21/05/26
it's growing
the anxiety
the self loathing
it's always there
but tonight it festered
and now it's overwhelming me
and I don't know how to fight it

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21/05/26
it's growing
the anxiety
the self loathing
it's always there
but tonight it festered
and now it's overwhelming me
and I don't know how to fight it

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21/05/26
I tried to off myself in my dreams
and even there it did not work
I tried and tried
and I was scared when I realised it didn't work
sure when I woke up I was relived but for a split second there was an outlet in sight
I was so close
and then I was dragged back into this misery
It should have worked
It should have worked
09/05/26
I had such a lovely evening
and I will not let it be ruined by my doubts
I was welcome I was wanted
I've felt validated and protected
I was part of something
and you cannot take that away
I had fun
and I deserve not to worry whether it was genuine
the companionship I felt
I will not let you take it
I deserve happiness
30/04/26
I am living on autopilot mode
24/03/26
my soul is rubbed raw
I have no other choice but to bleed
I am not thick-skinned

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10/03/26
I am a house
and this termites called depression
are eating away at my foundation
it's irreparable
23/02/26
when I die
tattoo all my poems on my body
so finally someone will know the whole story
so they can rot with me
23/02/26
it was a world deafening sadness
that washed over me today
and suddenly the rails were coaxing me
the wind so feral, so beautiful
was calling me
I wanted to answer
wanted to move closer
09/02/26
destroying myself cause it's the only thing I am good at
keeping my ties thin
so when the time has come
I won't have much to loose
07/02/26
I am a black widow
I want to consume
I am devoid of all affection
I am not content

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30/01/26
there is nothing to lose
in death
in the absolute
while in life
you behold all the possibilities
and watch them pass by, one after another
27/01/26
the closer my birthday gets
the sadder I become
the failures of my life
overwhelm me
mock me
I let them get too close
the memories of my absence
I let them get too close
the ghosts of my past
I never know why I even bother wishing it was different
from all those other years that
I hoped things would get better
and why do I repeatedly find myself hoping
that I might find joy in life after all
and meanwhile
I slowly find myself doubting
whether there was ever any joy at all
23/01/26
one hundred fifty posts
and ten years later
and I'm still depressed
but at least I made it this far
at least I get to tell myself
over and over
that every day is a new chance
29/10/25
You already died a hundred times in my mind
I grieved and grieved
I shed a thousand tears
but your still alive
and I'll just keep punishing myself
until my grief is justified
03/09/25
there are so many reasons to hate myself
so many tiny reasons
once I hated myself for no reason at all
but now I cannot count the amount of situations where
I could have done better
the amount of times when
I could have been a better person
and I cannot stop worrying
how long this is going to haunt me
how much of me is left to break

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10/08/25
I let you ruin me
02/08/25
I don't wanna be perfect
I just wanna be me
and sadly the real me
is 'sad me'