are mosquitos really a vital part of our ecosystem? bc shit is fucked out here

i felt really lightheaded after my tarot reading and that had never happened before but she was extremely accurate. i felt like very, light and maybe uneasy, on edge, but also relaxed and reassured. it was an intense reading so i assume it’s just from talking about all of those things. i guess it could be something energetically too. she said my father was supposed to reach out from the afterlife idk lol

today i got my tarot read, went to pilates and a crystal shop, went for a long walk and called my brother, and spent an hour in a float tank. oh i also ordered italian. idk how to even classify the events of the day but i showered and i can still smell the sage on me. i guess i needed some form of purification bc its still acting

none of it even matters but it all does, too. i love you in a way that feels painful to me because what is there to do about it?

i have so much to write about but today was more focus on the experiencing side of things. then i wanted to go to bed early but i had latin and greek translations. now i’m done and all i want to do is write but i’m too tired and a bit sad. life is shifting so much and i feel inspired and exhausted and i just want the feeling of home.

im believing more in the metaphysical rn and it feels like getting back to myself and spirituality