I spent near 3 grand and all I got was a level 1 autism diagnosis. and I feel very embarrassed and uncomfortable and relieved. and I’m posting on tumblr because I don’t know how to talk to people in my life about it . and I feel like a moody teen because I’m posting online about it.
and I’m thirty, and I feel like this information would have been so much more beneficial to have earlier in life. but what can you do. but what could it have changed. live with the cards you’re dealt and all that. I won’t be opening that can of worms with my family. best not to. who even eats canned worms nowadays
I am not so filled with angst as I once was, and I don’t have the libido to be titillated by all the porn on here so this is just a nice ol yell into the void
I’ll have another yell on here at 40
