate your help last night but unfortunately this doesn’t change anything. You still left me when I needed you the most.’
You could see in his eyes that he knew there was no point arguing. He got up wordlessly and put on his shoes. Before walking out of the door he turned and locked his eyes with yours.
‘I’m sorry Y/N. I don’t know what happened between us, but I’ll fix it okay. I’ll fix it.’ And with that he left. You ran to your window and watched him walk back home, opening the door and disappearing inside.
Summary: A witch separates you into two different persons. The good you, and the bad you. Dean runs into the bad you and that’s when things get out of hand.
Warnings: swearing, blood, death
A/N: This was inspired by 10x11, There’s No Place Like Home
No matter how many times you tried, Dean didn’t pick up his phone. Your fingers scrolled down your contacts, and lingered over Sam’s name. He seemed to be your only option, so you pressed ‘call’. The phone rang for what felt like forever.
“Hey [Y/N], what’s up?” Sam answered the phone. He sounded busy, like he wanted to keep this call short.
“Hey Sam…” you started. “I’ve got a bit of a situation here.., and Dean isn’t answering his phone.”
“Are you okay? What’s going on?” Sam asked.
“Well.. I am okay, but.. the other me is not so okay..” you replied.
“Wait what? What do you..? I don’t..” Sam sighed. “I’m on my way.”
Sam walked in to see you on the couch with your head in your hands. You were thinking of ways to reverse what happened, and of ways to reach Dean, who still wasn’t answering his phone.
“[Y/N]? Care to explain what’s going on?” Sam sat down next to you on the couch.
“Well.. long story short. There are two of me right now. My clone, and.. well, me.” you said softly, expecting Sam to be pissed.
Sam looked at you wide-eyed. He either didn’t want to say anything or he didn’t know what to say. You picked up your glass of water to take a sip but accidentally dropped it.
“Fu..” you tried to swear, but didn’t succeed.
“Fu…” you tried again. “I.. I can’t.. I can’t swear?”
“Oh god..” Sam said. “You weren’t just cloned [Y/N].. You were split in half. You’re the good you, and the other you is pure evil.”
You ran your hand through your hair and let your head fall down.
“[Y/N], where would your evil self go?” Sam asked you.
You thought about it for a long time. Your evil self could be absolutely anywhere. You loved bars, so that could be an option, because alcohol counted as bad. It was either alcohol or… All of sudden it hit you.
‘Dean..’ you whispered.
“The bunker. Now.” Sam said and grabbed his keys.
You hurried down the stairs that led to the bunker door, ready to swing it open. Sam stopped you.
“[Y/N], we’ve got to be careful.” he said
“No, we’ve got to hurry up!” you protested, and opened the door.
There was Dean, and.. you. Well, not exactly you, but your evil half. They were just standing there, talking to each other and laughing. Sam pulled you into the kitchen, out of their sight.
“So what’s the plan?” you asked. You wanted that ‘you’, away from Dean. She was capable of anything.
“I.. don’t really have one.” Sam whispered.
You were about to give Sam an angry stare when you saw his eyes widen. You turned around and saw Dean walking into the kitchen, spotting you and Sam. His face went from smiling to serious in about 0.001 second. Sam was just about to explain everything to Dean, when ‘evil you’ walked in.
“Ah, look who’s here to join the party. I was wondering when you’d show up.’ she laughed. “Took you long enough.”
“Yeah, guess I was trying to avoid hanging out with a less-awesome version of me.” you said. You were trying to sound confident, but it sounded more like you were trying to compliment her. Damn it.
She laughed. “Doesn’t matter. You’re finally here, and I’ve waited long enough.”
“Waited long enough for what?”
You had barely finished your question, when she punched Dean in the face. “No!” you cried out as you jumped up, which immediately resulted in Sam pulling you down and telling you you weren’t strong enough to go up against her. Sam stepped in himself, and you had to stay in the background. Dean tried to throw a punch, but she avoided it like it was nothing.
Sam pulled her off of Dean, and threw her against the wall so he could help him up. As she hit the wall, you felt a sharp pain in your shoulder. You gasped for air and cried out Sam’s name. It was Dean who responded and ran to you, only to find you down on the ground, grabbing your shoulder.
You screamed when you felt a kick in your ribs and rolled over onto your side, not being able to get back up. Dean just stood there, completely unaware of what was going on, or what to do about it.
The amount of pain became unbearable when you felt a punch on your lip. The taste of blood filled your mouth. Someone fell down right next to you. It took you a lot of effort to turn your head around and see ‘evil you’ laying there. Her lip was bleeding as well, and just like you, she was grabbing her shoulder and ribs. The only difference was that she could get back up right away, and you could barely move.
“Sam! Stop! They’re linked to each other!” Dean shouted. Apparently he’d figured it out as well.
Sam stopped attacking, and looked over at you, laying on the floor. This was the perfect opportunity for your evil self to take action. She threw Sam to the floor, and punched Dean with so much force, that he fell over and stayed down. She appeared to be in possession of some sort of super strength.
For a few seconds, she just stood there, looking at both of the boys. Maybe she was choosing one, because after those seconds, she jumped over to Sam, and wrapped her hands around his neck.
“No! Please.. don’t.” you cried out, sounding weaker with each word.
She ignored your begging, and squeezed Sam’s neck even tighter. He was gasping for air, and desperately trying to push her off him. You couldn’t do this… You couldn’t just lay here and watch your dark side kill Sam.
Your hand reached for your gun under your belt. You pulled it out and used every last bit of your strength to push yourself up, so you could sit on your knees.
“[Y/N]? What are you doing!?” yelled Dean, who just gained back consciousness. and was still laying on the kitchen floor.
“I have to Dean..” you said, a tear rolling down your cheek. “I’m sorry.”
You aimed your gun at the back of.. you. It was a very difficult thing to do for someone who can’t do bad things. Every fiber in your body was trying to keep you from pulling the trigger. but you fought it. You closed your eyes, and took the shot.
All the energy got sucked out of you. You fell down onto the ground, but felt Dean’s arms lifting you up and putting your head onto his lap right after.
“No.. no.. no. .no! [Y/N]!.” he said softly, but angry.
“It’s okay…” you whispered. “It was worth it..”
Dean shook his head and placed a kiss on your forehead.
“It’s not okay..” he whispered as a tear rolled down his cheek. “I love you.”
You wanted to say it back but couldn’t, because you didn’t have the energy.
Somehow you were okay with that. You felt peaceful in Dean’s arms, and ‘I love you’ were the last words you got to hear, from the most beautiful voice, which belonged to the most amazing person.