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I'm tired of the casual ableism I've seen in this community and how either none of you know anything about mental health or simply don't fucking care.

It's bothered me for months and the Asylum thing just makes me blow up even more. So I've been thinking about it.

Pizza Tower means a lot to me, and I'm still fixated on it. But I'm ashamed by it. And I also really don't feel like sharing anything with people anymore? I haven't for a while. Haven't been motivated to...

And I also have felt, from the very beginning, I do not belong here. No one or thing has made me feel like this is a place I could settle at.

Me leaving wouldn't be anything but water off a duck's back for people. So I'm not gonna threaten to leave unless things won't be changed.

But like, I just can't be asked anymore?

Pizza Tower is now engrained as a part of me that I can't just get rid of. It's not as simple for me to just walk away.

Pizza Tower, I knew, attracted people who have humor that I do not. That have styles that I don't care for. That is fine. That is the way of life. But I didn't realize how much people just... didn't fucking care about or mind what they way.

Pizza Tower is a very cartoonish and looney experience. Therefore, it's easy to describe it with... many outdated tropes and outdated terms. So again I knew going in that being a fan of something like this probably isn't the best idea for my sensibilities.

And then hope came around that, because you guys were disconnecting it from McPig and growing a community, maybe it would be safer.

But no. You're just growing cliques. Where what you say goes and if anyone disagrees, "well go to your own corner." And that's so fucking annoying to see all the time. It's fucking elementary school bullshit.