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β§ CW: Flustered Hyunjin, SKZ teasing Hyunjin, mention of food/starving (figure of speech), "I'm going to kill them" (figure of speech), lots of dialogue. Please let me know if I missed anything π
β§ A/N: Happy Hyunjin day! π₯° This was written last night in one sitting and I forgot to schedule it. Oops! lol. I was sleep deprived so hopefully it makes sense cause I didn't read it back.
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You were the first in the practice room. It was quiet, carrying in the stillness of the morning.
Youβd shown up early as usual, but today, your freshly cut hair was brushing lightly against your jaw and your glasses were resting on your nose. It felt strange not having your usual ponytail and contacts but the freedom was nice.
You were stretching on the floor, scrolling through music on your phone, when you heard the door creak open.
Hyunjin stepped in, head down, drink in hand and tapping through something on his phone.
He looked up and froze.
βOh sorry!β His hand was already reaching for the handle. βI think I walked into the wrong room.β
βHyunjin? Itβs me.β
His hand paused. He stared for what felt like forever before the confusion on his face melted into realization. βYou cut your hair.βΒ
You nodded. βYeah, figured it was time.β
He walked slowly back inside. His gaze drifted from your glasses to your newly chopped hair, then right to your eyes. He didnβt say anything at first. He just stared.Β
Finally, he let out a breathy βWow. You look... wowβ
βI hope thatβs a good βwowββ you smiled.
He nodded way too fast. βYeah, totally. I mean, you look... different. But in a good way.β
He stepped backwards without looking and his heel caught on one of the floor markers. He stumbled, arms flailing to catch himself.
You jumped up to help, but he straightened quickly, cheeks turning red.
βIβm fineβ he insisted, but immediately tripped over his own foot.
You rushed forward, grabbing his forearm to steady him. He went still, eyes darting to your face, lingering a little too long again.
He ran a hand through his hair, still flustered. βI just didnβt expect you to look like that this morning. The hair, the glasses...β his voice got quiet. βSeriously, I thought someone else was in here. I didnβt think Iβd...β
You cut him off βCatch you falling over yourself?β
βCan we pretend that didnβt happen?β He groaned.
βNope.β You laugh.
The way he was looking at you softened now that the shock was wearing off and it made you think the haircut had been a very good idea.
Before you could tease him some more, the door burst open.
βHyunjin, did you...β Chanβs voice cut off when he spotted you. βOh! New look?β
Felix slid in behind him. βWait, what? Who...? Oh shit, that looks really good on you.β
The rest of Stray Kids and the dancers popping into frame, chiming in with comments, whistles and compliments.
Chan clapped his hands. βAlright, warm up! Letβs run the choreo from the top.β
Everyone took their positions. You moved to your usual spot, directly in Hyunjinβs view.
He glanced at you in the mirror once. Then twice. Then again, quickly looking away, embarrassed when you looked at him.
Β βFive, six, seven, eight!β Lee Know yelled over the music.
Muscle memory was taking over, you got into the rhythm immediately.Β Hyunjin did not.
In the mirror, you caught him glancing sideways at you, lips slightly parted, eyes unfocused with admiration. It didnβt match the strong and fast choreography at all.Β
And then... THUD. The room froze.
Everyoneβs eyes were locked on Hyunjin on the floor, knee down, palm planted, hair falling into his face.
βHyunjin?β Chan blinked, confused and concerned.
Han walked over, suspicious. βNo way. Did you just trip over your own feet?β
Lee Know throwing in βWhat happened? Did the floor offend you or something?β
Hyunjin coughed and pushed himself off the floor, trying to regain some dignity. βIβm fine. I just wasnβt paying attention.β
Felix followed Hyunjinβs gaze to the mirror. Then to you. Then back to Hyunjin.
Felixβs face lit up. βOhhh! I see.β He said with a mischievous grin.
Hyunjin immediately turned bright red.
βOkay, you donβt get distracted. Like ever. The building could collapse and youβd keep dancing perfectly.β Chan declared, hands on his hips.
Han gasped dramatically. βWait! Itβs because of y/n, isnβt it? Youβve been staring at...β
βNo I havenβt!β Hyunjin squeaked, cutting him off.
You covered your mouth to hide your laugh. βHyunjin, you kinda have been and thatβs totally fine.β
He looked like he wanted the floor to open up and swallow him whole.
Changbin patted Hyunjinβs shoulder. βItβs okay. I get it. Y/n is really pretty.β
βChangbin!β Hyunjin swiped his hand away, turning his face away from everyone.
Chan finally intervened. βAlright, alright. Reset from the top. Hyunjin, try not to eat the floor this time, yeah?β
Hyunjin groaned softly. As everyone got into position again, he stepped close to you, voice barely above a whisper. βYou do look really pretty today.β
Your heart jumped. βThank you.β You smiled sweetly at him.
He swallowed. βAnd I swear Iβm not usually this clumsy.β
You laughed. βI know.β
He met your eyes through the mirror. And this time, when the music started again, he didnβt fall, but he did miss a beat or two because he was still smiling at your reflection.
His head turned to your reflection like a sunflower chasing sunlight and everyone noticed.
During a short break, the teasing picked up again.Β
Seungmin smirked at Hyunjin. βHyunjin, you good? Need glasses too? Might help you, you know... look forward.β
βHyunjinβs in love. Hyunjinβs in loveeee.β Han added quietly.
Hyunjin nearly tripped again. βSTOP.β
I.N fake squinted at the mirror. βMaybe heβs not looking at y/n. Maybe thereβs a ghost behind her.β
Lee Know didnβt even look up from tying his shoe. βIf that were the case, he wouldnβt be blushing. Ghosts arenβt that attractive.β
Hyunjin grumbled, absolutely done with them, and walked over to grab his drink.Β
Everyone stopped teasing Hyunjin just long enough for practice to wrap up. Everyone was exhausted and ready for food, but the group had other plans.
You didnβt notice the glances, the whispering, the suspicious smirks, but Hyunjin noticed. βOh no.β he muttered under his breath.
You turned to look at him. βWhat?β you asked, but he didnβt answer.
Instead, Chan clapped his hands loudly again. βAlright everyone! Weβre heading to dinner.β
βYeah, weβre starving.β Han added.
βAbsolutely starving!β Felix said dramatically.
βLike death is near.β Changbin agreed with a nod.
You laughed. βOkay, letβs go!β
But then Chan grinned. His eyes darting from you to Hyunjin and back. βOh, no. Weβre going. You two are staying.β
You raised your eyebrow, confused.
Hyunjin froze, wide eyes staring at Chan. βWhat do you mean weβre staying?!β
Lee Know stepped forward, βWe, as a group, decided that Hyunjin needs to stop tripping all over the place and figure out his feelings before he breaks an ankle.β
Hyunjinβs soul left his body. βGuys, itβs not...β
Felix patted his back. βItβs for your own good.β
Chan pushed him gently towards you. βBond. Talk. Confess. I donβt know. Figure out whatβs making you malfunction.β
βHyung, please...β Hyunjin whined.
βWeβll go get food and be back in an hour or so.β Chan said.
βBye!β Everyone screamed in chaotic unison.
The door shut. Silence.
βSooo, they really just left us here.β you said awkwardly, turning to Hyunjin who squatted down and looked like he wanted to evaporate.
Hyunjin rubbed his face with both hands. βIβm going to kill them. Actually kill them.β
You laughed. βItβs fine. We can just hang out until they come back.β
He peeked at you through his fingers. βThey think I...β he stopped himself.
You sat down on the floor, stretching your legs, pretending not to notice how flustered he still was. βThey think you what?β
βThey think I like you.β he finally got out, quietly.
You smiled gently at him. βWell, do you?β
βI...β he looked down, fiddling with the hem of his shirt.
βI wansβt supposed to say that out loud.β he muttered.
You shifted closer to him. βSay what?β
He looked at you, and the moment he saw your face, your glasses slightly slipping down your nose, your hair framing your face perfectly, it slipped.
βI like you. A lot.β he blurted out.
Your breath caught.
He looked horrified. βWait, no. I mean... yes. I wasnβt going to say it like that. I...β
βHyunjin.β you said, gently touching his hand.
He froze instantly.Β
You smiled at him. βI like you tooβ
His eyes snapped open. βYou do?β
You nodded. βI was honestly waiting for you to stop staring long enough to do something about it.β A small laugh escaping you.
His ears turned so red, he looked like he was overheating.
βI wasnβt staring.β he whispered.
βYou tripped while dancing and just walking.β You raised your eyebrows at him.
βOkay, maybe I was staring.β
βIt was cute.β You laughed softly.
Hyunjin melted just a little. He reached for your hand, getting his confidence back, and laced his fingers with yours.
βCan I take you on a date?β he asked.
You squeezed his hand. βYeah, you can. Iβd love that.β
He smiled, relieved.
Of course, thatβs when the door exploded open. Scaring both of you.
βThey did it. Theyβre holding hands! Guys look!β Han screamed of excitement.
βHan, you werenβt supposed to open the door yet!β Lee Know scolded him.
Hyunjin groaned into your shoulder while the others screamed and cheered for the both of you.
Through it all, Hyunjin kept his eyes on you and he didnβt let go of your hand. Not even for a second.
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β§ Summary: Your new look has Hyunjin tripping, flustered and flat out falling for you... literally.
β§ CW: Flustered Hyunjin, SKZ teasing Hyunjin, mention of food/starving (figure of speech), "I'm going to kill them" (figure of speech), lots of dialogue. Please let me know if I missed anything π
β§ A/N: Happy Hyunjin day! π₯° This was written last night in one sitting and I forgot to schedule it. Oops! lol. I was sleep deprived so hopefully it makes sense cause I didn't read it back.
β§ Masterlist or read on AO3 β§
You were the first in the practice room. It was quiet, carrying in the stillness of the morning.
Youβd shown up early as usual, but today, your freshly cut hair was brushing lightly against your jaw and your glasses were resting on your nose. It felt strange not having your usual ponytail and contacts but the freedom was nice.
You were stretching on the floor, scrolling through music on your phone, when you heard the door creak open.
Hyunjin stepped in, head down, drink in hand and tapping through something on his phone.
He looked up and froze.
βOh sorry!β His hand was already reaching for the handle. βI think I walked into the wrong room.β
βHyunjin? Itβs me.β
His hand paused. He stared for what felt like forever before the confusion on his face melted into realization. βYou cut your hair.βΒ
You nodded. βYeah, figured it was time.β
He walked slowly back inside. His gaze drifted from your glasses to your newly chopped hair, then right to your eyes. He didnβt say anything at first. He just stared.Β
Finally, he let out a breathy βWow. You look... wowβ
βI hope thatβs a good βwowββ you smiled.
He nodded way too fast. βYeah, totally. I mean, you look... different. But in a good way.β
He stepped backwards without looking and his heel caught on one of the floor markers. He stumbled, arms flailing to catch himself.
You jumped up to help, but he straightened quickly, cheeks turning red.
βIβm fineβ he insisted, but immediately tripped over his own foot.
You rushed forward, grabbing his forearm to steady him. He went still, eyes darting to your face, lingering a little too long again.
He ran a hand through his hair, still flustered. βI just didnβt expect you to look like that this morning. The hair, the glasses...β his voice got quiet. βSeriously, I thought someone else was in here. I didnβt think Iβd...β
You cut him off βCatch you falling over yourself?β
βCan we pretend that didnβt happen?β He groaned.
βNope.β You laugh.
The way he was looking at you softened now that the shock was wearing off and it made you think the haircut had been a very good idea.
Before you could tease him some more, the door burst open.
βHyunjin, did you...β Chanβs voice cut off when he spotted you. βOh! New look?β
Felix slid in behind him. βWait, what? Who...? Oh shit, that looks really good on you.β
The rest of Stray Kids and the dancers popping into frame, chiming in with comments, whistles and compliments.
Chan clapped his hands. βAlright, warm up! Letβs run the choreo from the top.β
Everyone took their positions. You moved to your usual spot, directly in Hyunjinβs view.
He glanced at you in the mirror once. Then twice. Then again, quickly looking away, embarrassed when you looked at him.
Β βFive, six, seven, eight!β Lee Know yelled over the music.
Muscle memory was taking over, you got into the rhythm immediately.Β Hyunjin did not.
In the mirror, you caught him glancing sideways at you, lips slightly parted, eyes unfocused with admiration. It didnβt match the strong and fast choreography at all.Β
And then... THUD. The room froze.
Everyoneβs eyes were locked on Hyunjin on the floor, knee down, palm planted, hair falling into his face.
βHyunjin?β Chan blinked, confused and concerned.
Han walked over, suspicious. βNo way. Did you just trip over your own feet?β
Lee Know throwing in βWhat happened? Did the floor offend you or something?β
Hyunjin coughed and pushed himself off the floor, trying to regain some dignity. βIβm fine. I just wasnβt paying attention.β
Felix followed Hyunjinβs gaze to the mirror. Then to you. Then back to Hyunjin.
Felixβs face lit up. βOhhh! I see.β He said with a mischievous grin.
Hyunjin immediately turned bright red.
βOkay, you donβt get distracted. Like ever. The building could collapse and youβd keep dancing perfectly.β Chan declared, hands on his hips.
Han gasped dramatically. βWait! Itβs because of y/n, isnβt it? Youβve been staring at...β
βNo I havenβt!β Hyunjin squeaked, cutting him off.
You covered your mouth to hide your laugh. βHyunjin, you kinda have been and thatβs totally fine.β
He looked like he wanted the floor to open up and swallow him whole.
Changbin patted Hyunjinβs shoulder. βItβs okay. I get it. Y/n is really pretty.β
βChangbin!β Hyunjin swiped his hand away, turning his face away from everyone.
Chan finally intervened. βAlright, alright. Reset from the top. Hyunjin, try not to eat the floor this time, yeah?β
Hyunjin groaned softly. As everyone got into position again, he stepped close to you, voice barely above a whisper. βYou do look really pretty today.β
Your heart jumped. βThank you.β You smiled sweetly at him.
He swallowed. βAnd I swear Iβm not usually this clumsy.β
You laughed. βI know.β
He met your eyes through the mirror. And this time, when the music started again, he didnβt fall, but he did miss a beat or two because he was still smiling at your reflection.
His head turned to your reflection like a sunflower chasing sunlight and everyone noticed.
During a short break, the teasing picked up again.Β
Seungmin smirked at Hyunjin. βHyunjin, you good? Need glasses too? Might help you, you know... look forward.β
βHyunjinβs in love. Hyunjinβs in loveeee.β Han added quietly.
Hyunjin nearly tripped again. βSTOP.β
I.N fake squinted at the mirror. βMaybe heβs not looking at y/n. Maybe thereβs a ghost behind her.β
Lee Know didnβt even look up from tying his shoe. βIf that were the case, he wouldnβt be blushing. Ghosts arenβt that attractive.β
Hyunjin grumbled, absolutely done with them, and walked over to grab his drink.Β
Everyone stopped teasing Hyunjin just long enough for practice to wrap up. Everyone was exhausted and ready for food, but the group had other plans.
You didnβt notice the glances, the whispering, the suspicious smirks, but Hyunjin noticed. βOh no.β he muttered under his breath.
You turned to look at him. βWhat?β you asked, but he didnβt answer.
Instead, Chan clapped his hands loudly again. βAlright everyone! Weβre heading to dinner.β
βYeah, weβre starving.β Han added.
βAbsolutely starving!β Felix said dramatically.
βLike death is near.β Changbin agreed with a nod.
You laughed. βOkay, letβs go!β
But then Chan grinned. His eyes darting from you to Hyunjin and back. βOh, no. Weβre going. You two are staying.β
You raised your eyebrow, confused.
Hyunjin froze, wide eyes staring at Chan. βWhat do you mean weβre staying?!β
Lee Know stepped forward, βWe, as a group, decided that Hyunjin needs to stop tripping all over the place and figure out his feelings before he breaks an ankle.β
Hyunjinβs soul left his body. βGuys, itβs not...β
Felix patted his back. βItβs for your own good.β
Chan pushed him gently towards you. βBond. Talk. Confess. I donβt know. Figure out whatβs making you malfunction.β
βHyung, please...β Hyunjin whined.
βWeβll go get food and be back in an hour or so.β Chan said.
βBye!β Everyone screamed in chaotic unison.
The door shut. Silence.
βSooo, they really just left us here.β you said awkwardly, turning to Hyunjin who squatted down and looked like he wanted to evaporate.
Hyunjin rubbed his face with both hands. βIβm going to kill them. Actually kill them.β
You laughed. βItβs fine. We can just hang out until they come back.β
He peeked at you through his fingers. βThey think I...β he stopped himself.
You sat down on the floor, stretching your legs, pretending not to notice how flustered he still was. βThey think you what?β
βThey think I like you.β he finally got out, quietly.
You smiled gently at him. βWell, do you?β
βI...β he looked down, fiddling with the hem of his shirt.
βI wansβt supposed to say that out loud.β he muttered.
You shifted closer to him. βSay what?β
He looked at you, and the moment he saw your face, your glasses slightly slipping down your nose, your hair framing your face perfectly, it slipped.
βI like you. A lot.β he blurted out.
Your breath caught.
He looked horrified. βWait, no. I mean... yes. I wasnβt going to say it like that. I...β
βHyunjin.β you said, gently touching his hand.
He froze instantly.Β
You smiled at him. βI like you tooβ
His eyes snapped open. βYou do?β
You nodded. βI was honestly waiting for you to stop staring long enough to do something about it.β A small laugh escaping you.
His ears turned so red, he looked like he was overheating.
βI wasnβt staring.β he whispered.
βYou tripped while dancing and just walking.β You raised your eyebrows at him.
βOkay, maybe I was staring.β
βIt was cute.β You laughed softly.
Hyunjin melted just a little. He reached for your hand, getting his confidence back, and laced his fingers with yours.
βCan I take you on a date?β he asked.
You squeezed his hand. βYeah, you can. Iβd love that.β
He smiled, relieved.
Of course, thatβs when the door exploded open. Scaring both of you.
βThey did it. Theyβre holding hands! Guys look!β Han screamed of excitement.
βHan, you werenβt supposed to open the door yet!β Lee Know scolded him.
Hyunjin groaned into your shoulder while the others screamed and cheered for the both of you.
Through it all, Hyunjin kept his eyes on you and he didnβt let go of your hand. Not even for a second.
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S - Super by Seventeen
O - Overtime by The Home Team
U - Up Now by XG
P - Pomegranate by Hannah Bahng
S - Specter by Bad Omens
L - Lemon Drop by Ateez
V - Vore by Sleep Token
T - Twilight by Stray Kids
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i got tagged by @seungkw1 and @heartepub to tag nine people i'd like to get to know better! tysm for tagging me π«Ά
β§ reading: giovanni's room by james baldwin, give me more book recs i need get back into reading desperately!!!!!
β§ last movie: wall-e (rewatch cuz i adore that movie sm)
β§ last series: alice in borderland s3 + hidden love
β§ last song: i always wanna die (sometimes) by the 1975
β§ sweet or salty: ngl used to have a rlly big sweet tooth years ago but i fear it's kinda died down a little!!! salty rn for me hehe
β§ coffee or tea: tea <3 was told i'd become a coffee addict when i got into a uni but i haven't reached that lvl yet.... i do love a good matcha tho
β§ working on: protocol πΌ (csc)
Κ reading: not rly reading anything rn unfortunately... i need to get back into reading regularly :') last thing i read was the letters of enchantment series by rebecca ross
Κ last movie: i barely ever watch movies either tbh. i think the last one i rewatched was castle in the sky (like 2 months ago..)
Κ last series: fangs of fortune (currently watching slowly) + rewatch of hidden love w rania π₯Ή
Κ last song: monsoon by ha hyunsang
Κ sweet or salty: salty for sure !! tbh i don't like super sweet things
Κ coffee or tea: coffee :))
Κ working on: my wrapped event (but procrastinating on it) & making a new carrd
tagging @sinvanish @blue-jisungs @seokminfilm @lexeees and anyone else who would like to join
Reading: Nothing cause I just finished The Menu of Happiness
Last movie: Nosferatu
Last series: Heated Rivalry (Finally gave in. Please no spoilers, I'm only on episode 2 lol)
Last song: Right Hand Girl by Twice (Jihyo's fancams live rent free in my head now)
Sweet or salty: Salty
Coffee or tea: Depends on my mood, but usually coffee
Working on: Been slacking on writing since I'm job hunting (sorry!), but slowly working on the ending of When Did You Stop Loving Me, a request, and writing down plenty of ideas.
No pressure tags: @thebibleophile, @keeperofasecretsecret, @nishimurmur
As a jeongchan bias is chan and jeongin were into the same woman who do you think is winning that conflict? π do you think they'd be salty about it?
Ohh good question! I went back and forth on my decision so many times cause I can see points for both, but ended up landing on neither π They love each other so much so idk if they'd have the heart to hurt one another. They might just back off because of "bro code"π But I could definitely see them being competitive about it at first before ultimately being like "you know what, she isn't worth it" lol. I'm curious about your thoughts on it though!
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I know no one knows me personally, so this might be hard, but from my writing/rambling/interactions, which member am I more like? I'm just curious about how people view me π Feel free to explain your vote too!
I thought Iβd start this one cause it looked really fun. I nominate my boo @thebibleophile to join!
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So i wasnt sure if they wanted us to type in our face kpop group to search, or just put βkpopβ. Soβ¦I did both! Mostly cause I wasnβt satisfied with the first oneβ¦
Kpop lyric, lightstick, concept photo, binder, idol, album cover, concert, laptop, and pegboard: