Sometimes life hurts.

How could someone come into your life and hurt you beyond belief when they said they loved you? HOW could you hurt me when you KNEW I was beyond hurt???? You deserve every bit of pain you ever feel. 

i don't even know anymore. pretty sure i've lived life for too long by now

i fucked up. bad. its going to be ok though

Why was i so fucking stupid 

We're all fucked up in our own special ways

It's starting to get bad

If this what being in love feels like, I hope I feel this forever. 

He's back. :)

i didnt want to cut, but i did. fuck. 3-11-13

is this what you call a family? SWS

My brother told me he hopes I die, and he also told me to get off the elliptical because I'm gonna break it because im fat. He doens't get that his words hurt me and each time makes me want to cut.  

I think I just want to help people in my life. Help the people who are seen as the scum on the earth. after all, you have to love everybody if you want to get into Heaven.

Today, February 2, 2013 i went to a funeral. A young boy, (20) by the name of Craig died. It literally breaks my heart. The most sad sound in the world is the sound of people crying from losing a loved one. May he rest in peace. I even cried. It breaks my heart in pieces, but it's a reminder that life is so delicate. There was this guys that was hangin out with Reuben. I dont know his name, but I do knows he's the song of Eugiene. He wore a long black trenchcoat, he had piercing blue eyes, snakebites, he wore eyerliner and black nail polish. He may be the most beautiful males I've ever seen . I still love Robert, but he was special... different. Not afraid to express himself. Anyways. what is life anyway?