Big Mood

‘Because of your favourite part.’

‘When he says, ‘Tell my wife I love her very much…’’ Vanessa says.

‘And then he says, ‘She knows,’’ Joan says.

‘Yeah,’ Vanessa says. ‘That’s it. Thats the best part of that song. But do you think she knows? Do you really think she knows?’

‘She knows,’ Joan says. ‘She absolutely knows.’

‘Okay,’ Vanessa says. ‘I can live with that.’”

-Atmosphere, Taylor Jenkins Reid

I WAS SOBBING SO HARD THIS BOOK HAD ME GOING THROUGH EVERY EMOTION ISTG

“If you’re in bed next to me, I will take your hand. If you are not, I will go find you. I will spend the rest of my life, if I get that lucky, seeking you out. Not because I promised you or because you’re there. But because I will want to. I will want to be beside you. Every day. Forever. Every morning, I wake up and I think, ‘God, yes, her.’ If that can be enough for you, it’s yours until the day I die.”

5/5 STARS 😭

“Could I have a job?” I said in a rush. “It’s just we need the money and I can’t let her lose the house. It’s all we have left. I’d do good, Gordo. I would do good work and I’d work for you forever. It was going to happen anyway and can we just do it now? Can we just do it now? I’m sorry. I just need to do it now because I have to be the man now.” My throat hurt. I wished I had something to drink, but I couldn’t get my legs to move.

Gordo didn’t say anything at first. Then, “I think that might be the most I’ve ever heard you talk at one time.”

I just know I’m going to need either a very detailed recap before the next book or I’m just going to have to reread the books. So many unanswered questions!!!

-what the fuck is going on with the river thing???

-Carl being married to the lawyer??? And honestly everything else that goddess said and is doing

-Carl seeing the nothing creature and then Li Jun? And also juicebox being able to look like the nothing???

-whatever the fuck the AI was talking about with Carl and Orren

-Brittany? Having a presence? Did I read that right? And the axe or pickaxe? What’s going on there?

-I don’t know that I fully understand what all justice light did there at the end

-what will be the narrative purpose behind Carl having a collection of world ending nukes

-I’m still a bit confused on why the ship of orc babies got blown up and what Rosetta, Victory, and the former crawler gang have to do with it

-carls brother???? Confirmed dead? Still wondering about that

-is Samantha going to get a body? I really didn’t think she’d end up being such an important character

-donut not being on the cover of this inevitable ruin makes me sad

-Tipid :(

-if donut and carl don’t get a fucking nap, some therapy, and a happy ending I’ll be pretty upset

Found donut.