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sorry but the popular girl who made this cool blog has died and turned to rot (oh no!) this post is being made by the cool and awesome worms that are eating her corpse (yum!) but im afraid to say she's not around anymore and im worried you'll be upset i'm not her (uh oh!) and i was gonna just pretend to be her and hope you wouldn't notice but then i found out she was doing the exact same thing for whoever the hell she ate to be alive (omg twins) and it makes me wonder if i got that idea from eating her or if it is just the obvious play when you wake up with access to another girl's tumblr account

lol no one told her i respawn that's fucked

its been a hell of a week! pass the ego death

this sucks i need to k- [remembers that having a large audience means that genuine vent posts will be inherently misconstrued misinterpreted and just generally misread, and will also be both over and under reacted to by people who think they have a good read on me by how i touch my computer, and also remembers the impressionable dolls in the audience who hungrily eat any piece of my self that i leave in their range] portray my suffering in a relatable and funny manner while putting a positive spin on it as to have a healthy impact on the lives of my fans ✌️😁

the moon is a friend who can help with secrets

im adding a new phase of life in between adolesence and adulthood called "cutehood" or "the cute zone" where you become really cute and sweet and nice and kind to everyone you meet and also im pushing back adulthood til youre like 70 so most of your life is gonna be in the cute zone where youre really cuteness

sorry but the popular girl who made this cool blog has died and turned to rot (oh no!) this post is being made by the cool and awesome worms that are eating her corpse (yum!) but im afraid to say she's not around anymore and im worried you'll be upset i'm not her (uh oh!) and i was gonna just pretend to be her and hope you wouldn't notice but then i found out she was doing the exact same thing for whoever the hell she ate to be alive (omg twins) and it makes me wonder if i got that idea from eating her or if it is just the obvious play when you wake up with access to another girl's tumblr account

see when spiralatria was first born it was a spawn of the me that was entirely separate from irl and my friends and who knows me and all that and that was so so so freeing and lovely and awesome and though in the months since then ive made so many awesome friends and had so many great experiences and yet now it's the blog where i stopped doing that comic and got cursed that one time and a bunch of people know who i am irl and it totally changes the vibe yknow?

ah but if i just run away and start another blog it's not like this is gonna change like either i stay totally anonymous and never feel connection through my work or i slowly bleed affection into the account and become known and thus seen and i've never really found the balance yknow? how do other artists do this

or maybe i divorce my need to make art from my need to find connection? it's not like i am lacking it these days - i haven't drawn anything awesome in ages and yet girls still talk to me. maybe i'm assuming too much of this hobby

sorry but the popular girl who made this cool blog has died and turned to rot (oh no!) this post is being made by the cool and awesome worms that are eating her corpse (yum!) but im afraid to say she's not around anymore and im worried you'll be upset i'm not her (uh oh!) and i was gonna just pretend to be her and hope you wouldn't notice but then i found out she was doing the exact same thing for whoever the hell she ate to be alive (omg twins) and it makes me wonder if i got that idea from eating her or if it is just the obvious play when you wake up with access to another girl's tumblr account

see when spiralatria was first born it was a spawn of the me that was entirely separate from irl and my friends and who knows me and all that and that was so so so freeing and lovely and awesome and though in the months since then ive made so many awesome friends and had so many great experiences and yet now it's the blog where i stopped doing that comic and got cursed that one time and a bunch of people know who i am irl and it totally changes the vibe yknow?

ah but if i just run away and start another blog it's not like this is gonna change like either i stay totally anonymous and never feel connection through my work or i slowly bleed affection into the account and become known and thus seen and i've never really found the balance yknow? how do other artists do this

sorry but the popular girl who made this cool blog has died and turned to rot (oh no!) this post is being made by the cool and awesome worms that are eating her corpse (yum!) but im afraid to say she's not around anymore and im worried you'll be upset i'm not her (uh oh!) and i was gonna just pretend to be her and hope you wouldn't notice but then i found out she was doing the exact same thing for whoever the hell she ate to be alive (omg twins) and it makes me wonder if i got that idea from eating her or if it is just the obvious play when you wake up with access to another girl's tumblr account

see when spiralatria was first born it was a spawn of the me that was entirely separate from irl and my friends and who knows me and all that and that was so so so freeing and lovely and awesome and though in the months since then ive made so many awesome friends and had so many great experiences and yet now it's the blog where i stopped doing that comic and got cursed that one time and a bunch of people know who i am irl and it totally changes the vibe yknow?