yours truly.

the weather is getting colder, it’s 57° here now— i love it. i’m so excited for this weather, it always makes me happiest.

i feel my happiest during the fall & winter season, it’s crazy. spring is okay for me & then summer (mainly the month of august) is when my seasonal-sadness kicks in, it sucks. i hate summer for that reason.

i’m getting a new phone next week and im super excited. i bought some cases for it and a protective screen as well. i wish it’d come now but... patience 😌😂

i wanna dye my hair again. lol. thinking abt doing it the week my clothes i ordered come in. pretty dope

also want my nostril repierced along w my belly button. might do it this weekend. it’s easier to say these sorts of things than to actually to it tho bc i always pussy out

hate seeing images of people online & comparing myself to them. brings me down, one of my most toxic traits

i’ve been happier. happy days.

school stresses me out /: i have a goal & im almost there, but not quite... but i will keep trying.

it’s nice to have goals bc it makes u feel like you’re doing something in life, @ times where it feels like you’re not.

there are some days that i do feel aimless and insignificant, but that’s because i don’t give myself enough credit for the things i do do.

i’ve been happier these days. i mean ive been happy these few months really. occasionally i do have my bad days but nonetheless i’ve been feeling very blessed & happy.

i feel fulfilled, mostly bc the things i’ve dreamt of for months have finally come into fruition... slowly but surely.

i feel blessed. fulfilled, happy, productive, loved, positive, & everything in between, & it feels great to b happy like this again 😌

those bad days & bad months i endured weren’t for nothing. they led me to who i am today and if it weren’t for those events i def wouldn’t b here, & for that i’m blessed. i feel as tho my hard work has really paid off, to say the least. ☺️💗

ʍɥʎ do ! sʇ!ןן ɥnɹʇ.

haven’t posted in a bit. didn’t die, just been occupied & didn’t feel like posting i guess.

anyways, i’ve picked up on a new hobby that’s been fun for me, i love it

i can’t believe we’re alr @ the end of august man, i swear august has just flown right on by!

but, i look @ that as a good thing. these months seem to “fly on by” when you’re not doing thru bad times within them.

it takes me back to when november-may were terribly long & excruciating months for me, only bc within those months i was going through a really really hard time.

but ever since june, i’ve been better. way better, & these months just fly on by.

of course i still get my bad days but it’s nothing compared to those 7 months, & i’m thankful for it. thankful for all i’ve gone through that’s build me into the person i am today, & i can’t express my gratitude enough for the things i’ve gone through, nonetheless.