Southern Swole

Hey y'all! So I have been MIA for a long ass time. I think last time I was on here was about a year or so ago. So just a quick update. I'm in real estate now in the San Antonio area. Not yet an agent. But, soon will be. Now, I'm just part of a team making calls and setting appointments with badass benefits. Which my team is too in the city and cool as shit. I haven't been in the gym for a while neither. But, with his job I should turn that around and be back to the southernswole y'all know. I realized a lot of people haven't been on lately. But, I'm still here for y'all. Hit me up guys. I miss y'all. Happy liftings

To know one of my ex girlfriends past away yesterday from cancer. She wants but a good soul to me. She cherished me. Held me. Loved me. Her family did the same. She shouldn't had been the one to go so soon. I don't know how to feel. I want to comfort her family. But I can't. Not because I can't physically. But mentally. What is wrong with me? Her family did a lot for us. They supported her and I. When I know a lot of other parents wouldn't. They wanted us to go all the way. But I couldn't. What am I feeling?