♡ sophia ♡

♡ intro post ♡

hewooo ♡♡ im going to yap about myself for a bit ♡

keep in mind that this is a vent blog so im going to talk about stuff that might be triggering and distressing ♡ block if you dont want to see this kinda content okie ♡

hiii ive been playing roblox again !! the cute and silly chatting games and building stuffs <3 look at my chara ^^

ask for username if u wanna add as friends hehe <3

heyy...

i just woke up no bad dreams ! ♡ so thats a win already haha...

we'll see how this day goes ! ^^

*runs*

mornings... night was okay i survived haha

we had a deep talk with boyfriend last night about my self destructive thoughts. he tries to understand. but its seems that i dont really care anymore... im so tired of this shit things either dont feel like anything or makes me want to die...

coffee time haha !!

hope u slept well if it was a night for u ♡♡♡

why cant this pain stop already i cant take it anymore.....

today has been a horrible day... ive been so anxious i havent been able to do anything other than play my comfort game like the whole day. everything feels bad i cant eat i cant sleep i can barely move and i dont even know what made me this distressed... i want to sleep forever.....

have this little video i took of my game.... i put len and rin in matching outfits ♡

sega took my music so i dont steal it >.<

call me stupid or annoying or absolutely anything but if you're sophia kinnie and act like youre her dont interact with me. im not trying to own her or anything but it makes me so fucking upset to see someone else identifying as me. i know im sophia im the real one literally it breaks my reality if i see someone trying to be me like stop stop stop u cant say that STOP

i want to cut so fucking bad but im not at home... i dont know how to feel about people trying to take care of me and stop my unhealthy coping mechanisms. its a tiny bit annoying. because nothing helps. ive tried. if something else helped i wouldnt rely on these things. nothing does. i have to be self destructive to survive at this point...

hiii i drew this drawing of me and neo-sama >/////< im still not entirely sure where to take my style but this was mainly a test thing i think...

i miss her all day everyday and i hope she excisted and was real and beside me...

Anyways i hope you have a good day do you have any special plans?

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i seee ♡

its night for u ? try to rest when u can ♡

im finally playing pokemon scarlet !! im super excited ^^ i hope its good....

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good im glad ♡

how is your day going ? any plans ? ^^'

good morning everyone i i hope u slept well ♡♡

i got a couple of hours of sleep... was super upset and didnt want to go to sleep.

now going to play my horror minecraft world..haha

hopefully u have nice day and take care ♡♡

How are you today!!

Can i be one of your annons is that okays???

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heyy ♡♡♡♡

i just woke up hour ago im still sleepy haha...

now playing my horror minecraft world !

OMG pls be my anon ♡

u shall be called heartbeat anon !if that would be okay...?

Also goodmorning!! (I think(^ᴗ^ㆀ))

I'm like just now getting ready for bed gulpp it's already 2Am (◞‸◟ㆀ)

I hope today treats you better than yesterday!! ♡♡♡(ฅ´ω`ฅ)

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good morning lucky anon ♡ thank you for ur kind words. made me feel better ♡♡

it feels weird that people on internet sometimes understand me better haha...or at least try to

get some rest ♡♡ ill be here when u wake up !

sleep well ♡♡

im so upset... I CANT STOP CRYING

ive been irritated and so so distressed the whole night... i guess bf just got enough of me an told me im crazy

thats like the worst thing u can say to a mentally ill person

hes never done that hes never actually got mad at me. im so upset i could throw up

tw: system talk

drawing myself and neo-sama >////<