please picture me
an independent, private, and selective witchy original character. this blog is multiship, multiverse, crossover, au, and oc friendly! cast by bailey (she/her, 25).
in the weeds,
a study in feminine power, reclamation, humanity's place in nature, devotion to others vs devotion to the self, religion vs spirituality, feeling worthy of love, hopeless romanticism, found family, self-discovery, transformation, and so on.
before i learned civility
blogroll: @loomenary, @hyonmoon. // rules (please read all the way through as they are different from my other blogs), about, and verses under the cut <33
i used to scream
mains: tba! (if we're mains on my other blogs and you want to be mains here, pls reach out!)
ferociously,
established on july 10th, 2025 under the full buck moon, a moon symbolizing growth, new beginnings, and reclaiming one's power :'))
any time i wanted.
rules
general stuff: this blog is 21+ ONLY as that is what makes me the most comfortable. no godmodding or metagaming! please cut your posts and turn asks into another post if you wish to continue them! donβt feel that you have to match my length (i go off sometimes). also, take your time with your responses! i may be active at times, but donβt feel pressured to match my speed either! please reblog from the source, ic =/= ooc, this blog is not spoiler free, and all the other general rp etiquette!
no awful shit here, okay? no racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, and so on. this is a SAFE SPACE for everyone. also, hp muses dni, even if you are a multimuse. also, i don't want to interact with faceclaims that are gross irl. i don't keep up with celebs, but if it's on my radar, i don't want to interact.
on having hunter schafer as a faceclaim for a cis character: hunter schafer has expressed interest in being cast in more cis roles, and i want to honor that by using her as the face of my cis female character. this choice is made with respect for hunterβs wishes and identity. while i deeply value trans narratives, i don't feel equipped to write those experiences authentically, as i am not trans myself. this decision is not meant to erase or ignore trans stories -- just a way to honor both hunterβs versatility as an actor and my own limitations as a writer.
this blog is MUTUALS ONLY!!! please hardblock me if i follow you and you do not want to be mutuals! this is so i don't accidentally interact with you. also, if you want to BREAK MUTUALS for any reason, please hardblock me as well. no hard feelings, i just want to make sure we are all interacting with those we want to! if you do not follow me back within a week or two, i WILL unfollow to keep my dash clean and mutuals only. as for those who WANT to be mutuals: let's chat! my dms and DISCORD are open to you, forever. we can chat about our muses, plotting, and so on! also FEEL FREE to tag me in random things like starters and media any time you want!
this blog will contain TRIGGERING TOPICS, such as religious trauma, mental health conditions, blood and gore, body horror, crime, violence, death, murder, and so on. i will be tagging things as #trigger tw. if you have any triggers, please let me know so i can tag them! if i ever miss anything, please reach out and i will tag it appropriately. i myself don't have any triggers, but i will NOT write any of the following: rape/non-con, incest, bestiality, or pedophilia.
after writing some smut with a friend of mine, i've decided that i will write smut. obviously, mun and muses HAVE to be 21+ to write smut with me, that is non-negotiable. i also want to say that, CONSENT CAN BE REVOKED AT ANY TIME, FOR ANY REASON, BY EITHER PARTY. that is how we do things here! also, if you'd rather write smut 1x1 on discord, i don't mind that at all, either. in fact, that is where i have been writing my smut. mutuals if you want my discord for this purpose (or any other purpose!) feel free to ask and i will happily give it to you! all smut will be tagged "usft tw", and suggestive content will be tagged "suggestive tw"!
this blog is multiship! eden is BIROMANTIC BISEXUAL, so she can be shipped with anyone! (almost⦠the ships must be appropriate.) mutuals, if you ship my muse with your muse and feel that they have chemistry, please let me know! i am open to discussing it because i LOVE shipping!
i DO practice mains! this just means i will prioritize threads with mains, and will go to them first with new plot ideas. if we're mutuals and friends and you want to be mains, please reach out! as of now, i do not practice exclusives. i feel that everyone portrays their muses so differently that i wouldn't want to limit myself to writing with just one of a character!
as for formatting: i use small text, big text for dialogue, and icons! sometimes i drop icons when i'm not feeling it, though. sometimes it's just too much for me. i go off vibes and vibes only. oh, but please let me know if you need me to do anything specific with my formatting for accessibility reasons! i will be happy to comply.
one last note: eden is NOT a self-insert! you might notice some things about eden and i are the same, such as an interest in psychology, and we share similar faiths, but i am not eden and eden is not me. we are actually very different -- eden is way more outgoing, and she was kicked out of her house because her parents are awful people (my parents are not and still support me). all that is to say, i drew from some of my life experiences for eden, and i see myself in her, but i do NOT consider her to be a self-insert. also, eden is still a wip! i'm still learning about her and her character will grow and change as i write her more, and that is such a cool thing!
thank you for sticking through all that with me! my name is bailey, i use she/her pronouns, i'm 25, am on the east coast of the united states, am biromantic & bisexual, and am disabled via autism, ocd, fibromyalgia, and pots. i am currently unemployed due to disability and want to go back to school for psychology. i look forward to writing with you! :)<3
credits: psd, icon bases.
about
stats name: eden fae spehl age: 21+ gender: cis female pronouns: she/her orientation: biromantic, bisexual ethnicity: white nationality: american birthday: october 9th zodiac: libra sun, libra moon, leo rising mbti: enfj enneagram: 2w1 alignment: chaotic good face claim(s): hunter schafer, anya taylor-joy
personality positive traits: receptive, reliable, passionate, altruistic, charismatic, demonstrative, generous. negative traits: unrealistic, overly idealistic, condescending, intense, overly empathetic, people-pleasing, possessive.
backstory eden fae spehl wasn't always eden fae spehl. she grew up going by the name sarah elizabeth stone -- her parents were conservative christians who lived in a small town and raised eden with certain beliefs and expectations. she went to church every sunday and wednesday, went to a private christian school, and carried the bible with her everywhere she went. it wasn't until her teenage years that she started to question the world around her -- question the doctrine and the rules she'd been taught. she started by studying psychology here and there, learning the way humans interact with each other and what healthy behaviors look like. when she discovered witchcraft, it felt like stumbling into something that she'd always been meant for. her parents were appalled and kicked her out at the age of twenty-one. she moved out to the city, got a job, and got some roommates to help her pay her bills. this is when she changed her name to eden fae spehl, echoing her favorite bible story by reclaiming it. she also decided to go to school for psychology to become a therapist who specializes in religious trauma and queer issues, because she also discovered her orientation around this time in her life. she still believes in god, but not in dogma -- so she uses the bible as folklore and poetry, creating sigils from psalms and affirmations from proverbs.
verses
power & prayer (main) eden works part time at cafΓ©/bookstore called bookbrew and goes to college for psychology. she takes a few classes per semester, so she doesn't have too much on her plate. she lives with her roommates in a little apartment in the city. she stirs intentions into each customer's coffee, and prays over each book she sells. sometimes, the owners even let her set up a tarot reading corner on her off days, and she leaves crystals with sigils carved into them in the various corners of the shop for prosperity and protection.
bookmarks & bloodstains (ghost) on her 21st birthday, the coffee shop/bookstore she works for is robbed at knife point in the early morning hours before it was officially open. eden was on opening shift with a younger coworker, and got stabbed trying to protect her from the robber -- eden bled out on the floor. her spirit still haunts the bookbrew, not because she died there, but because she still loves it there. she wants to protect her customers and coworkers -- her friends and her found family. she whispers prayers over people, and leaves little bookmarks lying around from the other side, enchanted with magic.
death & dialogue (banshee) eden was born with the ability to see and talk to ghosts. her earliest "imaginary friends" were people like her great grandparents she never met, or people from the 1900s that haunted her house. she started predicting death shortly after. she saw the deaths of all her grandparents before they happened, and told people as much at their funerals. her parents in particular did not appreciate this because they did not believe in ghosts, but in heaven and hell -- no inbetween afterlife on earth. she started learning how to communicate with the spirits more effectively and helping them move on to their next life.
moon & magic (werewolf) eden was bitten by a wolf when she was a teenager. due to eden's magical abilities, the wound healed overnight, and all of a sudden, she had these wolf powers -- she could smell things she shouldn't, and her instincts got dialed up to eleven. her first few full moons were rough, but she got through them without hurting anyone. she learned how to control it (using spellwork) to the point she doesn't consider it a curse anymore -- but just another part of herself.
fangs & faith (vampire) eden was turned in the 1920s by another vampire, one she loved and trusted, who wanted to spend the rest of their immortal life with her. one day, the other vampire was killed by vampire hunters, and eden was devastated -- she was supposed to have a forever, but now she walks the world alone. she only feeds when she has to, and only on "bad people" or people who have consented... but it still makes her feel morally sick, and she weeps. she tries to give back to people with her witchcraft -- doing tarot readings for them and giving out spell jars to people whenever she can.
salt & spells (mermaid) eden is born in another world. she is a mermaid, one that is fascinated by the human world -- she collects things from there to use in her spellwork. one day, she comes up with a spell that allows her to transition between mermaid and human, and she visits the land often. when her parents find out about this, they disown her and cast her out from their home -- believing her witchcraft to be dangerous and unnatural. so, eden decides to go live in the human world full time and visit the sea every once and a while, because of her aching nostalgia for home.
roots & rituals (farmer) instead of moving to the city, eden moves out to the country and starts to run her own farm -- dubbing it eden's garden. she meets all the locals, giving them spell jars along with her fresh produce. there is magic rooted deep in the land she chooses -- she can feel it in her spirit, and it is sacred to her.
lyrics & light (kpop demon hunters) eden is an american indie singer/songwriter by day and a demon hunter by night. she's in south korea on tour, so that's how she meets huntrix and the saja boys. she uses an athame (ceremonial dagger) as her demon hunting weapon. her lyrics are all poetry and spellwork -- she uses them to cast protection spells over her fans and the world.
force & flame (star wars) eden was abandoned as a child on dathomir once her parents discovered something strange about her -- she wasn't aging normally. it scared them and so they left her somewhere they thought she might belong -- with the dathomirian nightsisters. when the witches found her, they took her in immediately and began to teach her the ways of the force and how they use it. eden grew up with the nightsisters, she became one of their own. talk of eden and her extraordinary gift spread throughout the galaxy and made it back to the jedi and the sith. both wanted her, but she wanted to stay with her sisters, and so she did. when the dathomirian massacre happened, eden was left for dead -- but her magic saved her. it turns out, why she ages so slowly is because her body is constantly, and unbeknownst to her, healing itself with the force. so, her wounds that would have been fatal healed quickly, and she was one of the only survivors. after she woke up and realized she'd lost her sisters, she began traveling the galaxy, using her powers to heal people as she went along.
