flowerball

get in loser we’re gonna try again despite it all

nothing bottom jeans and boots with the nothing

the whole club was gone

music songs and lyrics. its just unbelievable

signing off my email with 'we will not meet again in this world.'

i know i’ve talked about this before but it’s really insane when you were passively suicidal for two decades and out of the blue you catch yourself saying shit like “i’ve been trying to eat a lot of fibre because i don’t want to risk colorectal cancer in my 40s” like okay … 40s are part of the plan now?

You know that thing would eat you if you died, right? *pointing to the false image of you that others perceive*

doctor will fix me they'll do a scan and find a terrible darkness seated in my stomach and be like "oh my god we're so sorry we were supposed to remove this at birth like everyone else, i don't know how this was missed, we're so sorry you've been living like this your whole life" and it'll fix my brain too and all clouds will part

oh what the hell, add another basil leaf! i’m not driving