ITS THE MONTH OF GAY!!!!!! IM GONNA BE SO FUCKING GAY THIS MONTH! IF YOU'RE A MAN, DON'T EVEN LOOK AT ME! I WILL ONLY ACCEPT FEMALE ATTENTION THIS MONTH 🏳️‍🌈😎🏳️‍🌈👭🏳️‍🌈

I wish boys weren't such annoying assholes. A relationship would be nice. But im trying to make the best of it and treat myself like I would a partner. Therapy is going well. Twice a week. Slowly working through all my trauma. ✨️

Mothers day is always an extremely hard day for me. Such an immense feeling of loss. Mourning the miscarriage I had, and mourning the mother I never had. My childhood was like something you'd see on an episode of criminal minds or svu. I've spent years in therapy trying to undo the damage she caused. And there won't ever be any kind of accountability or apology. Ive had alot of abusers but shes the only one that came the closest to killing me.