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ocd will have me thinking i cant text "here now if you wanna head over" because i sound like blowjob mario with a walkie talkie
nobody thinks this way, you are a broken person
A collection of my Henry/Nicky art for Pride month~ You can read an 8-page preview of their comic, A Longshot Out of the Birdcage, on my patreon - and becoming a member unlocks the full prologue, plus all my behind the scenes work.. and NSFW art! ;>
not even kidding be SO earnest. Be so honest and forthcoming about your life, your feelings in the pursuit of connection with others, and know being as earnest as possible in your experience is what quells loneliness in those who feel the same way as you do. Is what helps us feel seen. And builds community and resolve within the fact it doesn't have to feel so lonely and insurmountable. we need community and connection. You really are not as alone as you think, we're all scared. we need to hold each others hands
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I don't think I ever posted pictures of my Les Mis skirt on tumblr! And what better day than barricade day!
It is called Prière d'Espoir by the brand Alice and the Pirates. Unfortunately it is out of print so it can be quite difficult to buy. I had to search for years! It also comes in a dress version, and black and cream colorways, which I also haven't been able to find. (Because believe me, I would absolutely buy multiple versions of the same skirt lol.) The skirt depicts various memorable scenes from Les Mis. It is super cute!

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Courfeyrac encapsulates so much about what I love of the second wave Romantics— that instinctive, immediate friendship for people who seem lost; the commitment to social justice and to actively changing their society; the wit and seeming frivolity that overlays a very serious and active sense of justice; the sense of a warm community of friends who support and help each other; the idea that enjoyment of the finer things in life are not incompatible with dedication to a good and necessary cause, but are, in fact, a necessary part of it; the gallows humor; the way art, literature, and philosophy are so much a part of life, they’ve become punning matters— and, above all, the punning.
your life is not an optimization problem
as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.
really losing my patience for any 'feminist' statement to the tune of 'we need feminism because women fill a fundamentally different and necessary role than men and will be better at doing x y or z'. like actually i think we need feminism because it is an unbearable death of the spirit by inches to exist in a world where you are not seen as a fully realized human being because of a single cultural determination, and because a world that enshrines such things creates systems that are fundamentally sick to the core

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Javert's Suicide
I actually have proper time to myself today, so I finished "Javert Derailed." (Being an adult is really annoying because I do not get enough time to immerse myself in my interests.) I was somewhat dreading this chapter. I knew what would happen, but I didn't want it to happen. And when it did happen, I got emotional, of course. I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about this section, so here is me trying to put them in writing.
First, it's very important here that guilt is not Javert's primary motivation. Yes, Javert "examine[s] his conscience" (trans. Donougher 1181); however, the repeated references to the breaking of his moral compass - his internal "division" (1180), his "loss of certainty" (1183), etc. - indicate that this sense of morality is the conscience that he examines. Javert is devastated because the world and values he was certain of have been reduced in the face of Valjean the convict's kindness: "All the axioms that his whole life had hinged on gave way before that man" (1182). Nothing is orderly or predictable anymore, and this "loss of certainty" is Javert's "supreme anguish" (1183).
Although I doubt that Hugo intended these descriptions of Javert's pain to reflect neurodivergence, they portray the relationship between neurodivergence and order/chaos incredibly well (at least in my experience as an autistic woman). Javert's belief that he cannot simply be human but must "be irreproachable" (1184), his distress over being bombarded by "a whole order of unexpected factors" (1183) or by having "the unknown looming over him" (1186) - these are things that terrify me and so many other neurodivergent individuals who I have become acquainted with. I mean, I have cried and had meltdowns over far less major changes than what Javert undergoes; it makes perfect sense that he is distressed. I've said it before and I'll say it again: Javert is autistic. I don't care that the term and diagnosis of autism wasn't coined until the twentieth century; autistic people have always existed and Javert is one of them. And honestly, he's much better representation than a lot of purposefully autistic characters in modern media.
Another part of this section that I found significant was the following excerpt:
"The only unknown Javert had ever seen was down below. The irregular, the unexpected, the disorderly opening-up of chaos, the possibility of sliding into an abyss - this was something to do with the nether regions, with the intractable, the wicked, the wretched." (1186)
Here, Javert's origins reappear ("the nether regions," etc.). These two sentences make such an impression upon me because Hugo hasn't exactly alluded to Javert's childhood since Part 1. His reinstatement of this childhood, importantly, reiterates an additional layer of depth to Javert's character. Javert has a deep-rooted fear of "sliding into an abyss," or, in other words, of living a life of chaos that lacks any sense of the known.
And the language! The language in this section is so very poignant. The use of oxymoron, for instance: "vile angel" (1183), "horrified and dazzled" (1184). And there's something of Julia Kristeva's abject here; the natural world is grotesque, the river being "swollen" (1190). The ways Hugo references Javert in the final paragraph is also fascinating. Javert transitions from a "statue" (1171) to a "phantom" (1190). Interestingly, Valjean is also described as a sort-of "phantom"; he is a "spectre" (1171). There is certainly something to this parallel.
Finally, there's Javert's pronouns. He is a "he" at the beginning of the final paragraph but, by its end, becomes an "it." Javert ceases to become a living being and becomes a thing, becomes one of the many atoms that comprises the Seine.
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Just in time!
Collectivity and individuality in the ensemble of Les Misérables
Last year I wrote my bachelor's thesis about ensembles in musicals and in Les Mis in particular, so I thought it would be fun to post something about the conclusion of my research for this year's barricade day. I am currently writing another thesis (also related to Les Mis lmao), so I did not have the time to reformat it or anything, but I think my original conclusion of the case study + part of the conclusion of the thesis together make my point pretty well either way. I hope y'all find it as interesting to read as I found to research it!

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Orestes Fasting & Pylades Drunk || Les Misérables Animation
In honour of another Barricade Day, I present you a little animation of Chapter XXIII 🙇🥀
Last year I did an animatic of Grantaire with Dust & Ashes from The Great Comet. This time I hope you’d like more of Orestes & Pylades!
Preview~
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Epilogue
Happy Barricade Day! After all, June 6th is the day they made their sacrifice, so I’m not late, right?
The inspiration for this drawing came from the Toledo Cathedral—the sense of the heavens opening up, which also corresponds to the final song of Les Misérables, "Epilogue."
In the painting, I wanted to depict the scene Jean Valjean vaguely sees as he passes away. Fantine takes his hand, leading him toward heaven, while the Bishop stands beside him, illuminating the path behind. And in the background are those who fell during the battle.
The upward composition gives the feeling that their voices fade into the "valley of the light," reflecting their destiny of "climbing to the light." I wanted the darker surroundings to contrast with the light of heaven, showing that they now dwell in that place beyond—echoing the lyric, "We will live again in freedom in the garden of the Lord."
Jehan loves playing the flute, so perhaps the "distant drums" are sounds he conjures.
Behind Valjean, there is a mural of women—intended to represent the "lovely ladies," along with little Gavroche and his sister Éponine above. These figures embody the suffering people of the earth, much like the lyrics of "Wretched of the Earth."
On the heavenly side of the mural are two elderly men: the Parliament G and Mabeuf. Finally, the little angels surrounding the Bishop are Gavroche’s younger brothers.