A fanfic writer here! Haven't had a Tumblr in a while, thought I'd get back into things here since I'm writing fanfics again. Feel free to ask me anything or swing around for a chat. Me & my two braincells will gladly entertain you.
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AO3: Cam1942
Current fixation: Ghoap š«¶
Currently working on:
Charred Bones: Post MWII canon compliant fic (until it's not) with dog-coded Soap and Ghost going through his multitudes of issues while falling for him. Will include puppy play and other,, not so safe for work aspects in the later chapters š. (5/?)
Bleeding Oath: a Vampire!Ghost x Werewolf!Soap fic that features angst, enemies to lovers and soulmate shenanigans. (5/?)
not alone (anymore): Alone Ghost monsterfucking fic, ft. trans Soap, human experimentation, torture, gore and horror themes. (3/4)
COMPLETED FICS:
With The Softness Of Your Breath; a holiday centric domestic fluff fic for the boys! Retired Soap needs to figure out what to do with his life after a medical discharge, but thankfully there is a certain blond from his childhood waiting for him at his family's farm, right when he inherits the property. 4 chapters. 26k.
People You Know Can Hurt You The Most; also a holiday fic, revolving around New Year more but there's a Christmas moment. ft. angst with a happy ending, John MacTavish's family and Simon "Pretty Boy" Riley. 11k.
carry me in your teeth (with jaws of tender sympathy): an Orca!Ghost x Seal!Soap shifter fic. With a lot of angst, fluff and a meet bloody, even. 9 chapters. 70k.
NSFW FICS:
Leaving Your Heart On Fire: omegaverse smut fic, featuring Ghoap. I'll probably add more chapters in the future because the setting helps me practice ā¢ļø.
Only Yours: part 2 of the omegaverse smut series, wall sex galore.
You've Got Me Mind Body And Soul: part 3 of the series, featuring desk sex.
Sweetest Gift: a BDSM verse oneshot, with Lingerie Soap, Shibari & Ghoap in love shenanigans involved.
malt liquor on your breath (you're mine): Dilf ghost smut pwp, featuring older Ghost with a literal daughter and younger Soap who's friends with the said daughter.
a dog's trust: puppy Soap + consensual somnophilia with scent kink and sex toys as a treat.
tamed by my own longing: trans dog hybrid Soap, sex pollen and love confessions. also fucking, of course.
TUMBLR POSTS:
(MCD) a letter from a dead man (to another), to be known is to be remembered (is to be loved), a cycle of destruction (burning just to keep him warm), pet names & Ghoap, it'll be alright, (smut) taking care of each other's problems, (smut) the bed doesn't creak, trust is a knife with curved teeth (smut),
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i love fanfiction because unlike original work the plot and characters are all plotted and characterised for you to use so its a really good solution for those āi want to write but i dont know what to writeā moods it lets you focus soley on the craft and its wonderful
hi. iām the guy who all that blood belongs to. yeah in all the pictures of anime girls and cool ocs holding knives. itās mine. i donāt donate it or anything. they just kill me again and again. because someoneās gotta but thatās not the part people really wanna see. itās okay though. itās a living
"dni if you engage with irredeemable media! dni to kill a mockingbird stans" ok well CLEARLY you have never read to kill a mockingbird if you think it's irredeemable media and also having a book that was published in 1960 on your dni stan list is kinda ridiculous actually
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i do think we should normalise being like. platonically enamoured with someone. perhaps i love and admire you dearly and there's nothing romantic about it
We have this interesting situation where we basically no longer have privacy nor the expectation of privacy, but we also don't have community or meaningful connection with others, so we're all simultaneously both completely exposed and absolutely alone, and please understand that when I say this situation is "interesting", what I in fact mean is that it's "nightmarish and I wish I could wake up"
queer rep goes thru these cycles where every couple of years lgbt people are like "we get no rep in media and the representation we do get is way too sanitized and it feels so fake and flat. wheres the queer characters that are messy and flawed and REAL??"
then someone gets brave and makes a character who is a real bastard and makes all the wrong choices and is maybe even malicious at times and they make this character explicitly queer. and then fans are like "this is what you think of us?? worst representation ever" and the creator gets absolutely lambasted, ESPECIALLY if theyre queer themselves
then everyone else sees this and either thinks its too risky to include a queer character, or wants to make sure they're only doing the good and nice representation with no flaws or mistakes
then queer people are like "we get no rep in media and the representation we do get is way too sanitized and
and no im not blaming queer people for our own lack of representation, or when "representation" exists only to mock us and shame us. I am however saying: stop attacking queer creators for making queer characters who are nuanced and complicated and even ugly or cruel. theyre not reflecting you, their character isnt you. its just their character
"aren't you tired of writing hurt/comfort?" I'm sorry, are you tired of taking a hot shower when you get cold? are you tired of sleeping when you're exhausted? no. the soul requires someone to carefully tend to an injured hero's wounds while whispering 'you idiot, you could have died' and I will be partaking until the sun burns out.
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Okay... so this is right up my alley.
More weird whimsy and quirk in the romance genre... and more jaded suffer-no-fools women, instead of the creepy age-gaps, please and thank you
just FYI it's based on a short story called The Wicker Husband which I read here despite the small print because I could only find the opening elsewhere (the place it was originally published online is gone, but the author, Ursula Wills-Jones, says she hopes to see it in print soon!)
if you told vin diesel fast and the furious you were gay he'd be like "Some people like driving stickā¦some people like driving automaticā¦what matters is you cross the finish line.." and then he'd rev up a dodge challenger and drive through a building and kill 16 people
If you asked if he was cool with trans people, he'd probably say "sometimes, aftermarket parts are the only way to get the vehicle you really want. Everyone should have the right to hot rod."
the problem with tumblr spells is all of you lil sluts are casting and not giving it time to charge so you're all casting cantrips and not 9th level death spells. everyone wants to be the one to take them down no one wants to be the one who assists
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