its the final spacemod (doo doo doo do)

2: once I went thru A TAG! but was repulsed/have never shipped incest and had no idea what I was doing! I saw some by accident too but was so freaked anxious I just exited instead of reporting even tho I’m the last person that should be anxious

I reported every incest fic in the first tag now but I feel like only selfishly. I’m starting therapy soon, maybe she’ll help me w my impulse but I can’t blame everything on my mental health and I indirectly hurt so many by surpressing for so long!

ur not bad 4 this dont worry anon

why are u the last person that should be anxious? and (and dont take my word on this im not a professional) it couuld be a form of emotional selfharm? i look at things that makes me anxious (like my harassers blog) sometimes bc of impulse like i Cannot stop thinking abt it if i do it. maybe talk abt ur impulses w ur therapist? 

its not a crime 2 accidentally(?) open up an incest fic dw 

fun facts once i was reading a readerinsert and didnt realise it was noncon (or was it dubcon i forgot) until halfway through bc SOMEBODY (me) didnt read the warnings so ur fine anon

i hate hate hate incest even tho ive basically shed most of my antishipper shit i will still always always always hate incest and pedo shit idk its a weird case for nonhumans w unfathomable ages i mmmight make a post explaining all my stances but i also might nooot…

!!! youre welcome and ahhh im proud of you!! tbh, my parents dont know and never will know about my pocd. they dont get the bare bones stuff about depression, i dont trust them to know that its involuntary. eeeither way, it could be a lots of different things? 

my theory for myself is that it has something to do w/ my cocsa bc i think the age i was is the oldest that my pocd will flare up (i dont remember what age i was exactly, i just remember my cousin was a year younger than me and ill forever be embarrassed by it butwhatever) and also i kind of accidentally palov-conditioned myself into making it worse…. when it first flared up id switch immidiatley to thinking to actual sexy things, not pocd stuff and now its like the dog the whistle and the food. great goin past me

and i know youre not a threat, when people hurt children theres- theres no real way to do it accidentally yknow. (and this is coming from someone who used to have uncontrollable violent urges, so i know there is such a thing as uncomtrollable) but what ur pocd tells u you wanna do, u cant really accidentally do, and this repulsion shows you wont do it

i know it sucks to equate children w/ sexual frustration but its not you, its ur brain fuckin u over bc…. bc they suck. sometimes ya just gotta throw ur hands in the air and go “brains. they suck.” 

still im really proud of you for telling someone and im always here if u wanna talk ^^ that goes for anyone w problems, esp if its pocd, i know how much it Sucks to have it

hey, hey, listen to me

when i started having pocd thoughts i wanted to kms too but just remember-

that repulsion? thats proof you wont hurt them. ive dealt with this for a long time myself too and ive had those thoughts and i know how awful it is, but… im gonna tell you something that might sock you, because it shocked me

i have a lot of friends. every one of them knows i have pocd, and none of them think im a bad person because of it. every single one, they all get it, even if they dont have it. i know it can be scary to talk about it, hell its still scary for me and i havent had a single negative reaction thus far, but…. just try with one person. you already told me and thats a big step and im proud of you. but… think of the one friend you have that you trust more than anyone else. tell them, im sure they wont think of you as a bad person. 

please please dont kill yourself, i know how badly you want to because i wanted to do it too but please it can get better, pocd is a real thing which means you can get help- eventually, find a therapist you are completely comfortable with, itll take a while but there is hope

and btw, me talking about it actually helped my pocd! i obsess over it way less, i dont hate myself whenever it flares up, and all the talking and the less of obsession actually lowered the age range for what causes flareups for me

i know you wont hurt a child, ever, the fact that youre here crying and talking to me piroves it. just cause you have pocd doesnt mean youll hurt anyone, ok? you can talk to me anytime you want btw im always here 

we’ve been kinda dead 4 a month, buuuut if u send in the mod app , i might add u anyway and u can post some stuff ^^

tag undertale porn as undertail

dont tag fontcest as undertale

hi i’m mod chara! how you doin? good? aight cool