faites de beaux rêves

Focusing on myself has been hard when all I think about is you and how your day is going and what you laughed at today and if you ate anything good or just another fuckin Jamaican beef patty and how your hockey game went and if you’re thinking of me too and if so is it a good thought or resentment or a mixture of both I’m going to tear my hair out i think and i probably would’ve already had I not received so much support and I hope you’re receiving that as well because we are both each others rock and now I’m just a manic mess who doesn’t use punctuation

Wow as I am literally shaking from an anxiety attack and throwing up from nervousness my immediate afterthought is: good