Post-Lapsaria

Kaisen, Ashlyn, Me and Ryan. ME AND RYAN’S SHIRT.

swat katz. 

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Did you recognize the last part? It’s from a nursery rhyme. Do you hear it?

Sunken city by the ocean. You could teach the seventh grade. Do you think because you chose to? You always fell in love the way you’re supposed to. At the Target inside of the mall. Fear of what you weren’t exposed to. There’s no way to keep in touch with certain people. You wonder how long something can last. Pretty sure most people don’t think about that. But who the fuck is laughing now. Sunken city by the ocean. Car smells like hot Gatorade. Do you think because you chose to? Do you think things are different than you think they are? Never really had a drug phase. So you think you’re fucking miserable now? For the Catalina fight song. You, always

I lost it all in a beach community, where it was lost is not all that clear to me. Over the sidewalk, into a slow talk. Call the police! Told me I’m in the wrong town. Wait for your cue ‘cause my scene it ain’t over. Torch up your house while your kids are at home. What can you do when you’re not getting sober? It’s hard to admit but you’re always feeling alone. A few miles down as the streets count backwards, I realize it’s true. Everything reminds me of you.

Five beer plan. Take a lover’s nap, shut your little trap. It’s a pleasure cruise, when you’re born to lose. And if I told you so, would you act like you know?And at the driving range, you’re shouting fire away. I started feeling strange, thought of taking my life. And then I told you so, I fucking told you so.

So lonely, too sad to, to see you nothing next to me. Oh hold me, it’s been too, too long since I’ve been a friend of me. Can you climb to the roof? Can you yell at the sky? Can you see in the dark? And can you stay up all night? It’s hard, hard to, believe, in me and you.