oh sweet 70%, those are bedroom eyes

so so cute and so so sweet (if you ignore the nom of it all)

it's very fun to me when 4c does his prey routine with katie! just goes to show that hes srs abt it and it isn't just a nom-induced madness. let's ignore how obviously worse it is when it's with nom.

like look at this (NOISE WARNING.). look at katie literally barking and gnashing her teeth while she chases 4c in parkour tag. look at 4c doing his fake little scream that gets a little real when he sees katie as he turns. isn't that awesome.

i did actually like the map and how it grew over time, particularly the beach. and i'm NOT just saying that because of my whole thing with mace day okay.

yes you may! i think it's so fucking great that they're so fucking compatible with each other. nom likes hitting things. 4c likes being hit. nom likes chasing things. 4c likes being chased. nom likes power. 4c likes puppeteering situations to subjugate himself and let his scene partner do whatever they want with him, which is what he wants. nom likes abus--

they both like parkour. they met through parkour. really thats such an integral part of this bc 4c could do this with anyone because hes really fucking skilled at his whole deal and in fact can pull off his whole petulant nervous prey routine even with an npc that has prewritten dialogue (portal 2's wheatley.) and with non s-tiers like katie. unfortunately there r no s-tier movement mains and the ones that do exist are too busy being masochistic to be sadistic towards 4c like he wants (or are only ever sadistic in terms of making painful parkour maps) so. he slots back in with nom instead.

what else. nom likes being mean in a way that announces himself. 4c likes being mean in a way that he can hide (usually by pinning it on someone more obvious). nom can't do anything. 4c likes being helpful. nom likes the reactions that he gets when he torments someone. 4c likes the reactions that he gets when hes being tormented. 4c asks for it while he denies asking for it. nom likes taking without even asking for it first.

they know these things abt each other. they know each other so well. it's sweet, in a way, that nom can proclaim that 4c will always be by his side because "that's just how their dynamic is", and 4c will affirm it while giggling. it's sweet and cute and nothing else. no grit teeth here.

Cam: It-it-it-it-it breached containment, massively. Um, so much so that I got messages from family members as well. I got a message from my dad's best man? At his wedding, who I haven't seen in a number of years, congratulating me on my engagement. (three seconds silence) My dad's best man. In the family group chat, I got a message from my auntie that said, um, "why have I heard that you're engag-" I need to find the exact quote, because it was just so ridiculous, hold on-where is it again...yeah. "Cameron Wilson, what's with the 'he said yes' thing?" Um, "so and so thought you got engaged but I told him that wasn't Scott." The tweet went to my auntie's colleague, at work, who recognized it was me and showed my auntie, at work, that I had gotten engaged.

Cam: So that when she sees the tweet—and she has met Scott, a couple times, and gets on really well with Scott. So is obviously massively confused and calls me immediately to say, "what-what's happened with Scott? Who is this man?" Um. So, yeah, it went to my auntie's work, who-who then she had to, very very confused realize that I wasn't actually engaged, and I had to explain the situation. Um. So that was fun.

Cam: Um. I got a message from my mum? My mum messaged me, um, (through laughter) it was quite a funny message, actually. I need to find it. Cause she follows me on Twitter, my mum follows me on Twitter, I need to find what she said. She-she like said, um, (laughs). Where is it, hold on. Hold on, yeah, here it is, says, um, "is your friend Grian Scottish? Gaelic Duolingo just told me Grian equals sun." To which I respond, "no, his name is actually—" and then Grian's name, um, and then she just goes, "oh, well..." and then that's the end of the conversation. So. Yeah.

Mae: I kinda always felt like we-they were always. That Mae was always competing with the other people in Sco-in 4c's life. Almost like 4c could only have...one friend. At a time. And it was like. Kinda hard, in that sense.