ellen!!

lmao wtv

wait i just need to get into the i dont care mindset again

ohhhit hurts to breathe im a wee bit scafed hahah😂

ok so like. im failing for sure 🙏

at 8 ill read flashcafds but for 30 minutes im layingdown And Huggingmy blanket and definitely NOT crying

im notgonn pass tHis test so i am just going go take everrhing off my bed and lay down and clossmyeyes and think its ok ellen you dont need it for college anyway and in fact you can study your college subjects in the summer so

ok nowi am not giddy anymore i am just sad because i am a failure and j deserve death actually

i genuinely needa hugso bad 😐

i do think that i will kill myself if i get anything less than 3 A's in my a levels and likd j donf. Want to kill myself buf im convinced i defo will cos wtf do u do after that 🙏🙏 This is why i am spending my summer studying

I am like peak suicidal right now but in A giggly way cos holy fuck im gonna fail 😂😂LMAO

im lying i nearly died in 3rd and first year i had bigger problems but like SCHOOL like academically ok i am dying

guys like i give up this has been the worst school year of my life im so serious like oh my god

imacfyLly going mad i Genuinely have no future ahead of me LMAO

I HAVE THREE EXAMS TMR AND IVE STUDIED FOR NONE LMAOOO